something out of nothing
hey there. Christmas is over. haha. what a day. it comes and it goes. just like that. if the atmosphere wasn't there, i'd most probably missed it. but. too bad. i didn't gave it a miss. realised some people out there hang out with their friends. exchange gifts and so on. it's like wow. so nice. haha. of course. i didn't do such things. why? i don't know. it's more like a tradition now. not celebrating that kind of stuff. or maybe. no one to do it with. haha. family? of course. a dinner together nevertheless. no turkey. :X
shopping alone is not fun. i am telling it to myself and whoever is the least interested to know. yup. it ain't fun. haha. don't believe me? try it. i'm not daring you. but if you think in your very particular life right now, you are facing too much, alittle too much excitement. do it. shop around alone. don't be afraid. you're not the first. yup.
bought a little something. haha. didn't know what it is for. but i just buy it. incase it comes into handy. i mean. i don't want to walk around empty-handed. alone. that is. haha.
jerk. asshole i think i am. haha. unbelievable. i am scolding myself right now. yes i think i am. thinking back, i am very bias. i must say. very very bias. haha. just got this feeling. i am treating people unfairly somehow. not the way. not that way. the wrong attitude for everybody i must say. i don't know why. i don't know how to change too. no way is the library going to help? i don't know. perhaps i can check it out. haha. something about personalities. yup.
hey. what's wrong with christianity? nothing's wrong okay! shuddup about your religious shit. fuck.
haha. there goes me. a jackass right there. :X
on this very christmas, i watched Serendipity on channel 5. a show almost similar to that of the chinese show "turn left, turn right". one show that's really nice i suppose. at least, personally, it's good. haha. how lucky can two people be. how unlucky can two people be. how high are the chances for two people so out of this world to be together.
destiny and fates lies in our hands? it's the past that moulds our future? experience leads the way? should we just let fate do things? or should we have our own way of doing things? what is destiny? what is fate?
do i believe in fate? in destiny? do i write something here and hope? maybe. maybe not. i'll give it a try. it is not going to hurt, is it? *ouch*
hey. really really glad to know the air is being cleared. you've cleared your mind. not thinking about things. having a bright clearer head start. it should have been this way. and not dwelling onto things. yup.
just ignore this.
crap.
haha.
way of getting myself tired.
so i can just sleep with no hassles.
sigh.
this is bad.
take care.
best wishes.
:)
ciaoz.
i'm not lucky, ya... fuck my luck...
Thursday, December 25, 2003
Merry Christmas!
Morning! everyone's out to work already. haha. cool rite. alone at home. again. yawnz. woke up like 8.46am. wow. queer timing isn't it? haha. no la. my hp rang. stupid friend. haha. but he's a good friend ^^ so i woke up and found myself engaging in some online stuffs. and was done by now. around 11.30 ? hmm. i don't know. but that's how i guess i'm gonna spend my christmas morning. :X
so. Christmas. what's the first thing i did on the 25th of december? guess! haha. nah. i took a bathe on 12.10am 25th dec. haha. that's the first thing i did. excluding the sms trying to be sent around. haha. yup.
morning~! good gracious. no breakfast! die. haha. no la. gonna get it soon. after a few surfing of things online. yup. don't tell you what i surfing lei! :X think dirty and you might get a clue. haha.
*hungry*
a hungry man is an angry man.
sorry.
gotta go i guess.
be back soon!
miss you.
take care!
bleahs.
:)
it's always like this, isn't it?
i'm going to be evil...
Morning! everyone's out to work already. haha. cool rite. alone at home. again. yawnz. woke up like 8.46am. wow. queer timing isn't it? haha. no la. my hp rang. stupid friend. haha. but he's a good friend ^^ so i woke up and found myself engaging in some online stuffs. and was done by now. around 11.30 ? hmm. i don't know. but that's how i guess i'm gonna spend my christmas morning. :X
so. Christmas. what's the first thing i did on the 25th of december? guess! haha. nah. i took a bathe on 12.10am 25th dec. haha. that's the first thing i did. excluding the sms trying to be sent around. haha. yup.
morning~! good gracious. no breakfast! die. haha. no la. gonna get it soon. after a few surfing of things online. yup. don't tell you what i surfing lei! :X think dirty and you might get a clue. haha.
*hungry*
a hungry man is an angry man.
sorry.
gotta go i guess.
be back soon!
miss you.
take care!
bleahs.
:)
it's always like this, isn't it?
i'm going to be evil...
Wednesday, December 24, 2003
unbelievable
let's start this the proper way, shall we? haha. the weather. of course. the weather's perfectly warm today. no doubts on that. temperatures sure rises today. i'm not sure about you people out there. but i stayed indoors and was keeping the fans on whole day. yup. :X
why? why did i decided to stay indoors today? when i can fix a time get a couple of friends out. i don't know. perhaps the weather just make me feel negative about going out today. my sister tempted me to go out when she went out. i insisted on my stand when she wanted me to accompany her as well. i refused. haha. how bad~ i seirously doesn't want to go out. :X my bud called. i told him i stayed indoors today. my~ definitely was he disappointed. i am just ASSUMING here. :X please don't spread around. haha.
good guys finish last. trust me. i gave my sister 10 bucks. >.<
you know. had a dream today. was like during world war kinda thing. i was thinking myself as a navigator on a aircraft. a fighter jet. then i gave the wrong directions. cool. the plane was hit. i guess by germans. haha. then the plane crashed. wow. wasn't the feeling so real. very real. haha. gibberish sia. haha. i think i read too much of that book i borrowed before i go for sleep. so sad. so scary. haha. craziness. kind of stupid too.
got sms today wor. wonderful feelings. thanks for inventing this sms thing. haha. appreciate it man. :X
5566 - Boyfriend. damn nice a song. i think.
incredible
What in Danaan's name?
lolx
hmm.
getting late.
maybe.
maybe not.
haha.
take care.
:)
thinking of you, loving you...
let's start this the proper way, shall we? haha. the weather. of course. the weather's perfectly warm today. no doubts on that. temperatures sure rises today. i'm not sure about you people out there. but i stayed indoors and was keeping the fans on whole day. yup. :X
why? why did i decided to stay indoors today? when i can fix a time get a couple of friends out. i don't know. perhaps the weather just make me feel negative about going out today. my sister tempted me to go out when she went out. i insisted on my stand when she wanted me to accompany her as well. i refused. haha. how bad~ i seirously doesn't want to go out. :X my bud called. i told him i stayed indoors today. my~ definitely was he disappointed. i am just ASSUMING here. :X please don't spread around. haha.
good guys finish last. trust me. i gave my sister 10 bucks. >.<
you know. had a dream today. was like during world war kinda thing. i was thinking myself as a navigator on a aircraft. a fighter jet. then i gave the wrong directions. cool. the plane was hit. i guess by germans. haha. then the plane crashed. wow. wasn't the feeling so real. very real. haha. gibberish sia. haha. i think i read too much of that book i borrowed before i go for sleep. so sad. so scary. haha. craziness. kind of stupid too.
got sms today wor. wonderful feelings. thanks for inventing this sms thing. haha. appreciate it man. :X
5566 - Boyfriend. damn nice a song. i think.
incredible
What in Danaan's name?
lolx
hmm.
getting late.
maybe.
maybe not.
haha.
take care.
:)
thinking of you, loving you...
Tuesday, December 23, 2003
holy spirit touch me within
forgive me for typing all these holy crap. what else is in my mind now then that? freaky 3 hours inside a Singapore Conference Hall listening to none other than holy stuffs. i prefer using the word holy as i guess i don't want to offend anybody out there. yup. haha. it's really okay. i am really kinda being influenced right now. a shift of my faith here and there. getting sick. haha. i'm okay. anyway, it's Christmas not X'mas for christ sake. DUH~
what did i do today? sleep eat watch tv go out.
the end.
this is my blog. i type it the way i want it to be. haha. -L-
tell me the way i can reach you...
forgive me for typing all these holy crap. what else is in my mind now then that? freaky 3 hours inside a Singapore Conference Hall listening to none other than holy stuffs. i prefer using the word holy as i guess i don't want to offend anybody out there. yup. haha. it's really okay. i am really kinda being influenced right now. a shift of my faith here and there. getting sick. haha. i'm okay. anyway, it's Christmas not X'mas for christ sake. DUH~
what did i do today? sleep eat watch tv go out.
the end.
this is my blog. i type it the way i want it to be. haha. -L-
tell me the way i can reach you...
Sunday, December 21, 2003
put your thinking cap back on
the rain stopped. leaving its significant traces behind. just like the tears of one. your heart hurts, you cried. after you've cried, the traces will be there. it won't go away. yup. i guess.
the clouds are different. they are plain today. some hovering nowhere. some floating high above. some just mingle with the mountains. but their simple whiteness is there. their unimaginable shapes are there. cool.
do you talk to your parents much? do you talk to someone you see everyday about your stuffs? if that someone is your girlfriend or boyfriend, do you talk to him/her alot? when you two are seeing each other everyday. if yes, why can't you do that to your parents? why are you saying so much things to someone, when his/her blood ain't that thick.
there hasn't been much contact around for me. HOW IS EVERYBODY? haha. i guess all are still busy with their own shit. ops. i mean stuffs. haha. RESPECT is the keyword.
anywhere, everwhere. the clouds are always there. not much difference throughout asia i guess. haha. look up there. think. it's always there for you isn't it? haha. be it rain or shine.
i don't know.
haha.
doubtful.
i'm worried.
are you eating well?
are you sleeping well?
are you angry/sad/lost/happy/excited?
good night everyone.
good morning too.
take real good care.
=)
without resistance, you will still be strong...
the rain stopped. leaving its significant traces behind. just like the tears of one. your heart hurts, you cried. after you've cried, the traces will be there. it won't go away. yup. i guess.
the clouds are different. they are plain today. some hovering nowhere. some floating high above. some just mingle with the mountains. but their simple whiteness is there. their unimaginable shapes are there. cool.
do you talk to your parents much? do you talk to someone you see everyday about your stuffs? if that someone is your girlfriend or boyfriend, do you talk to him/her alot? when you two are seeing each other everyday. if yes, why can't you do that to your parents? why are you saying so much things to someone, when his/her blood ain't that thick.
there hasn't been much contact around for me. HOW IS EVERYBODY? haha. i guess all are still busy with their own shit. ops. i mean stuffs. haha. RESPECT is the keyword.
anywhere, everwhere. the clouds are always there. not much difference throughout asia i guess. haha. look up there. think. it's always there for you isn't it? haha. be it rain or shine.
i don't know.
haha.
doubtful.
i'm worried.
are you eating well?
are you sleeping well?
are you angry/sad/lost/happy/excited?
good night everyone.
good morning too.
take real good care.
=)
without resistance, you will still be strong...
Saturday, December 20, 2003
Friday, December 12, 2003
fallen into a trap
yup. just wake up today. haha. what a surprise. i was actually awaken by the rain. it's pouring kinda hard now. the air is damp. the weather is cold. but comfortable for me. haha. i can withstand coldness by mother nature, yet not by spieces of my kind. i mean. who can? haha.
what happen? why did i wake up so late? haha. actually i slept early. as early as about 9am today. yes. 9am today. haha. so i guess it is more or less expected of me to sleep till now. yup. about 6 hours of deep sleep, without any slight of disturbance. haha. everyone went out ya. it's me alone in this house. awww~
went to this chalet thingy near the pasir ris park to find you. haha. it was kinda last minute decision i suppose. playing game half way. the tv is on. and my handphone is just being deserted by me. just when i took a good look at my handphone, it rang. 1 message recieved. haha. yup. and it goes on. and i went out. and everything as follows. overnight stay eventually. no sleep. haha. abandoning the game, the tv, the supper, the bed, if you were to ask me if it's worth it. *no hesitation* absolutely worth the sacrifice. =)
i was just wondering. "when you are with someone, and you still misses this particular, that might be a sign that you are in love with this particular" is it true? haha. i don't really know. but i guess it's just another can't-be-explained feeling. yup.
if you were to ask, what did i learn for sacrificing my sleep? what did i learn when i just dash out of my house? did i eventually learn something? or i was just doing things blindly. i think i did learn something.
it's very very fortunate and a blessing to be able to see someone when you just do not know when it's the next opportunity that you can see her. every minute suddenly counts.
so i'm now here. still feeling the fatigue and the pain from my knees. the pain is nothing. yup. it's just another injury from the past. haha. no point talking about it.
guess i'm now going to get some food.
why?
realising that i did not have dinner and anything afterwards. haha.
so
ciaox~
the darkness expresses the feelings...
yup. just wake up today. haha. what a surprise. i was actually awaken by the rain. it's pouring kinda hard now. the air is damp. the weather is cold. but comfortable for me. haha. i can withstand coldness by mother nature, yet not by spieces of my kind. i mean. who can? haha.
what happen? why did i wake up so late? haha. actually i slept early. as early as about 9am today. yes. 9am today. haha. so i guess it is more or less expected of me to sleep till now. yup. about 6 hours of deep sleep, without any slight of disturbance. haha. everyone went out ya. it's me alone in this house. awww~
went to this chalet thingy near the pasir ris park to find you. haha. it was kinda last minute decision i suppose. playing game half way. the tv is on. and my handphone is just being deserted by me. just when i took a good look at my handphone, it rang. 1 message recieved. haha. yup. and it goes on. and i went out. and everything as follows. overnight stay eventually. no sleep. haha. abandoning the game, the tv, the supper, the bed, if you were to ask me if it's worth it. *no hesitation* absolutely worth the sacrifice. =)
i was just wondering. "when you are with someone, and you still misses this particular, that might be a sign that you are in love with this particular" is it true? haha. i don't really know. but i guess it's just another can't-be-explained feeling. yup.
if you were to ask, what did i learn for sacrificing my sleep? what did i learn when i just dash out of my house? did i eventually learn something? or i was just doing things blindly. i think i did learn something.
it's very very fortunate and a blessing to be able to see someone when you just do not know when it's the next opportunity that you can see her. every minute suddenly counts.
so i'm now here. still feeling the fatigue and the pain from my knees. the pain is nothing. yup. it's just another injury from the past. haha. no point talking about it.
guess i'm now going to get some food.
why?
realising that i did not have dinner and anything afterwards. haha.
so
ciaox~
the darkness expresses the feelings...
Thursday, December 04, 2003
come on
HEY! watch it there. haha. in a dark room with only lights from the monitor. trying to press the keys on the board as soft as possible. closed several applications for faster performance. haha. not sure whether if it is working but i do hope so. had enough of slow things. yup.
playing soccer later. *pray* nothing happen to me. haha. dangerous play is there always. never a fair play. don't know why. is it me? or is it the others? haha.
if got time, planning to go for an interview for a job. guess maybe not. abit late. haha. the holidays are ending ya. and got to check out the timetable to see my schedule. how busy or how relax will it be.
need a little motivation. need a little boost of morale. in need to search for something. what thing? hmm.
sigh
ciaoz~
if i never ask, would you pretend and leave?
HEY! watch it there. haha. in a dark room with only lights from the monitor. trying to press the keys on the board as soft as possible. closed several applications for faster performance. haha. not sure whether if it is working but i do hope so. had enough of slow things. yup.
playing soccer later. *pray* nothing happen to me. haha. dangerous play is there always. never a fair play. don't know why. is it me? or is it the others? haha.
if got time, planning to go for an interview for a job. guess maybe not. abit late. haha. the holidays are ending ya. and got to check out the timetable to see my schedule. how busy or how relax will it be.
need a little motivation. need a little boost of morale. in need to search for something. what thing? hmm.
sigh
ciaoz~
if i never ask, would you pretend and leave?
Wednesday, December 03, 2003
Monday, December 01, 2003
a new month, a new "feel"
yo! afternoon peeps. haha. didn't manage to wake up by morning. wasn't sure of the reason. but. erm. just didn't want to wake up i guess. didn't have dream either. just slept through and then when i open up my eyes. didn't see the person i want to see. haha. but the clock. it showed 12.10pm. haha. great~ missed the morning.
yup. 011203. felt nothing special. haha. this day ain't special at all. no reason for it to be special. nobody's birthday. no occasion. a few regrets for the previous month. haha. but. a new beginning. isn't that great? a new beginning for things. but. sadly. some doesn't change. sob. yup. some things just don't change, do they?
you know? there's nothing on the television right now. everyone's out. me's in. haha. everyone around me is busy, yet again. on the rightful monday. what to do? monday. the start of the week. everyone should be busy. but sad. i'm not. yup. should i be glad? that i have nothing to do? nothing to look forward to. but tons of things to think about. haha.
the tables's empty. the refrigerator is empty too. nothing is there for me to whipped up a good lunch. or breakfast. or both. haha. having these problems lately. waking up in between times. haha. that's me. when i have a good sleep, or a bad one, it's always like this. what should i do today? hmm. i'm thinking really hard.
haha. recieved comments about this new skin. what to do? I LIKE IT. haha. okok. i will do a change real soon. perhaps NEXT MONTH. haha. at least now i got the motivation to type le. haha.
hey!
yup.
you!
thinking of you right now.
take care horrrrr!
yup.
=)
somethings just NEVER change...
yo! afternoon peeps. haha. didn't manage to wake up by morning. wasn't sure of the reason. but. erm. just didn't want to wake up i guess. didn't have dream either. just slept through and then when i open up my eyes. didn't see the person i want to see. haha. but the clock. it showed 12.10pm. haha. great~ missed the morning.
yup. 011203. felt nothing special. haha. this day ain't special at all. no reason for it to be special. nobody's birthday. no occasion. a few regrets for the previous month. haha. but. a new beginning. isn't that great? a new beginning for things. but. sadly. some doesn't change. sob. yup. some things just don't change, do they?
you know? there's nothing on the television right now. everyone's out. me's in. haha. everyone around me is busy, yet again. on the rightful monday. what to do? monday. the start of the week. everyone should be busy. but sad. i'm not. yup. should i be glad? that i have nothing to do? nothing to look forward to. but tons of things to think about. haha.
the tables's empty. the refrigerator is empty too. nothing is there for me to whipped up a good lunch. or breakfast. or both. haha. having these problems lately. waking up in between times. haha. that's me. when i have a good sleep, or a bad one, it's always like this. what should i do today? hmm. i'm thinking really hard.
haha. recieved comments about this new skin. what to do? I LIKE IT. haha. okok. i will do a change real soon. perhaps NEXT MONTH. haha. at least now i got the motivation to type le. haha.
hey!
yup.
you!
thinking of you right now.
take care horrrrr!
yup.
=)
somethings just NEVER change...
Sunday, November 30, 2003
absolutely
yawnz! b.o.r.e.d. haha. saw someone post this as channel topic a couple of days ago. yup. that's the way to describe today. TODAY is SUNDAY. yup. like any other days. only this day is abit more special. this day is also noted as television day. haha. where one or rather, me, just sits in front of the television set and get occupied with the television programmes on air. haha. sounds busy. but it is boring. yawnzzx.
so what if today is sunday. so what?! haha. big deal right? it's still in the holidays. not as if tomorrow got school or what. but i am the filial one today. or rather just acting it out purely because of guilt. haha. snapped up a couple of dishes as lunch for my mum. she's off today yup. and tidied the entire house. and so on and so forth. haha. tired. phew. so many chores i have completed. once in a blue moon. haha. lacking of the stamina already.
no wonder they call it good exercise. yup.
wah lau. really is regret lors. never say a proper goodbye. although i never like to say goodbyes. haha. don't know lei. just feel so abit sad never wish you bye bye, good luck that kinda thing. although i know you'll be back. but! still. i must cure this guilt. maybe that's why i helped out with the chores. haha. okok. TAKE CARE. yup. that settles it. haha. i'll tell u to come over here and look. okok. promises. that your next trip i will sure say I MISS YOU. haha. really lar.
okok. enough of singlish.
ahem.
so how are you today?
fine?
hope so.
that's all for today. yup.
actually.
nothing much is there for me to crap today.
no that so-called-inspiration.
sigh.
anyway.
i love clouds.
take care..!
=)
Let the beloved go...
yawnz! b.o.r.e.d. haha. saw someone post this as channel topic a couple of days ago. yup. that's the way to describe today. TODAY is SUNDAY. yup. like any other days. only this day is abit more special. this day is also noted as television day. haha. where one or rather, me, just sits in front of the television set and get occupied with the television programmes on air. haha. sounds busy. but it is boring. yawnzzx.
so what if today is sunday. so what?! haha. big deal right? it's still in the holidays. not as if tomorrow got school or what. but i am the filial one today. or rather just acting it out purely because of guilt. haha. snapped up a couple of dishes as lunch for my mum. she's off today yup. and tidied the entire house. and so on and so forth. haha. tired. phew. so many chores i have completed. once in a blue moon. haha. lacking of the stamina already.
no wonder they call it good exercise. yup.
wah lau. really is regret lors. never say a proper goodbye. although i never like to say goodbyes. haha. don't know lei. just feel so abit sad never wish you bye bye, good luck that kinda thing. although i know you'll be back. but! still. i must cure this guilt. maybe that's why i helped out with the chores. haha. okok. TAKE CARE. yup. that settles it. haha. i'll tell u to come over here and look. okok. promises. that your next trip i will sure say I MISS YOU. haha. really lar.
okok. enough of singlish.
ahem.
so how are you today?
fine?
hope so.
that's all for today. yup.
actually.
nothing much is there for me to crap today.
no that so-called-inspiration.
sigh.
anyway.
i love clouds.
take care..!
=)
Let the beloved go...
Saturday, November 29, 2003
i've gave half of everything away
how to start? hmm. nothing to motivate me to blog today. never mind. i'll just start.
haha.
just wake up. droopy feeling. abit of a headache coming up. i don't care. haha. what's the point? i don't know how to prevent it from coming. if it feels like coming, i'll just ignore it.
the weather,now, abit of warmth amongst the coldness. maybe it ain't that cold. but i've just woke up. so i felt the cold. haha. but the sun is shining out there. i think it will be a hot day. a wonderful day to stay indoors, in a mall perhaps. but it's saturday. or maybe an air con room.
reviewed through those emails sent to me and those i've kept. nice emails i must say. haha. my selections. yup. and mostly were about love, about friends, about your attitude and stuffs. kind of helped me with reflecting on myself through these emails. sounds spastic. haha. but really. make me realise how full of shit i am. and far from being this saint we ought to be. haha.
yup. thanks for the email. grateful.
need to go get breakfast already. no breakfast, how to go on with the rest of the day? haha. hmm. the headache's coming. 'cause there's no breakfast. haha. okie okie. i'll go get something. geeezx.
this battle, i've lost.
and i'll never win again.
this is wrong.
this is not right.
radio is a nice companion.
almost perfect if there's no hissings.
haha.
anyway.
the clouds today are nice.
haha.
i love clouds.
so nice!
heard on the radio yesterday.
a song.
with this particular lyrics.
bei ai shi xing fu, ai ren shi tong ku.
(being love by someone is a blessing, loving someone is hell of a pain.)
yup.
thought i saw it on someone's web but can't remember who's.
so i just put it here. so i can refer to it again.
sometime later.
breakfast here i come!
ciaozx~
you are everything...
how to start? hmm. nothing to motivate me to blog today. never mind. i'll just start.
haha.
just wake up. droopy feeling. abit of a headache coming up. i don't care. haha. what's the point? i don't know how to prevent it from coming. if it feels like coming, i'll just ignore it.
the weather,now, abit of warmth amongst the coldness. maybe it ain't that cold. but i've just woke up. so i felt the cold. haha. but the sun is shining out there. i think it will be a hot day. a wonderful day to stay indoors, in a mall perhaps. but it's saturday. or maybe an air con room.
reviewed through those emails sent to me and those i've kept. nice emails i must say. haha. my selections. yup. and mostly were about love, about friends, about your attitude and stuffs. kind of helped me with reflecting on myself through these emails. sounds spastic. haha. but really. make me realise how full of shit i am. and far from being this saint we ought to be. haha.
yup. thanks for the email. grateful.
need to go get breakfast already. no breakfast, how to go on with the rest of the day? haha. hmm. the headache's coming. 'cause there's no breakfast. haha. okie okie. i'll go get something. geeezx.
this battle, i've lost.
and i'll never win again.
this is wrong.
this is not right.
radio is a nice companion.
almost perfect if there's no hissings.
haha.
anyway.
the clouds today are nice.
haha.
i love clouds.
so nice!
heard on the radio yesterday.
a song.
with this particular lyrics.
bei ai shi xing fu, ai ren shi tong ku.
(being love by someone is a blessing, loving someone is hell of a pain.)
yup.
thought i saw it on someone's web but can't remember who's.
so i just put it here. so i can refer to it again.
sometime later.
breakfast here i come!
ciaozx~
you are everything...
Friday, November 28, 2003
errrr
You are Orange.
You are outgoing and optomistic. You always try to
find the bright spot in everything. You are
energetic and people are naturally attracted to
you. However, you are not always sure of what
your purpose or goals are.
Most Compatible With: Fresh Mint
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You are Orange.
You are outgoing and optomistic. You always try to
find the bright spot in everything. You are
energetic and people are naturally attracted to
you. However, you are not always sure of what
your purpose or goals are.
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yaya... i know i know
Wednesday, November 26, 2003
sigh
have been really sighing these few days. don't really know the reason. just feel like doing it. sigh. it helps relieve my body tension perhaps. haha. i don't know. hmm. is it unhealthy? i also don't know. seems like i don't know a lot of things in this world. but one thing's for sure. i am sighing really hard.
went out these couple of days. can't really stay at home. haha. actually, staying at home can be done. but having received requests to go out and i am not strong in rejecting people so i went out. broke. yes. broke i am. haha. but still went out. at least i still have pride. man's killer. one's killer. pride.
played pool today. felt really long since i actually held a cue stick. this long long thing you hold to strike the balls into the designated pockets. the rules is too long. haha. suddenly, lost interest in it. but i still win. haha. the skills never left me. but i was merely more like distracted by the people of the next table. haha. guess. make a brilliant and smart guess. you can do it. *winks*
you know? you had any idea? how boring is life. or rather. ever wondered how to make it interesting? haha. not saying i am thinking of this right now. this question just flashed past my brain. while i am typing. it shot past. not leaving a trace of its own as i forget about it as i end this sentence.
wondering how is everybody. wondering how is she. haha. is she doing fine? is she okay? is she hanging out with her friends? is she having problems? is she working? is she doing well? is she sick? how is she? just in the world. how is she? haha. okok. how are you then? are you doing well? i am not bias. HEHE.
it's a story about a boy and his mother and his father. okay. the whole family. haha. the moral of the story is there. never give up that kinda thing if you know what i mean. haha. this stupid turtle story is getting right there into my brain. never will i forget it. but i think i will by tomorrow. haha. so no point right? but. at least i did bother to think through it for a few hours. haha. so there's still point in doing so.
thanks for the emails ya. thanks for almost everything. this is a good place to thank anybody, everybody without having to give a present. haha.
you know?
you are nice.
you know?
the sky today is nice.
you know?
i doubt.
you know?
you never know.
you know?
going to miss you so.
you know?
i love clouds.
HEHE.
take care.
=)
questions are better to be left alone,not-to-be answered.
wo ai ni wo ai ni wo ai ni wo ai ni...
have been really sighing these few days. don't really know the reason. just feel like doing it. sigh. it helps relieve my body tension perhaps. haha. i don't know. hmm. is it unhealthy? i also don't know. seems like i don't know a lot of things in this world. but one thing's for sure. i am sighing really hard.
went out these couple of days. can't really stay at home. haha. actually, staying at home can be done. but having received requests to go out and i am not strong in rejecting people so i went out. broke. yes. broke i am. haha. but still went out. at least i still have pride. man's killer. one's killer. pride.
played pool today. felt really long since i actually held a cue stick. this long long thing you hold to strike the balls into the designated pockets. the rules is too long. haha. suddenly, lost interest in it. but i still win. haha. the skills never left me. but i was merely more like distracted by the people of the next table. haha. guess. make a brilliant and smart guess. you can do it. *winks*
you know? you had any idea? how boring is life. or rather. ever wondered how to make it interesting? haha. not saying i am thinking of this right now. this question just flashed past my brain. while i am typing. it shot past. not leaving a trace of its own as i forget about it as i end this sentence.
wondering how is everybody. wondering how is she. haha. is she doing fine? is she okay? is she hanging out with her friends? is she having problems? is she working? is she doing well? is she sick? how is she? just in the world. how is she? haha. okok. how are you then? are you doing well? i am not bias. HEHE.
it's a story about a boy and his mother and his father. okay. the whole family. haha. the moral of the story is there. never give up that kinda thing if you know what i mean. haha. this stupid turtle story is getting right there into my brain. never will i forget it. but i think i will by tomorrow. haha. so no point right? but. at least i did bother to think through it for a few hours. haha. so there's still point in doing so.
thanks for the emails ya. thanks for almost everything. this is a good place to thank anybody, everybody without having to give a present. haha.
you know?
you are nice.
you know?
the sky today is nice.
you know?
i doubt.
you know?
you never know.
you know?
going to miss you so.
you know?
i love clouds.
HEHE.
take care.
=)
questions are better to be left alone,not-to-be answered.
wo ai ni wo ai ni wo ai ni wo ai ni...
Sunday, November 23, 2003
new post
yup. a new post. a new sunday. a new monday. and a new week starting soon. thinking about next week. kind of erm... happening. haha. actually, nothing much lar. so erm. ya. nothing much. haha.
shadows.
haunting memories.
sad.
the scorching stupid sun.
okay.
a comforting fact.
the clouds are there.
slept for a whole day.
hoping for a miracle.
pleading for money to drop from the sky.
maybe a job.
maybe not.
take care.
=)
don't fall sick.
don't ever be mad at someone.
why?
no point.
at all.
yup.
=)
i need you... i want you.. chicacherrycola
yup. a new post. a new sunday. a new monday. and a new week starting soon. thinking about next week. kind of erm... happening. haha. actually, nothing much lar. so erm. ya. nothing much. haha.
shadows.
haunting memories.
sad.
the scorching stupid sun.
okay.
a comforting fact.
the clouds are there.
slept for a whole day.
hoping for a miracle.
pleading for money to drop from the sky.
maybe a job.
maybe not.
take care.
=)
don't fall sick.
don't ever be mad at someone.
why?
no point.
at all.
yup.
=)
i need you... i want you.. chicacherrycola
Friday, November 21, 2003
dripping
hey! there! i'm back typing. haha. haven't been typing because i had no motivation to do so. well, seems to have no point. but today. yes. this special day. the day which i think will rain for one whole day. haha. that i am going to type. today felt real cool. or rather. abit cold. i love cold days. preferred. not hot days. i never like. haha.
let's see. a few days back. what was i doing? what happened to me? i think i better type it out here. since i am not going to tell anyone. since no one cares. so maybe i just type them out here. maybe some kind soul will just take a peek. and wonder. what is this so and so doing? haha.
monday i was at home. i believe i blogged on that day. that day was okay. haha. tuesday. hmm. i went out with my friends. we decided to head down to town. called a couple of people. rejections from those working people. but my buddy manage to get one relunctant party out. didn't really know how he did it. but. he did it. haha. so four of us, all guys, yes, 100% guys, went out. haha. to town.
much discussion amongst us. of corx. everyone of them was busy with work. okay. except me. haha. they talked about work and i listened. pooor me. no work. can't really share any thing with them. but i would just listen to wad have they been through those days they were working. i would just sit there and listen. half the time hoping a change of topic i can participate with. but. never mind la. haha.
town was boring. it's cool on that day too. the floor was slippery. haha. walk around. feel around. look around. haha. peek at girls? nono. we don't do that. haha. we are guys. but we hardly engage in such activities. oh no.
wad did we do after that? someone suggested he needed adidas shoes. any idea where to get cheap ones? haha. of course. where else except lavender that bridge road place. haha. ya ya. fakes. so what? once worn abit covered by the loose fit jeans. that's it. a fake almost real. haha. and it's cheap. the original price divided by three. haha. that's the difference. yup yup.
those shoes really look great. i can tell you. definitely look great. haha. okok. what's next? we went to this guy's house to have an overnight stay. do the usual stuffs when u stay overnight. haha. sorry for the trouble! and thanks for the stay. haha. it's cool and it's fun.
my week. thursday was nothing. nothing at all. hot weather. freaking day. HEADache ar. cannot bear with it. keep wacking head with pillow. and apply ice. serious headache. hais. but still, thursdays sucks. actually wednesday too. but i slept through it. so it's not much of a problem already.
today. yes. today. right now. haha. the rain is pouring gently down. everyone could feel the chill. ok. if you are working today. you are definitely missing out a perfect day for a good sleep. cold days. i love it. although no clouds. or hardly any white ones. they are still nice. comforting. haha. the breeze. there's no need for air cons or fans. they are close to perfect. without the rain. never like wet wet weathers. spoils the day infact. haha.
take care when you are out there. people meant no harm. but once close, they are dangerous. once far, they poses little threat. if ya know what i am implying. haha. of corx u do? don't you. HEHE.
i wonder. what made you have that concept? hmm. i wanted to ask you. but nvm la. somehow i feel that you are not going to be responsive. so i see no point in talking to you. you always sound so not interested. so i just don't want to be bothered with you anymore. you never seem to care also mah. so what's the point? but i will still be there for you. haha.
=)
coooling man...
where are the clouds?
i love clouds
take care.
if it's just the weather, it's just the weather...
hey! there! i'm back typing. haha. haven't been typing because i had no motivation to do so. well, seems to have no point. but today. yes. this special day. the day which i think will rain for one whole day. haha. that i am going to type. today felt real cool. or rather. abit cold. i love cold days. preferred. not hot days. i never like. haha.
let's see. a few days back. what was i doing? what happened to me? i think i better type it out here. since i am not going to tell anyone. since no one cares. so maybe i just type them out here. maybe some kind soul will just take a peek. and wonder. what is this so and so doing? haha.
monday i was at home. i believe i blogged on that day. that day was okay. haha. tuesday. hmm. i went out with my friends. we decided to head down to town. called a couple of people. rejections from those working people. but my buddy manage to get one relunctant party out. didn't really know how he did it. but. he did it. haha. so four of us, all guys, yes, 100% guys, went out. haha. to town.
much discussion amongst us. of corx. everyone of them was busy with work. okay. except me. haha. they talked about work and i listened. pooor me. no work. can't really share any thing with them. but i would just listen to wad have they been through those days they were working. i would just sit there and listen. half the time hoping a change of topic i can participate with. but. never mind la. haha.
town was boring. it's cool on that day too. the floor was slippery. haha. walk around. feel around. look around. haha. peek at girls? nono. we don't do that. haha. we are guys. but we hardly engage in such activities. oh no.
wad did we do after that? someone suggested he needed adidas shoes. any idea where to get cheap ones? haha. of course. where else except lavender that bridge road place. haha. ya ya. fakes. so what? once worn abit covered by the loose fit jeans. that's it. a fake almost real. haha. and it's cheap. the original price divided by three. haha. that's the difference. yup yup.
those shoes really look great. i can tell you. definitely look great. haha. okok. what's next? we went to this guy's house to have an overnight stay. do the usual stuffs when u stay overnight. haha. sorry for the trouble! and thanks for the stay. haha. it's cool and it's fun.
my week. thursday was nothing. nothing at all. hot weather. freaking day. HEADache ar. cannot bear with it. keep wacking head with pillow. and apply ice. serious headache. hais. but still, thursdays sucks. actually wednesday too. but i slept through it. so it's not much of a problem already.
today. yes. today. right now. haha. the rain is pouring gently down. everyone could feel the chill. ok. if you are working today. you are definitely missing out a perfect day for a good sleep. cold days. i love it. although no clouds. or hardly any white ones. they are still nice. comforting. haha. the breeze. there's no need for air cons or fans. they are close to perfect. without the rain. never like wet wet weathers. spoils the day infact. haha.
take care when you are out there. people meant no harm. but once close, they are dangerous. once far, they poses little threat. if ya know what i am implying. haha. of corx u do? don't you. HEHE.
i wonder. what made you have that concept? hmm. i wanted to ask you. but nvm la. somehow i feel that you are not going to be responsive. so i see no point in talking to you. you always sound so not interested. so i just don't want to be bothered with you anymore. you never seem to care also mah. so what's the point? but i will still be there for you. haha.
=)
coooling man...
where are the clouds?
i love clouds
take care.
if it's just the weather, it's just the weather...
argh
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your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
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What kind of kiss are you?
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it's just that... not me...
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he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.
What kind of kiss are you?
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it's just that... not me...
Wednesday, November 19, 2003
a lonely season
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pathetically tired.
haha
take care
=)
if it's really you...
find your inner PIE @ stvlive.com
pathetically tired.
haha
take care
=)
if it's really you...
Monday, November 17, 2003
no strings attached
YO! just woke up. haha. by the sound of vacuum cleaner. mum doing her chores. hmm. and she mopped the floor. can't go anywhere until the floor dried up so i decided to type. haha. i can't talk. not because i lost my voice or whatever. it's just that. there's no one i can talk to. i want to talk to my mum. she's just too busy. haha.
i guess today will be just another day. i'm going to stay at home. or maybe later going out. not too sure either. i walk a step and count ''1''. haha. on a dillema right now. can't really figure what's wrong. or maybe. something is right. but i just don't know what. hmm.
yesterday was fun. haha. had a hair cut and went to my friend's BBQ at East Coast. damn wasn't it fun. haha. and er... time flies yesterday. except during the hair cut. haha. it was long. and then the party was great! haha. got cake and those usual stuffs. drank quite a number of cups. sorrrrry. haha. threw the Birthday boy right into the sea. haha. it's fun. and gosh~ full of sand and sea water. din get to ton. but! get to take a cab home. it was nice. haha. =X
people are getting busier every week. or rather. day by day. this is shit. i am so bored. haha. some people got chalet la. some people got this trip that trip. MOST people got work la. haha. but nvm la. i'm broke. haha. can't really go out much too. think about it. a simple equation. go out = money being spent + fatigue. not very worth it is it? haha.
colours. wonderful ain't they? they filled our world in the day and at night. many doesn't realise it. most abused it and relating it to money. others just go ''hmm... what about it?'' and some really enthu people just go '' WOW.'' haha. i mean. let's get real. colours ain't going to earn you big bucks. but they are nice. especially the whites and blues of the sky. but
the bottomline is
i love clouds.
haha
=)
take care.
it takes a few seconds to notice...
YO! just woke up. haha. by the sound of vacuum cleaner. mum doing her chores. hmm. and she mopped the floor. can't go anywhere until the floor dried up so i decided to type. haha. i can't talk. not because i lost my voice or whatever. it's just that. there's no one i can talk to. i want to talk to my mum. she's just too busy. haha.
i guess today will be just another day. i'm going to stay at home. or maybe later going out. not too sure either. i walk a step and count ''1''. haha. on a dillema right now. can't really figure what's wrong. or maybe. something is right. but i just don't know what. hmm.
yesterday was fun. haha. had a hair cut and went to my friend's BBQ at East Coast. damn wasn't it fun. haha. and er... time flies yesterday. except during the hair cut. haha. it was long. and then the party was great! haha. got cake and those usual stuffs. drank quite a number of cups. sorrrrry. haha. threw the Birthday boy right into the sea. haha. it's fun. and gosh~ full of sand and sea water. din get to ton. but! get to take a cab home. it was nice. haha. =X
people are getting busier every week. or rather. day by day. this is shit. i am so bored. haha. some people got chalet la. some people got this trip that trip. MOST people got work la. haha. but nvm la. i'm broke. haha. can't really go out much too. think about it. a simple equation. go out = money being spent + fatigue. not very worth it is it? haha.
colours. wonderful ain't they? they filled our world in the day and at night. many doesn't realise it. most abused it and relating it to money. others just go ''hmm... what about it?'' and some really enthu people just go '' WOW.'' haha. i mean. let's get real. colours ain't going to earn you big bucks. but they are nice. especially the whites and blues of the sky. but
the bottomline is
i love clouds.
haha
=)
take care.
it takes a few seconds to notice...
Friday, November 14, 2003
when you don't want to wake up
yup. today's the day. the day when i don't want to wake up. haha. don't know about you people out there. but it's me. for some unknown reasons, i just don't want to wake up this morning. but i did. i woke up like 11am? actually i stood up and went for a pee at 9am. but i just couldn't be bothered with those ''eh? so early today?'' and i just went back to sleep till 11am.
yes. those sms are fantastic sleep killers. haha. kill off your sleep. or is it mine ain't polyphonic? so they sound rather sharp to the ear. and that's it. i've been awaken. haha.
did nothing much today. or. should i say. nothing at all. haha. well, played games the whole day. in front of the television and maybe sometimes the computer. at times i went out for a quick lunch. so, it is almost equivilant to nothing at all being done. haha.
but! yes. but! yesterday was a great day. yes. it's a great day yesterday. hang out with my buddy ya~ haha. walk alot. or rather. stand alot. legs ain't tired at all. i don't know why. haha. don't ask me. just not tired. had fun. at least. better than being at home. home can be fun only if i miss it. haha. that's it.
it rained today. the rain that caused me several troubles. first, i had to eat my lunch under a block. alone. haha. great? nah. it was a shitty lunch. at first was planning to go home to have it. but the rain. so just finish it up under the block. what an experience i must say. haha. then what a coincidence. saw my sister with her heavy luggage. haha. guess it's the last day of school and she had to carry whatever she put in school back home. and gosh~ i had to help her carry her stuffs home. luckily, i had my lunch already. haha. goodness~ those things are heavy.
loners ain't loners. they just thought they are lonely. however, if they actually took the effort to think. yes. i mean really. think. squeeze those juices and think. they have alot alot alot of people around them. but how many of them are loners willling to talk to? interract. haha. maybe loners just ain't not ready to make friends. that makes them loners. and it is not other people doesn't wish to be their friend. everyone has friend and everyone need one. loners just condemned themselves from this world. and that sucks. haha. loners sucks.
i suck too.
=)
it's just... i'm missing you...
yup. today's the day. the day when i don't want to wake up. haha. don't know about you people out there. but it's me. for some unknown reasons, i just don't want to wake up this morning. but i did. i woke up like 11am? actually i stood up and went for a pee at 9am. but i just couldn't be bothered with those ''eh? so early today?'' and i just went back to sleep till 11am.
yes. those sms are fantastic sleep killers. haha. kill off your sleep. or is it mine ain't polyphonic? so they sound rather sharp to the ear. and that's it. i've been awaken. haha.
did nothing much today. or. should i say. nothing at all. haha. well, played games the whole day. in front of the television and maybe sometimes the computer. at times i went out for a quick lunch. so, it is almost equivilant to nothing at all being done. haha.
but! yes. but! yesterday was a great day. yes. it's a great day yesterday. hang out with my buddy ya~ haha. walk alot. or rather. stand alot. legs ain't tired at all. i don't know why. haha. don't ask me. just not tired. had fun. at least. better than being at home. home can be fun only if i miss it. haha. that's it.
it rained today. the rain that caused me several troubles. first, i had to eat my lunch under a block. alone. haha. great? nah. it was a shitty lunch. at first was planning to go home to have it. but the rain. so just finish it up under the block. what an experience i must say. haha. then what a coincidence. saw my sister with her heavy luggage. haha. guess it's the last day of school and she had to carry whatever she put in school back home. and gosh~ i had to help her carry her stuffs home. luckily, i had my lunch already. haha. goodness~ those things are heavy.
loners ain't loners. they just thought they are lonely. however, if they actually took the effort to think. yes. i mean really. think. squeeze those juices and think. they have alot alot alot of people around them. but how many of them are loners willling to talk to? interract. haha. maybe loners just ain't not ready to make friends. that makes them loners. and it is not other people doesn't wish to be their friend. everyone has friend and everyone need one. loners just condemned themselves from this world. and that sucks. haha. loners sucks.
i suck too.
=)
it's just... i'm missing you...
Wednesday, November 12, 2003
it's out there
everything is out there. yup. everything. haha. what i have in here is so freaking limited. really. very limited. haha. what i need is forever out there in that big world. it's up for me. and only me. to grab hold of things out there. okok. maybe i need a help from all of you beautiful people. but where are you guys? gosh~
today's okay okay. the sun rise. i woke up. ate breakfast and stuffs. watch tv. and just simply rest on the chair. haha. woke up suddenly. me, do not know the reason. maybe it's the scorching sun. maybe it's the neighbour. freaking neighbours. haha. hmm. don't know. but the bottomline is. it's just another day.
i never think today. i hardly moved today. this body is aching with the two enormous hurting blisters. haha. haiya. nvm la. no one cares also. and i mean. NOONE. yes. =)
sometimes i just lost track of what i am typing and i just go on and on and on. this is bad. i ain't thinking when i am typing. or i am thinking too much when i am typing. i typed testimonials. and i've lost track of what i typed. and i just clicked ''add''. what is wrong? haha. maybe it's because of the stupid box being so small or just another lack of focus of me. i don't know.
the blisters are still there. bloody red. and they hurt. haha.
the mp3s are playing. i don't know the songs. but i know i enjoyed them. music with no heavy drums or cymbals. just music. no vocals. just music. haha. dum dum dum...
it's been recently. and i mean recently. i found out i carried such enormous attitude problem. sigh. i didn't even realise that until someone told me. haha. i looked like i deserve a wacking or just beat me to death kinda thing when i make comments or when i say something. true enough. i take it. and i swear. i will try to improve this lousy attitude of mine. haha. but really. sorry. haha. i really didn't know.
well, typed so much. not saying i need a rest. but the tv's show on.
still, no job.
hardly speak a word today. but typed thousands of them.
in need of help.
painful.
they say you are full of attitude, i think i am full of SHIT...
everything is out there. yup. everything. haha. what i have in here is so freaking limited. really. very limited. haha. what i need is forever out there in that big world. it's up for me. and only me. to grab hold of things out there. okok. maybe i need a help from all of you beautiful people. but where are you guys? gosh~
today's okay okay. the sun rise. i woke up. ate breakfast and stuffs. watch tv. and just simply rest on the chair. haha. woke up suddenly. me, do not know the reason. maybe it's the scorching sun. maybe it's the neighbour. freaking neighbours. haha. hmm. don't know. but the bottomline is. it's just another day.
i never think today. i hardly moved today. this body is aching with the two enormous hurting blisters. haha. haiya. nvm la. no one cares also. and i mean. NOONE. yes. =)
sometimes i just lost track of what i am typing and i just go on and on and on. this is bad. i ain't thinking when i am typing. or i am thinking too much when i am typing. i typed testimonials. and i've lost track of what i typed. and i just clicked ''add''. what is wrong? haha. maybe it's because of the stupid box being so small or just another lack of focus of me. i don't know.
the blisters are still there. bloody red. and they hurt. haha.
the mp3s are playing. i don't know the songs. but i know i enjoyed them. music with no heavy drums or cymbals. just music. no vocals. just music. haha. dum dum dum...
it's been recently. and i mean recently. i found out i carried such enormous attitude problem. sigh. i didn't even realise that until someone told me. haha. i looked like i deserve a wacking or just beat me to death kinda thing when i make comments or when i say something. true enough. i take it. and i swear. i will try to improve this lousy attitude of mine. haha. but really. sorry. haha. i really didn't know.
well, typed so much. not saying i need a rest. but the tv's show on.
still, no job.
hardly speak a word today. but typed thousands of them.
in need of help.
painful.
they say you are full of attitude, i think i am full of SHIT...
Tuesday, November 11, 2003
here it goes
what a surprise. i fall asleep yesterday at what time? 4? 5? i don't know. and i woke up at 7.30am this morning. something is wrong. haha. maybe i don't really need that much sleep. bacause i just don't feel tired mentally and physically. not like people who worked or whatsoever, they are just so busy in the so called holiday of theirs. while i am wasting days. this is shit.
played soccer. 8am to somewhat seems like 12 noon when i reach home. shagged. god. had two superb blisters. again. yes. again. god damn blisters. they hurt. and this time. they really hurt. damn painful. haha. must be those shoes i think. people say it's the socks. i didn't really pay much attention to what they say. i played and i hurt myself. haha. then i bathe and i ate something that spells as porridge and i fell asleep. for once, i felt tired. really. tired. and i slept till that Holland V music started. gosh~ it's 7pm. and the rest followed. hais.
look for a job? maybe? maybe not. i don't carry much luck in this particular field of something. haha. or maybe is it because of me not trying hard enough? i keep thinking this is a holiday? perhaps. there is every point to get work. everyone else is working. why shouldn't i ? hais. i feel useless already. depression will take place sooner or later. haha.
don't know lar. i really don't know. haha. pacing around with an empty mind. people are working leh. cannot call them out. haha. if not, they are bound to be busy with something. studies, work, whatever la. getting nowhere am i. haha.
haiya.
really don't know lar.
suppose to enjoy this so called holiday de.
really.
don't give a damn fucking shit.
god~
it's another day, another day, another day...
what a surprise. i fall asleep yesterday at what time? 4? 5? i don't know. and i woke up at 7.30am this morning. something is wrong. haha. maybe i don't really need that much sleep. bacause i just don't feel tired mentally and physically. not like people who worked or whatsoever, they are just so busy in the so called holiday of theirs. while i am wasting days. this is shit.
played soccer. 8am to somewhat seems like 12 noon when i reach home. shagged. god. had two superb blisters. again. yes. again. god damn blisters. they hurt. and this time. they really hurt. damn painful. haha. must be those shoes i think. people say it's the socks. i didn't really pay much attention to what they say. i played and i hurt myself. haha. then i bathe and i ate something that spells as porridge and i fell asleep. for once, i felt tired. really. tired. and i slept till that Holland V music started. gosh~ it's 7pm. and the rest followed. hais.
look for a job? maybe? maybe not. i don't carry much luck in this particular field of something. haha. or maybe is it because of me not trying hard enough? i keep thinking this is a holiday? perhaps. there is every point to get work. everyone else is working. why shouldn't i ? hais. i feel useless already. depression will take place sooner or later. haha.
don't know lar. i really don't know. haha. pacing around with an empty mind. people are working leh. cannot call them out. haha. if not, they are bound to be busy with something. studies, work, whatever la. getting nowhere am i. haha.
haiya.
really don't know lar.
suppose to enjoy this so called holiday de.
really.
don't give a damn fucking shit.
god~
it's another day, another day, another day...
Sunday, November 09, 2003
not as simple as it seems
yesterday was saturday. today is sunday. tomorrow will be monday. the day before saturday is friday. and i've start counting my days. definitely not going to like tomorrrow. why? simply because it's monday. mondays sucks. they never rules or rocks. unless there is something nice going on. something really nice, close to exciting would be great. haha. not saying watching movie is nice. but who you watch with that creates the whole new feeling. and of course, the movie itself must be good to bring out the feeling. haha.
saturday? oh. yesterday. it's okay. watched The Matrix: Revolutions. Kinda crappy. or it is really that crappy. not sure though. it has a journey to the west fighting scenes and a jesus christ ending. yesh. neo died like jesus. although the cross wasn't obvious. haha. good day. great day.
sunday is today. my mother making a superbly great fuss about the mess in my room. it's not messy to me. but it is to her. insisting to wake me up from the sleep and asking me to shift here and there. as the irritating vacuum cleaner sucks, i am still not willing to accept all these changes. haha. i just went out of the room. watch tv. and grab my breakfast. guess nothing is going to happen today. it's going be like this. no going today. not using no money as an excuse. just that i'm feeling out today. wierd. haha.
it looks like it will rain. the clouds. the smell of the air. no difference though. but still, i think it will rain. not because my leg hurts. haha. but my head hurts abit. giddy. haha. hmm. it just like one of those days. that you don't want to get up. you want to stay down. and perhaps. lying on the bed. if. there's a window. just look out. look at how the clouds float past the grids of your window. think. how did the clouds manage to do that? did they chose to do that? or is it because of the wind above? am i the cloud? waiting to be moved? or am i the wind. moving people. haha.
i love clouds...
yesterday was saturday. today is sunday. tomorrow will be monday. the day before saturday is friday. and i've start counting my days. definitely not going to like tomorrrow. why? simply because it's monday. mondays sucks. they never rules or rocks. unless there is something nice going on. something really nice, close to exciting would be great. haha. not saying watching movie is nice. but who you watch with that creates the whole new feeling. and of course, the movie itself must be good to bring out the feeling. haha.
saturday? oh. yesterday. it's okay. watched The Matrix: Revolutions. Kinda crappy. or it is really that crappy. not sure though. it has a journey to the west fighting scenes and a jesus christ ending. yesh. neo died like jesus. although the cross wasn't obvious. haha. good day. great day.
sunday is today. my mother making a superbly great fuss about the mess in my room. it's not messy to me. but it is to her. insisting to wake me up from the sleep and asking me to shift here and there. as the irritating vacuum cleaner sucks, i am still not willing to accept all these changes. haha. i just went out of the room. watch tv. and grab my breakfast. guess nothing is going to happen today. it's going be like this. no going today. not using no money as an excuse. just that i'm feeling out today. wierd. haha.
it looks like it will rain. the clouds. the smell of the air. no difference though. but still, i think it will rain. not because my leg hurts. haha. but my head hurts abit. giddy. haha. hmm. it just like one of those days. that you don't want to get up. you want to stay down. and perhaps. lying on the bed. if. there's a window. just look out. look at how the clouds float past the grids of your window. think. how did the clouds manage to do that? did they chose to do that? or is it because of the wind above? am i the cloud? waiting to be moved? or am i the wind. moving people. haha.
i love clouds...
Friday, November 07, 2003
it's the only one
yup. it's all over. four days of examination. four weeks of preparation. haha. okay okay. not four weeks. maybe just one week. and that's the study week. haha. it's over now. and i'm glad that it's over. now. great. because of no exam to study for. i've got nothing better to do. haha. this is great.
let's see. it's going to be longer hours of sleep. longer hours of television. longer hours of play. or should it be. all play and no work? no. it shouldn't be. i must go find something serious to do. a hobby? a job? anything. haha. maybe just visits to the library or somewhere.
nothing has been happening this couple of days. since i last posted. nothing great happened. it's so normal around my life. i'm not expecting anything exciting or anything unusual. i need sparks. big lively sparks in my life. i keep telling myself. it's hard.
there's no point. it may seem. yes i agree. no point at all. it makes me think. so what? why do i think? what's the point behind me thinking? is it going to help? i don't really know. and i don't think so. it's i know or i don't know. i prefer i don't know. ignorance is bliss as you get older. trust me.
not really say i am old. i am older. but not that old. i don't wish to die. i don't want to die. i fear death. but i know. i must die. one day. tomorrow perhaps? look on the bright side. *piakz* maybe i die. people will miss me. tears drops for me. people will start to realise that there's is this person existing on earth. and that's me. but. come to think about it. how many of you will miss me? how many of you will cry. none? that's saddening. that's why. i don't want to die. and maybe i see no point in my death.
this is getting no where.
what's the point?
where's the point?
what point?
no point.
it's amazing to know, you are here... i am there... by your side...
yup. it's all over. four days of examination. four weeks of preparation. haha. okay okay. not four weeks. maybe just one week. and that's the study week. haha. it's over now. and i'm glad that it's over. now. great. because of no exam to study for. i've got nothing better to do. haha. this is great.
let's see. it's going to be longer hours of sleep. longer hours of television. longer hours of play. or should it be. all play and no work? no. it shouldn't be. i must go find something serious to do. a hobby? a job? anything. haha. maybe just visits to the library or somewhere.
nothing has been happening this couple of days. since i last posted. nothing great happened. it's so normal around my life. i'm not expecting anything exciting or anything unusual. i need sparks. big lively sparks in my life. i keep telling myself. it's hard.
there's no point. it may seem. yes i agree. no point at all. it makes me think. so what? why do i think? what's the point behind me thinking? is it going to help? i don't really know. and i don't think so. it's i know or i don't know. i prefer i don't know. ignorance is bliss as you get older. trust me.
not really say i am old. i am older. but not that old. i don't wish to die. i don't want to die. i fear death. but i know. i must die. one day. tomorrow perhaps? look on the bright side. *piakz* maybe i die. people will miss me. tears drops for me. people will start to realise that there's is this person existing on earth. and that's me. but. come to think about it. how many of you will miss me? how many of you will cry. none? that's saddening. that's why. i don't want to die. and maybe i see no point in my death.
this is getting no where.
what's the point?
where's the point?
what point?
no point.
it's amazing to know, you are here... i am there... by your side...
Wednesday, November 05, 2003
insatiable desire
one more to go! haha. tomorrow's paper is Computer Systems. great paper because it's the last paper. bad paper because this subject too many facts le! haha. what to do. computer exists so many so many, and i mean, so many freaking darn years. god damn it.
yup yup. going to study computer systems soon. can't afford the time. i know i'm going to sleep early again. wake up late again. and no time to read anything or memorise anything. hais.
the rain poured down hard. the wind is cold. too cold. she squats there. her fair hands. hardly any signs of rough work on it. no coarse lines. her fair hands stroking the kittens. gentle it seems. gentle it is. lovely it seems. lovely it is. wet is she. no shelter.
the rain continued to pour. harshly.
i need to talk more... it seems....
one more to go! haha. tomorrow's paper is Computer Systems. great paper because it's the last paper. bad paper because this subject too many facts le! haha. what to do. computer exists so many so many, and i mean, so many freaking darn years. god damn it.
yup yup. going to study computer systems soon. can't afford the time. i know i'm going to sleep early again. wake up late again. and no time to read anything or memorise anything. hais.
the rain poured down hard. the wind is cold. too cold. she squats there. her fair hands. hardly any signs of rough work on it. no coarse lines. her fair hands stroking the kittens. gentle it seems. gentle it is. lovely it seems. lovely it is. wet is she. no shelter.
the rain continued to pour. harshly.
i need to talk more... it seems....
Tuesday, November 04, 2003
it doesn't need to be this way
two down. two more to go. yup yup. the examinations. god damn it. Business Accounting was yesterday. Macroeconomics is today. Tomorrow, there's the Internet and Infomation System in Organisation. the day after tomorrow, there's the Computer Systems. oh gosh~ the last two papers is two hours each! shit.
Accounting and MacroEcons was considerably hard. haha. not sure of what i have answered. often pondered when others are discussing answers. did i really write that? is there such a question? what's my answer? how did i answer? what did i write as my answer? it seem so different from what the others have discussed. some were glad they know. some were left unsure. i was left untouched.
it's crazy i tell you. it's totally crazy. secrets are no more secrets. they are popping out one by one. i am going to hear all the secrets soon. haha. no doubts on that. are secrets no longer considered as secrets this century? where are the rights? oh god~
arcade has never been this fun. discover things i would never expect to discover in arcades. haha. the freaky tokens. the freaking cards. the always-not-so-coorperative joystick. the god-damn-it-always-spoilt buttons. but still, enjoyed the fun. haha. so cute man. haha. errr... =P
study study study study study study study study study study study study study study
that's what i'm going to do now.
or.
maybe later.
haha.
take care!
argh~ PAIN!
two down. two more to go. yup yup. the examinations. god damn it. Business Accounting was yesterday. Macroeconomics is today. Tomorrow, there's the Internet and Infomation System in Organisation. the day after tomorrow, there's the Computer Systems. oh gosh~ the last two papers is two hours each! shit.
Accounting and MacroEcons was considerably hard. haha. not sure of what i have answered. often pondered when others are discussing answers. did i really write that? is there such a question? what's my answer? how did i answer? what did i write as my answer? it seem so different from what the others have discussed. some were glad they know. some were left unsure. i was left untouched.
it's crazy i tell you. it's totally crazy. secrets are no more secrets. they are popping out one by one. i am going to hear all the secrets soon. haha. no doubts on that. are secrets no longer considered as secrets this century? where are the rights? oh god~
arcade has never been this fun. discover things i would never expect to discover in arcades. haha. the freaky tokens. the freaking cards. the always-not-so-coorperative joystick. the god-damn-it-always-spoilt buttons. but still, enjoyed the fun. haha. so cute man. haha. errr... =P
study study study study study study study study study study study study study study
that's what i'm going to do now.
or.
maybe later.
haha.
take care!
argh~ PAIN!
Sunday, November 02, 2003
never had this feeling before
woke up with a runny nose today. argh~ feeling damn sick. but i told myself that i must study today. haha. i never believed last minute work pays off. but i always believe how much you get back is equivilant to how much hard work you want to put in. so last minute work is still work done. so i am expecting results. haha.
what does the sky today want? the sun is up there. it's usual routine. going up, providing unncessary heat, and going down. but the rain keeps coming down. the on and off. half cold half hot. argh~ making feel worse. how to study in such an environment? but i did.
finally, i felt better. the nose stopped running. i decided to take a nap. or rather i need a nap. haha. so i took one. a mistake i must say. as i woke up. the runny nose is back! felt like a flu already! god~ save me. if only he could. puhlease...
yup yup. tomorrow's the first day of everything. it's a monday. god damn it. i hate mondays. tomorrow's my first paper of the exams ya... Business Accounting 1. crazy subject at first i thought. never like it. and never will. i just can't be bothered to study for it. haha. i see no point.
didn't had a good sleep over the night. and when will i ever have one? i am thinking really really hard. there's always a dream. there's always a nightmare. there's always something or someone in my sleep. not excluding my previous sleep. argh~ i want a peaceful sleep. all the way. from the moment i fell aslp. just let me drop dead till the next morning, awaken by some sickening alarm or anything. *pray* like it will help. although i know there won't be any effect, but it brings about some hope.
feeling mixed up le leh. academic wise. haha. don't know why must this be like this. that be like that. why cannot this be like that. that be like this lei ? hmm... don't tell me it's like this. god damn it.
yes yes yes. i know i know. i won't do it again.
i care.
haha.
yes. i know.
i won't do it again.
*cover ear* god damn it.
seriously, i missed you. but too bad...
woke up with a runny nose today. argh~ feeling damn sick. but i told myself that i must study today. haha. i never believed last minute work pays off. but i always believe how much you get back is equivilant to how much hard work you want to put in. so last minute work is still work done. so i am expecting results. haha.
what does the sky today want? the sun is up there. it's usual routine. going up, providing unncessary heat, and going down. but the rain keeps coming down. the on and off. half cold half hot. argh~ making feel worse. how to study in such an environment? but i did.
finally, i felt better. the nose stopped running. i decided to take a nap. or rather i need a nap. haha. so i took one. a mistake i must say. as i woke up. the runny nose is back! felt like a flu already! god~ save me. if only he could. puhlease...
yup yup. tomorrow's the first day of everything. it's a monday. god damn it. i hate mondays. tomorrow's my first paper of the exams ya... Business Accounting 1. crazy subject at first i thought. never like it. and never will. i just can't be bothered to study for it. haha. i see no point.
didn't had a good sleep over the night. and when will i ever have one? i am thinking really really hard. there's always a dream. there's always a nightmare. there's always something or someone in my sleep. not excluding my previous sleep. argh~ i want a peaceful sleep. all the way. from the moment i fell aslp. just let me drop dead till the next morning, awaken by some sickening alarm or anything. *pray* like it will help. although i know there won't be any effect, but it brings about some hope.
feeling mixed up le leh. academic wise. haha. don't know why must this be like this. that be like that. why cannot this be like that. that be like this lei ? hmm... don't tell me it's like this. god damn it.
yes yes yes. i know i know. i won't do it again.
i care.
haha.
yes. i know.
i won't do it again.
*cover ear* god damn it.
seriously, i missed you. but too bad...
Saturday, November 01, 2003
mistake
mistake? defined as an action, decision or judgment which produces an unwanted or unintentional result. haha. what a long defination for a 7 letter word. yet, i believe i've made alot of it already. do ya agree? haha.
i say something. it's a mistake. i do something. it's a mistake. i read something. it's a mistake. i never do something. it's a mistake. i never read something. it's a mistake. i know you. is that a mistake? i never talk to you. is that a mistake? i never cared on the outside. is that a mistake? i never studied. is that a mistake? i am typing here. is that a mistake?
hais.
that's it... =...(
mistake? defined as an action, decision or judgment which produces an unwanted or unintentional result. haha. what a long defination for a 7 letter word. yet, i believe i've made alot of it already. do ya agree? haha.
i say something. it's a mistake. i do something. it's a mistake. i read something. it's a mistake. i never do something. it's a mistake. i never read something. it's a mistake. i know you. is that a mistake? i never talk to you. is that a mistake? i never cared on the outside. is that a mistake? i never studied. is that a mistake? i am typing here. is that a mistake?
hais.
that's it... =...(
too bad
you pulled the trolley which has those dry ice effect around the trolley. no surprise. i guessed that you are going to promote some cold stuffs. indeed. it is ice cream. of all moments. why now ? can't you see the phone supported by my right hand to my right ear?
too bad lors. i had to interrupt you and rejected it. my apologies too. haha. felt bad lars. what to do. actually wanted to slam the door at her one. but didn't do it. but if you are promoting your product to someone on the phone. don't you find it funny? it's nothing. it's no point. not even a little bit constructive.
today's cold day. rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain
wanted to study
but
slept slept slept slept slept slept
yawnz
glad to be able to somehow see you...
you pulled the trolley which has those dry ice effect around the trolley. no surprise. i guessed that you are going to promote some cold stuffs. indeed. it is ice cream. of all moments. why now ? can't you see the phone supported by my right hand to my right ear?
too bad lors. i had to interrupt you and rejected it. my apologies too. haha. felt bad lars. what to do. actually wanted to slam the door at her one. but didn't do it. but if you are promoting your product to someone on the phone. don't you find it funny? it's nothing. it's no point. not even a little bit constructive.
today's cold day. rain rain rain rain rain rain rain rain
wanted to study
but
slept slept slept slept slept slept
yawnz
glad to be able to somehow see you...
let's just talk
today's friday. what do you do on a friday? grab a few friends and hangout? haha. ya... grabbed a few friends out for study. learn somethings. old and new. the rest of the day was pretty neat. quite okay. almost similar to that of a rollar coaster ride. or rather. bus ride. haha. very long bus trips we took today man. it's totally.. craziness.
hmm. tried out friendster [blue_yuer@yahoo.com.sg]. wasn't really that great i suppose it to be. it simply lags from the connection here. yucks man. it totally make me lose interest in that lors. no point man. wait and wait. i tried to be patient. i did try. hais. trying wasn't enough.
from the way home. i reached inside my pocket as i scowled at the moonlight and of course, the moon. haha. took out 2 things. not to be named. haha. but i enjoyed what this 2 things can bring to me.
the moonlight. milky. haha. the dark clouds float past the moon. visible, covered, visible, covered....
walked home. saw cats chasing each other. fight? playing? not too sure. just hoped that they won't get me involved. haha. warm furry balls chasing each other under the moonlight. meow meow meow...
where did the dogs go? oh.. my estate here have no dogs. stray ones. ain't any. tamed ones? those at home? alot of them. i wonder why dogs are indoors and cats are outdoors.
keep it short.
stop here.
.
thought about you... lately...
today's friday. what do you do on a friday? grab a few friends and hangout? haha. ya... grabbed a few friends out for study. learn somethings. old and new. the rest of the day was pretty neat. quite okay. almost similar to that of a rollar coaster ride. or rather. bus ride. haha. very long bus trips we took today man. it's totally.. craziness.
hmm. tried out friendster [blue_yuer@yahoo.com.sg]. wasn't really that great i suppose it to be. it simply lags from the connection here. yucks man. it totally make me lose interest in that lors. no point man. wait and wait. i tried to be patient. i did try. hais. trying wasn't enough.
from the way home. i reached inside my pocket as i scowled at the moonlight and of course, the moon. haha. took out 2 things. not to be named. haha. but i enjoyed what this 2 things can bring to me.
the moonlight. milky. haha. the dark clouds float past the moon. visible, covered, visible, covered....
walked home. saw cats chasing each other. fight? playing? not too sure. just hoped that they won't get me involved. haha. warm furry balls chasing each other under the moonlight. meow meow meow...
where did the dogs go? oh.. my estate here have no dogs. stray ones. ain't any. tamed ones? those at home? alot of them. i wonder why dogs are indoors and cats are outdoors.
keep it short.
stop here.
.
thought about you... lately...
Thursday, October 30, 2003
feeling bo liao
litted up a cigarette. put it there. and watch the smoke rising aimlessly. am i like the smoke? it stinks. and float around endlessly. without any aims. without any goals. nobody would want to notice it. it's harmful. nobody wishes it to exist. and eventually. *poof* it just disappeared.
hais.
=....(
let's just say, i didn't touch it.
litted up a cigarette. put it there. and watch the smoke rising aimlessly. am i like the smoke? it stinks. and float around endlessly. without any aims. without any goals. nobody would want to notice it. it's harmful. nobody wishes it to exist. and eventually. *poof* it just disappeared.
hais.
=....(
let's just say, i didn't touch it.
it's a new post
wah. finally can come in here and type something man. just now this web is down man. some maintenance.
today whole day at home. so sian de wor. haha. experienced all sorts of weather today man. rain, sunshine etc etc. haix.. making me feel so sick.
studied today. 1 day rest 1 day study. so today study. i studied Macroeconomics today. damn sickening already. haha.
don't what to type liaox... how? haha. should i just stop now ?
some people ask questions seeking for answers. some people ask questions just for the sake of asking. some people love to ask questions that has no answers. what for? what is the reason behind ? i also not sure.
questions that made people think. that's what i love to ask? haha. questions that i don't wish to recieve any answers. i want them to know the answers themselves. and not tell me about it. why ? i also don't know. haha.
somethings are better not to be spread around. just listen. just see. and then just remember. there's no point spreading around things. sometimes, things might just get out of control and gets things sour.
haha.
take care.
watch tv le.
=)
you know? sometimes you just suck. suckor
wah. finally can come in here and type something man. just now this web is down man. some maintenance.
today whole day at home. so sian de wor. haha. experienced all sorts of weather today man. rain, sunshine etc etc. haix.. making me feel so sick.
studied today. 1 day rest 1 day study. so today study. i studied Macroeconomics today. damn sickening already. haha.
don't what to type liaox... how? haha. should i just stop now ?
some people ask questions seeking for answers. some people ask questions just for the sake of asking. some people love to ask questions that has no answers. what for? what is the reason behind ? i also not sure.
questions that made people think. that's what i love to ask? haha. questions that i don't wish to recieve any answers. i want them to know the answers themselves. and not tell me about it. why ? i also don't know. haha.
somethings are better not to be spread around. just listen. just see. and then just remember. there's no point spreading around things. sometimes, things might just get out of control and gets things sour.
haha.
take care.
watch tv le.
=)
you know? sometimes you just suck. suckor
Wednesday, October 29, 2003
it's within you
woke up this morning. with the sun shining in. it's morning already. the image of the nightfall and the cold breeze is still fresh in my head. how time flies. it's wednesday and it's a wednesday morning. the weather seems warm today. maybe it's the sun.
10.30am. woke up. wash up. and sent a few sms. haha. nothing much. deciding whether to study today. toast a couple slices of bread and a couple of sausages. haha. brewed a cup of coffee. what a breakfast. the meal of the day, which professionals consider it as the most important, which i will have a very very high tendency to miss it.
11am. replay of guess x 3. missed it yesterday night due to some reasons. haha. but was glad mediacorp slotted in a replay. thanks. but i still bear some grudges against mediacorp. some time slots are really. i must say. really shouldn't be. haha. but they are the pros at work. =)
why did no.5 win? gosh~ i still persist it should be no. 2. haha. don't you think so ? the elegance. man~ close to being geogerous (gorgeous). haha.
1pm. decided to touch on the subject/module named Business Accounting. great~ what i don't know is still a blur image. haha. must get them clear and done in one and a half hours time.
2.30pm. stopped for lunch. hearing your stomach growling ain't healthy at all. trust me. anyway, i got my stuffs sorted out. mostly. so, i guess it shouldn't be too big a problem from the start. though there are much more uncertainty.
3.30pm. back to my books! haha. feeling abit out of the normal already. or am i already out? i feel weird. strange.
4.30pm. had a break. actually it's more due to me not wanting to continue. haha. so, played some games, etc etc.
5.40pm. had a nap. ~"~
7.15pm. had a dream. haha. woke up and watch tv. nothing else matters.
7.35pm. dinner is back! haha. i didn't remember ordering anything. did i ? haha. but dinner sure smells great.
from then, i watched tv till 10pm. and decided to type www.blogger.com and do something about it.
the air smells funny. the fan turning. everything seems normal.
Zhang Shan Wei - Shi Xing Feng
red.
black.
rain?
perhaps.
good luck ya?
take care.
wo zhi dao ni hen nan guo...
( i know you feel terrible...)
woke up this morning. with the sun shining in. it's morning already. the image of the nightfall and the cold breeze is still fresh in my head. how time flies. it's wednesday and it's a wednesday morning. the weather seems warm today. maybe it's the sun.
10.30am. woke up. wash up. and sent a few sms. haha. nothing much. deciding whether to study today. toast a couple slices of bread and a couple of sausages. haha. brewed a cup of coffee. what a breakfast. the meal of the day, which professionals consider it as the most important, which i will have a very very high tendency to miss it.
11am. replay of guess x 3. missed it yesterday night due to some reasons. haha. but was glad mediacorp slotted in a replay. thanks. but i still bear some grudges against mediacorp. some time slots are really. i must say. really shouldn't be. haha. but they are the pros at work. =)
why did no.5 win? gosh~ i still persist it should be no. 2. haha. don't you think so ? the elegance. man~ close to being geogerous (gorgeous). haha.
1pm. decided to touch on the subject/module named Business Accounting. great~ what i don't know is still a blur image. haha. must get them clear and done in one and a half hours time.
2.30pm. stopped for lunch. hearing your stomach growling ain't healthy at all. trust me. anyway, i got my stuffs sorted out. mostly. so, i guess it shouldn't be too big a problem from the start. though there are much more uncertainty.
3.30pm. back to my books! haha. feeling abit out of the normal already. or am i already out? i feel weird. strange.
4.30pm. had a break. actually it's more due to me not wanting to continue. haha. so, played some games, etc etc.
5.40pm. had a nap. ~"~
7.15pm. had a dream. haha. woke up and watch tv. nothing else matters.
7.35pm. dinner is back! haha. i didn't remember ordering anything. did i ? haha. but dinner sure smells great.
from then, i watched tv till 10pm. and decided to type www.blogger.com and do something about it.
the air smells funny. the fan turning. everything seems normal.
Zhang Shan Wei - Shi Xing Feng
red.
black.
rain?
perhaps.
good luck ya?
take care.
wo zhi dao ni hen nan guo...
( i know you feel terrible...)
Tuesday, October 28, 2003
wind and shadow
down the orange litted street, leaves are scattered. there's the wind. the soft little wind. close to a breeze. yet, somehow, it brushes through the long, the very modern, the straight hair. it felt the smooth texture. it felt the fragrance. chanel? gucci? very close. not there yet.
the wind continued on its very path. bringing the scent across the road. right to the very moment of a breath being taken in. a sniff? eyes casted on the direction of the fragrance. wow...
hand ran down the hair. she could felt the wind's presence. but not him. her fingers running about the nine keys. focusing on the bright screen. a sms? a thank you ? a sorry? a complain ?
blink hard. rub twice. and again. the back is astonishing. the fragrance is ... one brilliant attention grabber. if only .. he thought... if only... she could just turn around...
the pace was slow. getting slower. the orange lights never dim. the moon held high. the wind still blowing. from her to him. irritates that of her, kept him cool. makes her graceful, what a feast to the eyes. make her fragrance known, a blessing to the nose. but... chanel? gucci? he could only scratched his head.
she turned in. he wanted to held out his hands. but his eyes was on the road. like a painting. close to a painting. as their shadows met. the eyes met. the mouth met...
good day. today was study day. haha. manage to study something. at least something. nothing much to talk about today. so, i shall keep this short. haha.
what a view.
red.
black.
*yawn*
i'm here, always...
down the orange litted street, leaves are scattered. there's the wind. the soft little wind. close to a breeze. yet, somehow, it brushes through the long, the very modern, the straight hair. it felt the smooth texture. it felt the fragrance. chanel? gucci? very close. not there yet.
the wind continued on its very path. bringing the scent across the road. right to the very moment of a breath being taken in. a sniff? eyes casted on the direction of the fragrance. wow...
hand ran down the hair. she could felt the wind's presence. but not him. her fingers running about the nine keys. focusing on the bright screen. a sms? a thank you ? a sorry? a complain ?
blink hard. rub twice. and again. the back is astonishing. the fragrance is ... one brilliant attention grabber. if only .. he thought... if only... she could just turn around...
the pace was slow. getting slower. the orange lights never dim. the moon held high. the wind still blowing. from her to him. irritates that of her, kept him cool. makes her graceful, what a feast to the eyes. make her fragrance known, a blessing to the nose. but... chanel? gucci? he could only scratched his head.
she turned in. he wanted to held out his hands. but his eyes was on the road. like a painting. close to a painting. as their shadows met. the eyes met. the mouth met...
good day. today was study day. haha. manage to study something. at least something. nothing much to talk about today. so, i shall keep this short. haha.
what a view.
red.
black.
*yawn*
i'm here, always...
Monday, October 27, 2003
let's just say i got myself a really good mi shu(secretary)
haha. dubbing is really a good album. this album is proudly brought to you by Zhou Chuan Xiong, otherwise know as Qing Ge Jiao Fu or rather the spine of 5566. not really sure how to actually spell it but i think it should be like this. haha. his songs are nice. definitely. if not, why did i bother to get it at a cost of 17.90 singapore bucks? haha. actually thought of getting shi xin feng by zhang shan wei. but i concluded that i like the appearance of zhou chuan xiong. haha. zhang shan wei is cute. too cute. not for me. haha.
yup yup. got a new keyboard. eventually spotted by you. thanks ya. my keyboard is now classified as spill proof. haha. how did my last keyboard spoil? well, i was drinking root beer. cold can. and then, i spilled the whole can onto the keyboard. tragically, the keyboard gone hay-wire. the keys are mixed up. so i get this cheap and good keyboard from challenger. but too bad, couldn't find one that is dust proof and spill proof. but it is statisfactory. haha.
yep. it's raining out there. however the sky is dim yellow. did i recall that when it's raining and there's light... a rainbow would appear? haha. but i guess that's abit untrue. i see no rainbow towards the right. but the rain, well, is just another nice scene accompanied by the blues music i'm enjoying. haha. bringing out the feeling to cry man.
they say you can talk. they say you like to bullshit. they say you cheat. that's what they say. truth? just for demoralising? i'm not sure. but usually i take them as the truth. i can talk? haha... i doubt... but i do lie... who doesn't? at least i never lie that i was late because the lift broke down.
shhh. listen around you. what can you hear? voices? the rain? the chirpping? the Er Hu? the loud karaoke? or just a mixture that you, yourself can't decipher. it's just that sometimes you wish you were deaf. not that deaf. but you are able to choose what you want to listen and what you do not. beethoven? great musician. deaf? but still, great.not saying so and so want to be a great musician. it's just that. sometimes you hear things that pricks. not the ear. but the heart. you felt it. did the person felt it too? consideration? definitely a no-no in this case.
don't worry about your studies. i have absolute, a hundred and one percent that you are on the right track and you are doing great. do not fear as fear brings you below your potential. ( heard that somewhere. don't know where. ) as long as you keep it going, i believe you can do it. just keep the momentum going. enquires? clear them. never never hesitate. but if you were to ask me if i fear, if i ever clear my doubts. NO. haha.
yup.
i hear the rain.
evening.
the day is ending.
=) not =...(
wo zai zhe bian, zhe me... ni kan bu jian....
( i'm here, but... somehow... you can't see me )
haha. dubbing is really a good album. this album is proudly brought to you by Zhou Chuan Xiong, otherwise know as Qing Ge Jiao Fu or rather the spine of 5566. not really sure how to actually spell it but i think it should be like this. haha. his songs are nice. definitely. if not, why did i bother to get it at a cost of 17.90 singapore bucks? haha. actually thought of getting shi xin feng by zhang shan wei. but i concluded that i like the appearance of zhou chuan xiong. haha. zhang shan wei is cute. too cute. not for me. haha.
yup yup. got a new keyboard. eventually spotted by you. thanks ya. my keyboard is now classified as spill proof. haha. how did my last keyboard spoil? well, i was drinking root beer. cold can. and then, i spilled the whole can onto the keyboard. tragically, the keyboard gone hay-wire. the keys are mixed up. so i get this cheap and good keyboard from challenger. but too bad, couldn't find one that is dust proof and spill proof. but it is statisfactory. haha.
yep. it's raining out there. however the sky is dim yellow. did i recall that when it's raining and there's light... a rainbow would appear? haha. but i guess that's abit untrue. i see no rainbow towards the right. but the rain, well, is just another nice scene accompanied by the blues music i'm enjoying. haha. bringing out the feeling to cry man.
they say you can talk. they say you like to bullshit. they say you cheat. that's what they say. truth? just for demoralising? i'm not sure. but usually i take them as the truth. i can talk? haha... i doubt... but i do lie... who doesn't? at least i never lie that i was late because the lift broke down.
shhh. listen around you. what can you hear? voices? the rain? the chirpping? the Er Hu? the loud karaoke? or just a mixture that you, yourself can't decipher. it's just that sometimes you wish you were deaf. not that deaf. but you are able to choose what you want to listen and what you do not. beethoven? great musician. deaf? but still, great.not saying so and so want to be a great musician. it's just that. sometimes you hear things that pricks. not the ear. but the heart. you felt it. did the person felt it too? consideration? definitely a no-no in this case.
don't worry about your studies. i have absolute, a hundred and one percent that you are on the right track and you are doing great. do not fear as fear brings you below your potential. ( heard that somewhere. don't know where. ) as long as you keep it going, i believe you can do it. just keep the momentum going. enquires? clear them. never never hesitate. but if you were to ask me if i fear, if i ever clear my doubts. NO. haha.
yup.
i hear the rain.
evening.
the day is ending.
=) not =...(
wo zai zhe bian, zhe me... ni kan bu jian....
( i'm here, but... somehow... you can't see me )
Saturday, October 25, 2003
with a swift movement
looking out of the windows rightwards. the first colour i thought of is yellow. haha. drizzling currently. the smell of the drizzling has been defeated by the smell of the shampoo used by ''someone'' above. the scent so nice. abosolutely. this scent won't change a thing. the rackets hanging wouldn't shift. everything is still. this room does and only will contain the swift and smooth typing and the continuous, rapid movement of the Philips blade.
oh ya, not forgetting the blinking line that accompanied the typing as the letters becomes words almost, magically.
today's great. not too warm. not too cold. most of the periods was alright. recalling things as the drizzling gets heavier. haha. rainy weathers are great for one to recall stuffs. while seeing the water drop heavier, faster and harder, it almost resembles that of a movie screen, movie entitled ''memories''
tales were told. smiles were seen. kindness goes a long way. jokes just come and go. tales just leave an impression. smiles are just adjectives to the jokes. it sometimes makes you think furthur than you are supposed to. is the joke, really a joke? will my kindness eventually pay out? are tales lies, truth or just a quick snap of the fingers? haha.
ate KFC. look. whatever, KFC promises that the drumsticks are hot and spicy? forget about it if you are craving for some drastic increase of temperature in your mouth. it will only be spicy if you dip them into chilli sauce. and then, you will feel the heat. haha.
'' hi, may i just take a few minutes? ''
*nod* '' hmmm? ''
'' okay, i'll like to ask you a question... ''
'' yeah ? ''
'' oh ya! by the way, how old are you? are you studying or working ? ''
'' erm, 17 and erm, studying... ''
'' oh~ then never mind. have a good day. ''
walk a few steps...
'' hi, how old are you? are you working or studying? ''
'' erm, i'm 17 and erm, i'm studying... ''
'' oh~ then never mind. have a good day. ''
=)
oh god~
today, feeling okay.
nothing much lers.
the rain stopped.
i think.
haha.
from nowhere, i heard a distinct voice... is it you?
looking out of the windows rightwards. the first colour i thought of is yellow. haha. drizzling currently. the smell of the drizzling has been defeated by the smell of the shampoo used by ''someone'' above. the scent so nice. abosolutely. this scent won't change a thing. the rackets hanging wouldn't shift. everything is still. this room does and only will contain the swift and smooth typing and the continuous, rapid movement of the Philips blade.
oh ya, not forgetting the blinking line that accompanied the typing as the letters becomes words almost, magically.
today's great. not too warm. not too cold. most of the periods was alright. recalling things as the drizzling gets heavier. haha. rainy weathers are great for one to recall stuffs. while seeing the water drop heavier, faster and harder, it almost resembles that of a movie screen, movie entitled ''memories''
tales were told. smiles were seen. kindness goes a long way. jokes just come and go. tales just leave an impression. smiles are just adjectives to the jokes. it sometimes makes you think furthur than you are supposed to. is the joke, really a joke? will my kindness eventually pay out? are tales lies, truth or just a quick snap of the fingers? haha.
ate KFC. look. whatever, KFC promises that the drumsticks are hot and spicy? forget about it if you are craving for some drastic increase of temperature in your mouth. it will only be spicy if you dip them into chilli sauce. and then, you will feel the heat. haha.
'' hi, may i just take a few minutes? ''
*nod* '' hmmm? ''
'' okay, i'll like to ask you a question... ''
'' yeah ? ''
'' oh ya! by the way, how old are you? are you studying or working ? ''
'' erm, 17 and erm, studying... ''
'' oh~ then never mind. have a good day. ''
walk a few steps...
'' hi, how old are you? are you working or studying? ''
'' erm, i'm 17 and erm, i'm studying... ''
'' oh~ then never mind. have a good day. ''
=)
oh god~
today, feeling okay.
nothing much lers.
the rain stopped.
i think.
haha.
from nowhere, i heard a distinct voice... is it you?
Friday, October 24, 2003
a goal, not too many
woke up @ 7.45am ? haha. somewhere there lors. need to go for soccer @ ard. 8am. the place near near, can wake up late late. haha! then reach there lers, everybody late lors. good game everybody. appreciate it. :) but my blisters are back. sob!
blisters sux. hehe.
went home at 11am. slack around and had something to fill my growling stomach. then bathe lors. woooo... damn nice a feeling. i always love baths. haha. who doesn't ?
the weather's shining today man. the sun isn't showing any bit of mercy today. goodness~ although just now got a bit of a water dropping down, it is just not sufficient! now the weather is warm, yet, again~ hais...
looking out of the window. the clear blue sky. not even a twitch of dark cloud is visible. hopes held high. haha. for a downpour! but science told me. maybe at night then will have rain lors. hehe.
just packed up my lecture notes, tutorials etc etc. woah. was surprised at the amount. haha. suddenly got a fright of what i need to study. today's deepavali.
and my mum's birthday! haha. well, my mum fell sick. and now she's on the bed. hais. what a way to spend your birthday. sick and birthday. memories. haha! anyway... happy birthday mum! ( i told her oreadi =PpPp )
the sun is still shinning brightly up in the sky.
should i study? god~ headache man~
good luck to you =)
today feeling abit touchy... *scOwL*
from somewhere, i hear the soft tingles of the bells...
woke up @ 7.45am ? haha. somewhere there lors. need to go for soccer @ ard. 8am. the place near near, can wake up late late. haha! then reach there lers, everybody late lors. good game everybody. appreciate it. :) but my blisters are back. sob!
blisters sux. hehe.
went home at 11am. slack around and had something to fill my growling stomach. then bathe lors. woooo... damn nice a feeling. i always love baths. haha. who doesn't ?
the weather's shining today man. the sun isn't showing any bit of mercy today. goodness~ although just now got a bit of a water dropping down, it is just not sufficient! now the weather is warm, yet, again~ hais...
looking out of the window. the clear blue sky. not even a twitch of dark cloud is visible. hopes held high. haha. for a downpour! but science told me. maybe at night then will have rain lors. hehe.
just packed up my lecture notes, tutorials etc etc. woah. was surprised at the amount. haha. suddenly got a fright of what i need to study. today's deepavali.
and my mum's birthday! haha. well, my mum fell sick. and now she's on the bed. hais. what a way to spend your birthday. sick and birthday. memories. haha! anyway... happy birthday mum! ( i told her oreadi =PpPp )
the sun is still shinning brightly up in the sky.
should i study? god~ headache man~
good luck to you =)
today feeling abit touchy... *scOwL*
from somewhere, i hear the soft tingles of the bells...
Wednesday, October 22, 2003
definitely not what i want to remember
day started off early. as early as 7am. woke up, dressed in formal wear, hais, and then went to school. why formal wear? 'cos got presentation lors... then reach sch, presented my stuffs. realised how i can screw myself up. hais. really... *sigh* hais.
know nothing about accounting. need help. but. where? i also don't know. till i figure. that i will be facing this alone ba. nowhere to go for help except do it myself. hais.
nothing great happened today. just a bit moody perhaps? hais.
it's a great feeling to be able to sit together and talk. topic? almost anything that is acceptable. realise how time flies. hais.
didn't manage to press the send button. hais.
let's face it man. the exams are coming. i'm not ready. people are scattering. i'm not fast to catch them. people are talking. i'm not ready to listen. people are leading. i'm not able to follow. truth that hurts. i'm not ready to accept them. hais.
no life? i don't know. loner? i'm not too sure. wishes? goals? dreams? i've never thought of them before. Priorities? does opening a pub consider as one? hmmm... time is running past me fast. hais.
love is in the air, definitely not my air
day started off early. as early as 7am. woke up, dressed in formal wear, hais, and then went to school. why formal wear? 'cos got presentation lors... then reach sch, presented my stuffs. realised how i can screw myself up. hais. really... *sigh* hais.
know nothing about accounting. need help. but. where? i also don't know. till i figure. that i will be facing this alone ba. nowhere to go for help except do it myself. hais.
nothing great happened today. just a bit moody perhaps? hais.
it's a great feeling to be able to sit together and talk. topic? almost anything that is acceptable. realise how time flies. hais.
didn't manage to press the send button. hais.
let's face it man. the exams are coming. i'm not ready. people are scattering. i'm not fast to catch them. people are talking. i'm not ready to listen. people are leading. i'm not able to follow. truth that hurts. i'm not ready to accept them. hais.
no life? i don't know. loner? i'm not too sure. wishes? goals? dreams? i've never thought of them before. Priorities? does opening a pub consider as one? hmmm... time is running past me fast. hais.
love is in the air, definitely not my air
Tuesday, October 21, 2003
in search for...
let's just say today's a normal day. wore red today and realise many wore red too. haha. such a coincidence. does that mean something's going to happen? haha.
had lecture after lecture and then went for lunch. and then had lab session. normal right? lol... told you from the start.
went challenger and check out prices and bought a USB/AS2 mini adaptor. haha. it worked. thanks for the windows 2000 CD too. it helps.
hehe.
stories told, jokes being laughed at...
tomorrow is one day i never looked forward too...
... you
let's just say today's a normal day. wore red today and realise many wore red too. haha. such a coincidence. does that mean something's going to happen? haha.
had lecture after lecture and then went for lunch. and then had lab session. normal right? lol... told you from the start.
went challenger and check out prices and bought a USB/AS2 mini adaptor. haha. it worked. thanks for the windows 2000 CD too. it helps.
hehe.
stories told, jokes being laughed at...
tomorrow is one day i never looked forward too...
... you
Monday, October 20, 2003
what's up?
nothing's up people. everything is down, all the way down, perhaps... upside down.
there's nothing today. nothing in particular. school ended early. went home early. went out early. bought a new mouse and it's crap. needed a connector in order to use it. so i have to get a connector tomorrow i guess... hais...
ooo.. ya... saw you on the bus today... still so little hair ar... haha... just joking... glad time has sorted out all the possible and impossible disputes... i guess.. when things just don't go your way... go alongside with time... it helps... not always... but it does... helps...
whole body aches when i wake up... haha... not worrying about it though... i've a strong feeling that all will be well... or maybe it's because i simply don't have time to care? woke up a little later than usual with a cold tingling down my spine ya~... my feet hurts... my chest hurts... and okay~ maybe my heart hurts a little...
but do i really have time for these? nope. i decided. exams are coming... better deal with them before i do anything stupid or which i should not be doing... haha!
glad to know you are going to score for your test. hehe! hard work does pay off ya?
tomorrow will be a better day~
your hair was once that long?
nothing's up people. everything is down, all the way down, perhaps... upside down.
there's nothing today. nothing in particular. school ended early. went home early. went out early. bought a new mouse and it's crap. needed a connector in order to use it. so i have to get a connector tomorrow i guess... hais...
ooo.. ya... saw you on the bus today... still so little hair ar... haha... just joking... glad time has sorted out all the possible and impossible disputes... i guess.. when things just don't go your way... go alongside with time... it helps... not always... but it does... helps...
whole body aches when i wake up... haha... not worrying about it though... i've a strong feeling that all will be well... or maybe it's because i simply don't have time to care? woke up a little later than usual with a cold tingling down my spine ya~... my feet hurts... my chest hurts... and okay~ maybe my heart hurts a little...
but do i really have time for these? nope. i decided. exams are coming... better deal with them before i do anything stupid or which i should not be doing... haha!
glad to know you are going to score for your test. hehe! hard work does pay off ya?
tomorrow will be a better day~
your hair was once that long?
Sunday, October 19, 2003
where are the pictures?
haha. don't ask me. me myself is not too sure either. but one thing's for sure. the link to the pictures are down.... so... that leads me to getting them out of this thing... no pictures... sob!
today's cool man... went soccer early in the morning... had breakfast before i go... with the mindset i will not vomit them all out halfwa through... haha! soccer was fun! 1st match 2nd match and so on....
until a tragic happened! i was knocked out by the opponent's knee... collapse onto the ground and had trouble breathing. it was like... his kneee sink into my chest right between the rib cage... woah~ terrible feeling... i must have looked dreadful... haha. i was involved in some more accidents later on... so that explains the bruises... keke... what to do~ hais... i am weak.
yup yup... new specs on the way... crazy sunday...
during that very particular moment when i collaspe, i thought of you. =)
a pathetic cliche?
haha. don't ask me. me myself is not too sure either. but one thing's for sure. the link to the pictures are down.... so... that leads me to getting them out of this thing... no pictures... sob!
today's cool man... went soccer early in the morning... had breakfast before i go... with the mindset i will not vomit them all out halfwa through... haha! soccer was fun! 1st match 2nd match and so on....
until a tragic happened! i was knocked out by the opponent's knee... collapse onto the ground and had trouble breathing. it was like... his kneee sink into my chest right between the rib cage... woah~ terrible feeling... i must have looked dreadful... haha. i was involved in some more accidents later on... so that explains the bruises... keke... what to do~ hais... i am weak.
yup yup... new specs on the way... crazy sunday...
during that very particular moment when i collaspe, i thought of you. =)
a pathetic cliche?
Wednesday, October 15, 2003
hehe
test just over. i'm glad it's over. written alot of crap. thinking back, it's been quite soem time since i write so much things, english stuffs. hehe...
from the day i last posted until now. it's been a hectic period i must say. projects presentation projects presentations projects presentation projects presentation
but one subject is down. hehe.
one more to go.
the thing now is i must start revising before i might just get things out of control ya... if you know what i mean... haha... it's strange how things can be so not to your control when you lose the hang of it... i wan to grab hold of the things i want!!!
anyway... go do my stuffs liao... dun noe when i will post again... maybe tml maybe later... maybe... 1 week... maybe i won't even get the chance... HEHEEEEEE
a promise, i promised to keep
test just over. i'm glad it's over. written alot of crap. thinking back, it's been quite soem time since i write so much things, english stuffs. hehe...
from the day i last posted until now. it's been a hectic period i must say. projects presentation projects presentations projects presentation projects presentation
but one subject is down. hehe.
one more to go.
the thing now is i must start revising before i might just get things out of control ya... if you know what i mean... haha... it's strange how things can be so not to your control when you lose the hang of it... i wan to grab hold of the things i want!!!
anyway... go do my stuffs liao... dun noe when i will post again... maybe tml maybe later... maybe... 1 week... maybe i won't even get the chance... HEHEEEEEE
a promise, i promised to keep
Wednesday, October 08, 2003
slacking, more than what it should be
so slack sia! finally i typed www.blogspot.com and decided to post something. before this blog just rots. haha
no mood to do anything today. almost deciding upon waking up this morning that. i shall touch no project. touch no work. touch no book. i know this is not facing up to reality. i must do my project. blah blah blah. irritating shit. grRrR... hate it.
goodness gracious. my sore throat is back! gotta grab some fisherman... u noe u noe?
hais...
yep i know. my archive's gone crazy. i decided to leave it. till something inspires me to do something about it. i need inspirations in my life.
turning and tossing
so slack sia! finally i typed www.blogspot.com and decided to post something. before this blog just rots. haha
no mood to do anything today. almost deciding upon waking up this morning that. i shall touch no project. touch no work. touch no book. i know this is not facing up to reality. i must do my project. blah blah blah. irritating shit. grRrR... hate it.
goodness gracious. my sore throat is back! gotta grab some fisherman... u noe u noe?
hais...
yep i know. my archive's gone crazy. i decided to leave it. till something inspires me to do something about it. i need inspirations in my life.
turning and tossing
Friday, October 03, 2003
simple lerthargic
phew. woke up with a heavy head this morning. at first, i didn't want to go to school. but i still made it because of some reasons. haha.
october is the month where i have lots of memories within. it's the month i always fall sick without fail, serious. and now i've just taken my medicine. yup, that's right. i am sick.
*cough*
this year is a bit different. so different. damn the freaking difference. i hate it. hais.
cool it man. i tell myself. i have to cool it. hais hais hais hais hais hais hais hais hais hais hais
you weren't here. i guess you will never be
phew. woke up with a heavy head this morning. at first, i didn't want to go to school. but i still made it because of some reasons. haha.
october is the month where i have lots of memories within. it's the month i always fall sick without fail, serious. and now i've just taken my medicine. yup, that's right. i am sick.
*cough*
this year is a bit different. so different. damn the freaking difference. i hate it. hais.
cool it man. i tell myself. i have to cool it. hais hais hais hais hais hais hais hais hais hais hais
you weren't here. i guess you will never be
Thursday, October 02, 2003
hypertension at ease
felt at ease today. Completed two reports in a row. haha. It's amazing how pressure can make one focus and do their job. It's amazing how pressure can make one jump up and down panicking.
phew.
first half of the day, I must have looked pathetic. haha. Can't be helped. Slept late. But was kinda glad that i watched the match. good play by both teams. game ended 1-3. the away team won. haha. *clap clap*
slashed off two reports. two presentations coming up. but i hope i can take a breather now and tomorrow. at least, now till tomorrow....
pleaseeeeeeeeeee
O_O
Zzz...
into my subconsciousness
felt at ease today. Completed two reports in a row. haha. It's amazing how pressure can make one focus and do their job. It's amazing how pressure can make one jump up and down panicking.
phew.
first half of the day, I must have looked pathetic. haha. Can't be helped. Slept late. But was kinda glad that i watched the match. good play by both teams. game ended 1-3. the away team won. haha. *clap clap*
slashed off two reports. two presentations coming up. but i hope i can take a breather now and tomorrow. at least, now till tomorrow....
pleaseeeeeeeeeee
O_O
Zzz...
into my subconsciousness
Wednesday, October 01, 2003
Where or when
When you're awake
The things you think come from the dreams you dream.
Thought has wings,
And lots of things are seldom what they seem.
Sometimes you think you've lived before
All that you live today.
Things you do come back to you,
As though they knew the way.
Oh, the tricks your mind can play !
It seems we stood and talked like this before.
We looked at each other in the same way then,
But i can't remember where or when.
The clothes you're wearing are the clothes you wore.
The smile you are smiling when you were smiling then,
But i can't remember when or when.
Some things that happen for the first time,
Seem to be happening again.
And so it seems that we have met before,
and laughed before,
and loved before,
But who knows Where or when !
Cooking is often orchestral.
When you're awake
The things you think come from the dreams you dream.
Thought has wings,
And lots of things are seldom what they seem.
Sometimes you think you've lived before
All that you live today.
Things you do come back to you,
As though they knew the way.
Oh, the tricks your mind can play !
It seems we stood and talked like this before.
We looked at each other in the same way then,
But i can't remember where or when.
The clothes you're wearing are the clothes you wore.
The smile you are smiling when you were smiling then,
But i can't remember when or when.
Some things that happen for the first time,
Seem to be happening again.
And so it seems that we have met before,
and laughed before,
and loved before,
But who knows Where or when !
Cooking is often orchestral.
disingenuous
haha. wasn't very clever of me to tell my father that it isn't me that broke his things. and that i am not in any mood and interested to go for a holiday currently. why plan early? when what is planned, usually fails. and the saying goes ' failing to plan is planning to fail' wrong. u asshole.
HAHA
school was alright. duh~ which school day doesn't ? keke. tend to look things on the brighter side now. it won't hurt abit now.
:)
today is one school day that i carry such strong desire to go home as early as i can. tired arhs. they call it buay tong ar... haha. dun noe why also. maybe i slept late? hmm... not sure though...
ah! hungry. got to wait for dinner. hais. i'm tired i'm tired i'm tired i'm tired i'm tired...
to what extent does time distort memory?
haha. wasn't very clever of me to tell my father that it isn't me that broke his things. and that i am not in any mood and interested to go for a holiday currently. why plan early? when what is planned, usually fails. and the saying goes ' failing to plan is planning to fail' wrong. u asshole.
HAHA
school was alright. duh~ which school day doesn't ? keke. tend to look things on the brighter side now. it won't hurt abit now.
:)
today is one school day that i carry such strong desire to go home as early as i can. tired arhs. they call it buay tong ar... haha. dun noe why also. maybe i slept late? hmm... not sure though...
ah! hungry. got to wait for dinner. hais. i'm tired i'm tired i'm tired i'm tired i'm tired...
to what extent does time distort memory?
Tuesday, September 30, 2003
drop me a lifeline
an all round protection for my family and assets and a complete protection of my future. promised by AIA. note it here. incase i need to refer back. haha.
anyways, school is perfectly normal today. with only erms, 3 hours of lecture? and my day ended, mentally. physically idling in the computer labs doing nothing.
:)
changed a blogskin. the any-o-how way. must give credits to several parties. haha.
do work time! ciaos~
from the lake, an apparition?
an all round protection for my family and assets and a complete protection of my future. promised by AIA. note it here. incase i need to refer back. haha.
anyways, school is perfectly normal today. with only erms, 3 hours of lecture? and my day ended, mentally. physically idling in the computer labs doing nothing.
:)
changed a blogskin. the any-o-how way. must give credits to several parties. haha.
do work time! ciaos~
from the lake, an apparition?
Monday, September 29, 2003
hmmm
feeling full now. is it air? or is it the food? haha. i don't know.
today started off fine. hmm.. i'm just wondering why am i pecked by a crow today? is it an omen? a signal? or do i just look tasty?
bleahs :P
same feelings today. same for every monday i suppose. mondays, the working day of the week. everything is new. must gear up for the things to do. glad that i am able to spare time now to cool my mind off those things and do something of my own. i think i was told to spare 1 hour of the day for my own use. hmm.. i wonder who told me that? haha.
yep yep. no matter wad. i'm going to stop here. nothing to do much really. i'm just going to sit and wait infront of the monitor and catch up with my book.
ciaoz~
hmm.. is that a piece of leaf on my head?
feeling full now. is it air? or is it the food? haha. i don't know.
today started off fine. hmm.. i'm just wondering why am i pecked by a crow today? is it an omen? a signal? or do i just look tasty?
bleahs :P
same feelings today. same for every monday i suppose. mondays, the working day of the week. everything is new. must gear up for the things to do. glad that i am able to spare time now to cool my mind off those things and do something of my own. i think i was told to spare 1 hour of the day for my own use. hmm.. i wonder who told me that? haha.
yep yep. no matter wad. i'm going to stop here. nothing to do much really. i'm just going to sit and wait infront of the monitor and catch up with my book.
ciaoz~
hmm.. is that a piece of leaf on my head?
Sunday, September 28, 2003
it's the book
haha. it's a strange feeling how a book can perpare you for the rest of the day. incredible.
great day. aimless day. don't want to do a thing today. and yes, i kept myself to my words. i did nothing towards the academic area of my life.
:)
tomorrow then i shalll start... a little too late? i don't think so. not for now.
make this a short one.
Zzz...
Where or When
haha. it's a strange feeling how a book can perpare you for the rest of the day. incredible.
great day. aimless day. don't want to do a thing today. and yes, i kept myself to my words. i did nothing towards the academic area of my life.
:)
tomorrow then i shalll start... a little too late? i don't think so. not for now.
make this a short one.
Zzz...
Where or When
great~
woke up to only find out that i have a backache and my left shoudler hurts. well, brand new morning, not going to bother about that when there's something more important. yup, it says 7.30am. i'm going for my morning jog. She's there too. haha. finally, this person that drives me to jogging came into my blog. don't ask me who is she. i don't know.
:)
went to get breakfast for selected members of my family. great morning. HEHEHE. *SMILES* although now, my both shoulders hurts.
no pool today. nothing today. so i just sat infront of my monitor and stare at it for quite some time and then yup, i was chatting my way. HEHEHE.
leg itchy lors. go play ball in the living room. i think i leaned too far back. the ball went flying and hit this buddha model and it feel. the pear-like shape thing cracked. gosh~ what am i to do when my father gets back? don't want to imagine. haha. just carefully place everything in place and hopefully the pear-like shape thing will just blend in on it's own. i don't care. it MUST do so.
tired lors. go and sleep. forget boiling water. one kettle that is full of water become empty with a layer of soot. ( do u call it soot? i dun noe but it's that black stuff la that u find on burger king's beef ) damn~ why am i so screwed up today? now i am in trouble. both, my mum and my dad, is going to kill me. how how how ?
*prays*
screwed up. you know you know? TOTALLY...
anyway, i'm winter for your info.
woke up to only find out that i have a backache and my left shoudler hurts. well, brand new morning, not going to bother about that when there's something more important. yup, it says 7.30am. i'm going for my morning jog. She's there too. haha. finally, this person that drives me to jogging came into my blog. don't ask me who is she. i don't know.
:)
went to get breakfast for selected members of my family. great morning. HEHEHE. *SMILES* although now, my both shoulders hurts.
no pool today. nothing today. so i just sat infront of my monitor and stare at it for quite some time and then yup, i was chatting my way. HEHEHE.
leg itchy lors. go play ball in the living room. i think i leaned too far back. the ball went flying and hit this buddha model and it feel. the pear-like shape thing cracked. gosh~ what am i to do when my father gets back? don't want to imagine. haha. just carefully place everything in place and hopefully the pear-like shape thing will just blend in on it's own. i don't care. it MUST do so.
tired lors. go and sleep. forget boiling water. one kettle that is full of water become empty with a layer of soot. ( do u call it soot? i dun noe but it's that black stuff la that u find on burger king's beef ) damn~ why am i so screwed up today? now i am in trouble. both, my mum and my dad, is going to kill me. how how how ?
*prays*
screwed up. you know you know? TOTALLY...
anyway, i'm winter for your info.
Friday, September 26, 2003
sweeeeee ... weeee weeep
You're Most Like The Season Winter ...
You're often depicted as the cold, distant season.
But you're incredibly intelligent, mature and
Independant. You have an air of power around
you - and that can sometimes scare people off.
You're complex, and get hurt easily - so you
rarely let people in if you can help it. You
can be somewhat of a loner, but just as easily
you could be the leader of many. You Tend to be
negative, and hard to relate to, but you give
off a relaxed image despite being insecure -
and secretly many people long to be like you,
not knowing how deep the Winter season really
is.
Well done... You're the most inspirational of
seasons :)
?? Which Season Are You ??
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You're Most Like The Season Winter ...
You're often depicted as the cold, distant season.
But you're incredibly intelligent, mature and
Independant. You have an air of power around
you - and that can sometimes scare people off.
You're complex, and get hurt easily - so you
rarely let people in if you can help it. You
can be somewhat of a loner, but just as easily
you could be the leader of many. You Tend to be
negative, and hard to relate to, but you give
off a relaxed image despite being insecure -
and secretly many people long to be like you,
not knowing how deep the Winter season really
is.
Well done... You're the most inspirational of
seasons :)
?? Which Season Are You ??
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whatever~
seriously, i don't care anymore. why? there's no why. i just don't want to bother about it no more. help you? help yourself.
:)
been days since i last posted ya? too busy and too tired lohs. what else~ see this screen also lazy to blog arhs... maybe i shld consider a change of skin liaoz.. then got the drive to blog... haha... do you think so ?
nothing much these few days. all sorts of feelings have been experienced. irratated, screwed up, happy, glad, sad, frustrated, u name it... i think i've been thru it this few days...
whatever lahs~ don't want to think so much. i cannot imagine.
HAHA
:)
erks... you know you know? ERKS...
seriously, i don't care anymore. why? there's no why. i just don't want to bother about it no more. help you? help yourself.
:)
been days since i last posted ya? too busy and too tired lohs. what else~ see this screen also lazy to blog arhs... maybe i shld consider a change of skin liaoz.. then got the drive to blog... haha... do you think so ?
nothing much these few days. all sorts of feelings have been experienced. irratated, screwed up, happy, glad, sad, frustrated, u name it... i think i've been thru it this few days...
whatever lahs~ don't want to think so much. i cannot imagine.
HAHA
:)
erks... you know you know? ERKS...
Monday, September 22, 2003
nah, definitely not for me
haha. things just gets tougher nowadays. i decided to just let it off with a good laughter.
:)
what can i say? first i did a test and the picture below is given to me. haha. and i am rushing through all my projects. sloppy work i can feel. yet, nothing motivates me for the better of everything. where's my motivation ? *searching hard*
school as usual. went to help a friend with his economics presentation. damn. what he did... it's wrong. but i can feel the tension building up within him. so i just answered his questions, helped him through. if not, i kept quiet. sorry. but later, *thank god* , his presentation is rather a good effort. haha.
nothing much la. many things to do. little time. many datelines to meet, little time.
HAHA.
:)
don't touch me, i'm fragile.
haha. things just gets tougher nowadays. i decided to just let it off with a good laughter.
:)
what can i say? first i did a test and the picture below is given to me. haha. and i am rushing through all my projects. sloppy work i can feel. yet, nothing motivates me for the better of everything. where's my motivation ? *searching hard*
school as usual. went to help a friend with his economics presentation. damn. what he did... it's wrong. but i can feel the tension building up within him. so i just answered his questions, helped him through. if not, i kept quiet. sorry. but later, *thank god* , his presentation is rather a good effort. haha.
nothing much la. many things to do. little time. many datelines to meet, little time.
HAHA.
:)
don't touch me, i'm fragile.
what else can i say~
You're LeBranc! A competitive person, though times
do get you down, you get right back up.
Which FFX-2 Character are you?
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You're LeBranc! A competitive person, though times
do get you down, you get right back up.
Which FFX-2 Character are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
Sunday, September 21, 2003
Saturday, September 20, 2003
it's all logic
WHY STUDENTS ALWAYS FAILED IN THEIR EXAM ????
It's not the fault of the student if he fails, because the year has ONLY 365' days.
Typical academic year for a student.
Sundays-52, Sundays in a year. You know Sundays are for rest.Day left 313.
Summer holidays-50 where weather is very hot and difficult to study. Days left 263.
8 hours daily sleep-means 130 days. Days left 141.
1 hour for daily playing- (good for health) means 15 days. Days left 126.
2 hours daily for food & other delicacies (chew properly & eat) –means 30 days. Days left 96.
1 hours for talking (man is a social animal)- means 15 days.
Days left 81. Exam days per year at least 35 days…… Days left 46.
Quarterly, half yearly and festival (holidays)-40 days. Balance 6 days.
For sickness at least 3 days. Remaining days 3.
10.Movies and functions at least 2 days. 1 day left.
11.That 1 day is your birthday. "How can you study at that day?"
Balance days 0
"HOW can a student PASS his /her exams?????????"
WHY STUDENTS ALWAYS FAILED IN THEIR EXAM ????
It's not the fault of the student if he fails, because the year has ONLY 365' days.
Typical academic year for a student.
Sundays-52, Sundays in a year. You know Sundays are for rest.Day left 313.
Summer holidays-50 where weather is very hot and difficult to study. Days left 263.
8 hours daily sleep-means 130 days. Days left 141.
1 hour for daily playing- (good for health) means 15 days. Days left 126.
2 hours daily for food & other delicacies (chew properly & eat) –means 30 days. Days left 96.
1 hours for talking (man is a social animal)- means 15 days.
Days left 81. Exam days per year at least 35 days…… Days left 46.
Quarterly, half yearly and festival (holidays)-40 days. Balance 6 days.
For sickness at least 3 days. Remaining days 3.
10.Movies and functions at least 2 days. 1 day left.
11.That 1 day is your birthday. "How can you study at that day?"
Balance days 0
"HOW can a student PASS his /her exams?????????"
Friday, September 19, 2003
| Disorder | Rating |
| Paranoid: | Low |
| Schizoid: | Low |
| Schizotypal: | Moderate |
| Antisocial: | Low |
| Borderline: | Low |
| Histrionic: | Low |
| Narcissistic: | Moderate |
| Avoidant: | Low |
| Dependent: | Low |
| Obsessive-Compulsive: | Low |
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! -- | |
Thursday, September 18, 2003
problems problems problems
yep. problems. so many of them running in and out of my brain. crushing all those precious cells inside. hmm, problems. that's what makes life meaningful ?
face it. problem based learning. haha. maybe that term doesn't apply to this case. but whatever i do, it's always wrong lehs. and that creates more problem. and then solve it. and then new problems arises. get the picture?
it rained when i left for school. thank you god.
realise i returned those very precious knowledge to my teachers. grammar, spelling of words, sentence construction, all of them infact. gosh~
tired.
eventually, i believe,
it will fall on me.
yep. problems. so many of them running in and out of my brain. crushing all those precious cells inside. hmm, problems. that's what makes life meaningful ?
face it. problem based learning. haha. maybe that term doesn't apply to this case. but whatever i do, it's always wrong lehs. and that creates more problem. and then solve it. and then new problems arises. get the picture?
it rained when i left for school. thank you god.
realise i returned those very precious knowledge to my teachers. grammar, spelling of words, sentence construction, all of them infact. gosh~
tired.
eventually, i believe,
it will fall on me.
Wednesday, September 17, 2003
cold
walking down the stairs of the bridge. i was beside you. peeping through the corners of my eyes. couldn't get much out of that man. wasted. then you slip and you almost fell. you hold on to me. wee weep. i asked if you are alright. you just nodded your head and left.
i am cold today.
*shiver*
sorry for bullying you today.
cool it ~
walking down the stairs of the bridge. i was beside you. peeping through the corners of my eyes. couldn't get much out of that man. wasted. then you slip and you almost fell. you hold on to me. wee weep. i asked if you are alright. you just nodded your head and left.
i am cold today.
*shiver*
sorry for bullying you today.
cool it ~
remember
Remember me when I am gone away,
Gone far away into the silent land;
When you can no more hold me by the hand,
Nor I half turn to go yet turning stay.
Remember me when no more day by day
You tell me of our future that you planned:
Only remember me; you understand
It will be late to counsel then or pray.
Yet if you should forget me for a while
And afterwards remember, do not grieve:
For if the darkness and corruption leave
A vestige of the thoughts that once I had,
Better by far you should forget and smile
Than that you should remember and be sad.
Remember me when I am gone away,
Gone far away into the silent land;
When you can no more hold me by the hand,
Nor I half turn to go yet turning stay.
Remember me when no more day by day
You tell me of our future that you planned:
Only remember me; you understand
It will be late to counsel then or pray.
Yet if you should forget me for a while
And afterwards remember, do not grieve:
For if the darkness and corruption leave
A vestige of the thoughts that once I had,
Better by far you should forget and smile
Than that you should remember and be sad.
Sunday, September 14, 2003
it's those datelines
yes yes yes, i know i know. i ought to be enjoying this precious weekend after 5 days of school. but it's those datelines for the projects that's ruining my weekends. if poly life is almost similar to that of working life, i would rather be working. at least i get paid. haha.
i just finished editing my communication skills questionnaire. took me quite long a time and i feel that i didn't do a great job editing. but i guess i have done my best. if you think u can do better, please, do so. correct me. it won't hurt, not even a little bit.
:)
wake up early today with a motive. muahaha. i went to jog! great morning with the combination of sunshine and the refreshing morning breeze. air has never felt so fresh!the view of everything changed! morning, afternoon and evening. each with it's own distinctive characteristics. the people too. haha. *hint hint* healthy way of living! yea!
wah. fatigue after jogging. came up for a cup of tea without milk and fried bee hoon, accompanied with one fish cake and one fried chicken drumstick. didn't manage to finish it all. i nv like breakfast. bleahz :P
haha. went out to do my homework and for my lunch. just hope that when i am travelling, the word '' fatigue '' doesn't show on my face. still, i am feeling tired and sick though. gosh~
on the way back, i was reading through my economics notes and thinking about my IISO project. suddenly i lost consciousness. haha. fell asleep sia! and missed the stop i am supposed to alight. then have to take the bus back. haha. this time i stayed awake!
had dinner and watched some singer ,that is very popular just because he wears that suit of his for 30 years, sings on his debut tv show. nice songs and my mother was going '' wah shiok shiok! '' haha~ hmm, why must he wears only suit whenever he sings on tv? nv see him in tee and jeans~ and he's so popular! haha.
haha.
my life.
feverish.
as lonely as it can be
yes yes yes, i know i know. i ought to be enjoying this precious weekend after 5 days of school. but it's those datelines for the projects that's ruining my weekends. if poly life is almost similar to that of working life, i would rather be working. at least i get paid. haha.
i just finished editing my communication skills questionnaire. took me quite long a time and i feel that i didn't do a great job editing. but i guess i have done my best. if you think u can do better, please, do so. correct me. it won't hurt, not even a little bit.
:)
wake up early today with a motive. muahaha. i went to jog! great morning with the combination of sunshine and the refreshing morning breeze. air has never felt so fresh!the view of everything changed! morning, afternoon and evening. each with it's own distinctive characteristics. the people too. haha. *hint hint* healthy way of living! yea!
wah. fatigue after jogging. came up for a cup of tea without milk and fried bee hoon, accompanied with one fish cake and one fried chicken drumstick. didn't manage to finish it all. i nv like breakfast. bleahz :P
haha. went out to do my homework and for my lunch. just hope that when i am travelling, the word '' fatigue '' doesn't show on my face. still, i am feeling tired and sick though. gosh~
on the way back, i was reading through my economics notes and thinking about my IISO project. suddenly i lost consciousness. haha. fell asleep sia! and missed the stop i am supposed to alight. then have to take the bus back. haha. this time i stayed awake!
had dinner and watched some singer ,that is very popular just because he wears that suit of his for 30 years, sings on his debut tv show. nice songs and my mother was going '' wah shiok shiok! '' haha~ hmm, why must he wears only suit whenever he sings on tv? nv see him in tee and jeans~ and he's so popular! haha.
haha.
my life.
feverish.
as lonely as it can be
Saturday, September 13, 2003
is it really true~
haha. i never place any bets.*holy ring above* but! my father did. haha. okok not my decisions. but who cares? if he wins. duh~
feeling real sick today. maybe is the heat? but i doubt so. don't really know the reason. just that i'm feeling sick. don't want to go out or what so ever.
despite all my complex feelings, i found some entertainment on my own. played some games, read books and watch the tv. haha. like the usual stuffs. *sigh*
hey! i studied today! don't know why but i'm feeling abit no life. study, play, hang out. yucks. is this really the life i want ? this aimless, alone so called life? hmm...
in life, there's many i should, i shouldn't. when will i ever make the right decisions? i am beginning to see myself as someone who doesn't know how to differentiate between the black and white. does 1+1 really give me 2 ? *doubtful look*
must things turn out to be this way? starts off with only one short message via the phone. stop grinning at me! *scowls* i know i typed something wrong. i know it. but. is it really true? are you feeling what i think you are feeling? i don't dare to ask.
CHESTNUT TREE (the Honesty) -
of unusual beauty, does not want to impress, well-developed
sense of justice, vivacious, interested, a born diplomat,
but irritates easily and sensitive in company, often due to a
lack of self confidence, acts sometimes superior,
feels not understood loves only once,
has difficulties in finding a partner.
as lonely as one could get
haha. i never place any bets.*holy ring above* but! my father did. haha. okok not my decisions. but who cares? if he wins. duh~
feeling real sick today. maybe is the heat? but i doubt so. don't really know the reason. just that i'm feeling sick. don't want to go out or what so ever.
despite all my complex feelings, i found some entertainment on my own. played some games, read books and watch the tv. haha. like the usual stuffs. *sigh*
hey! i studied today! don't know why but i'm feeling abit no life. study, play, hang out. yucks. is this really the life i want ? this aimless, alone so called life? hmm...
in life, there's many i should, i shouldn't. when will i ever make the right decisions? i am beginning to see myself as someone who doesn't know how to differentiate between the black and white. does 1+1 really give me 2 ? *doubtful look*
must things turn out to be this way? starts off with only one short message via the phone. stop grinning at me! *scowls* i know i typed something wrong. i know it. but. is it really true? are you feeling what i think you are feeling? i don't dare to ask.
CHESTNUT TREE (the Honesty) -
of unusual beauty, does not want to impress, well-developed
sense of justice, vivacious, interested, a born diplomat,
but irritates easily and sensitive in company, often due to a
lack of self confidence, acts sometimes superior,
feels not understood loves only once,
has difficulties in finding a partner.
as lonely as one could get
Friday, September 12, 2003
flip flip
flipping through the coloured pages of this particular thin book. with hopes that it can earn me an income, i read thoroughly. what is this book? a FREE copy of Soccer King. Weekly Guide. it cost S$3.50 and is published every friday! haha. very user friendly i must say. god damn the tips they give! make me doubt. keke.
hey! betting is BAD! dun ever start if you haven't. anyway this FREE copy is give by my mother. she knows me best! doesn't she? haha. (ok la, maybe one or two of you beautiful people too.)
today arhs~ okok lor. keke. started with the giving out of my Computer Systems test paper and going through it. i passed! *thank you* haha. lessons as usual. not very happening though. tease him again like usual. but i definitely hopes he will get her. Good Lucks! (hey! you didn't wave good bye like she did! *gentle reminder that you have friends here!*)
*prays* will i win? should i place my bets? haha. i don't know! gosh~
getting emotional
flipping through the coloured pages of this particular thin book. with hopes that it can earn me an income, i read thoroughly. what is this book? a FREE copy of Soccer King. Weekly Guide. it cost S$3.50 and is published every friday! haha. very user friendly i must say. god damn the tips they give! make me doubt. keke.
hey! betting is BAD! dun ever start if you haven't. anyway this FREE copy is give by my mother. she knows me best! doesn't she? haha. (ok la, maybe one or two of you beautiful people too.)
today arhs~ okok lor. keke. started with the giving out of my Computer Systems test paper and going through it. i passed! *thank you* haha. lessons as usual. not very happening though. tease him again like usual. but i definitely hopes he will get her. Good Lucks! (hey! you didn't wave good bye like she did! *gentle reminder that you have friends here!*)
*prays* will i win? should i place my bets? haha. i don't know! gosh~
getting emotional
Thursday, September 11, 2003
messy
everything's getting messy already. haha. face it man. a couple of projects in hand, and the dateline is forever so short. my room got tidy and untidy again. things were laying around again. how to invite people over ? gosh~
school is fun today!
had about four hours of the SAME lesson. what have i got to say ? it stinks! god damn it. and furthur more, she went to complain. i believe she is the only one doing so. what is it that we have done to make her feel so negative? just because we have more chinese? i doubt so. serious~
crack a number of jokes today (LOL!) and the rest of the things went smoothly. i supposed. assignments and all sorts of outline were completed. now is the teacher's turn to meddle with our work. do i care ? no.
almost a repetition of yesterday. it rained! and almost exactly the time when i am heading home. got up the bus. as usual, abit squeezy. got down the bus, rain started. drenched lors. hais. what have i got to say ?
slept and wake up about now, and blogging. haha. i guess i am trying my best to do this everyday. *prays* i might be getting a FLU. look hard. it's FLU. not SARS.
i must really say that the person who is affected with this SARS thingy is definitely a loser. singapore, always the first. the first to impose something really effective. the first to be affected after they have predicted that SARS might rise again. so hurting. haha. anyway... _|_ SARS...
what have i done wrong today? :(
everything's getting messy already. haha. face it man. a couple of projects in hand, and the dateline is forever so short. my room got tidy and untidy again. things were laying around again. how to invite people over ? gosh~
school is fun today!
had about four hours of the SAME lesson. what have i got to say ? it stinks! god damn it. and furthur more, she went to complain. i believe she is the only one doing so. what is it that we have done to make her feel so negative? just because we have more chinese? i doubt so. serious~
crack a number of jokes today (LOL!) and the rest of the things went smoothly. i supposed. assignments and all sorts of outline were completed. now is the teacher's turn to meddle with our work. do i care ? no.
almost a repetition of yesterday. it rained! and almost exactly the time when i am heading home. got up the bus. as usual, abit squeezy. got down the bus, rain started. drenched lors. hais. what have i got to say ?
slept and wake up about now, and blogging. haha. i guess i am trying my best to do this everyday. *prays* i might be getting a FLU. look hard. it's FLU. not SARS.
i must really say that the person who is affected with this SARS thingy is definitely a loser. singapore, always the first. the first to impose something really effective. the first to be affected after they have predicted that SARS might rise again. so hurting. haha. anyway... _|_ SARS...
what have i done wrong today? :(
Wednesday, September 10, 2003
holland V
remembered someone tell me today's episode will be great! as the minutes ticked by, i rushed home and watch it, fortunately.
today's episode is a blessing. with jingjing bed-ridden, kinda hurting wors. her heartbeat stopped twice but the heart beat returned to normal and her BP went up as soon as xiao xin appeared. a practice of singapore drama series, a soothing music will be played as the flashback between the couple played on the 29'' screen. jingjing is still in a coma, refusal to wake up. guess this is what makes this show worth the watch. haha! ( for selected episodes only and i apologise for the bad description )
yet, another episode with lovers. haha. what to do~
oh ya! Turn left turn right starts today! let's just watch and see if i can catch it. keke.
a movie about lovers.
bleahz.
sighing off...
getting emotional...
remembered someone tell me today's episode will be great! as the minutes ticked by, i rushed home and watch it, fortunately.
today's episode is a blessing. with jingjing bed-ridden, kinda hurting wors. her heartbeat stopped twice but the heart beat returned to normal and her BP went up as soon as xiao xin appeared. a practice of singapore drama series, a soothing music will be played as the flashback between the couple played on the 29'' screen. jingjing is still in a coma, refusal to wake up. guess this is what makes this show worth the watch. haha! ( for selected episodes only and i apologise for the bad description )
yet, another episode with lovers. haha. what to do~
oh ya! Turn left turn right starts today! let's just watch and see if i can catch it. keke.
a movie about lovers.
bleahz.
sighing off...
getting emotional...
alone
alone in a dark room with only the monitor's glares. the wind from the fan seems like a breeze from behind. carrying the loneliness within, i typed as the blinking line moved on.
today's lesson is from 2pm to 4pm. upon telling people, they gave me the '' you are so lucky '' tone or expression. is it really so ?
woke up with a timid heart. afraid to face what is installed for me today. would i meet a car crash? or a bus accident? or the bus simply just broke down right infront of the SAFRA...
haha! worrying do me no good. i decided to face the day! i skipped all meals (only fed on water) and head for school. school was alright, the lecture was confusing as usual. but i think i would be able to get the hand of it if i do the tutorial. no worries!
the light dims. the air dampens. rain starts to fall. make fun of him today. and saw his girl. no comments! haha. went for a pasta lunch at pastamania! wouldn't dare to say the food is not nice. *clap clap* for the one at the counter taking orders. she would need a microphone though. haha. played games and went home. nothing much to talk about here.
hmm, thinking back about today on the bus. saw many couples today. ( my blessings. haha! ) the hauntings of loneliness returned. i choose to avoid and meddled with my accounting lecture notes. it just went to my subconsciousness, popping out unneccessarily. kinda hurting but i guess i would just live on with it.
it's my life.
HAHA
:)
aim for perfection. even if it's going to be hard on me.
towards me, she's cold.
alone in a dark room with only the monitor's glares. the wind from the fan seems like a breeze from behind. carrying the loneliness within, i typed as the blinking line moved on.
today's lesson is from 2pm to 4pm. upon telling people, they gave me the '' you are so lucky '' tone or expression. is it really so ?
woke up with a timid heart. afraid to face what is installed for me today. would i meet a car crash? or a bus accident? or the bus simply just broke down right infront of the SAFRA...
haha! worrying do me no good. i decided to face the day! i skipped all meals (only fed on water) and head for school. school was alright, the lecture was confusing as usual. but i think i would be able to get the hand of it if i do the tutorial. no worries!
the light dims. the air dampens. rain starts to fall. make fun of him today. and saw his girl. no comments! haha. went for a pasta lunch at pastamania! wouldn't dare to say the food is not nice. *clap clap* for the one at the counter taking orders. she would need a microphone though. haha. played games and went home. nothing much to talk about here.
hmm, thinking back about today on the bus. saw many couples today. ( my blessings. haha! ) the hauntings of loneliness returned. i choose to avoid and meddled with my accounting lecture notes. it just went to my subconsciousness, popping out unneccessarily. kinda hurting but i guess i would just live on with it.
it's my life.
HAHA
:)
aim for perfection. even if it's going to be hard on me.
towards me, she's cold.
Monday, September 08, 2003
shagged
in school's lab now. haha. very bored. just finished a couple of assignments. :) glad to be able to complete it fast. anyway, something struck my mind and here goes...
Some say the world will end in fire;
Some say in ice.
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To know that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice.
in school's lab now. haha. very bored. just finished a couple of assignments. :) glad to be able to complete it fast. anyway, something struck my mind and here goes...
Some say the world will end in fire;
Some say in ice.
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To know that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice.
Sunday, September 07, 2003
bad hangover
argh ! everything's upside down when i woke up today. and i am late for my soccer game. haha.
great weather for the game.*sarcaism* so freaking warm! the sun is shining so brightly. where are the clouds ?!
had Mcdonalds at bedok. nice foood. i guess i am just starved after the game. hey! i never had my breakfast lors. so cannot blame lars, hungry. Duh~
went home and decided to get some rest and do abit of studying. looking forward to 7.30pm when there is this Singapore Hit Awards 2003 showing at channel 8. though i know the results, but i still wanna see how flat steph sun and how jay zhou smile. haha!
towards me, you are still cold...
i tried hard...
let the blinking line stops here.
argh ! everything's upside down when i woke up today. and i am late for my soccer game. haha.
great weather for the game.*sarcaism* so freaking warm! the sun is shining so brightly. where are the clouds ?!
had Mcdonalds at bedok. nice foood. i guess i am just starved after the game. hey! i never had my breakfast lors. so cannot blame lars, hungry. Duh~
went home and decided to get some rest and do abit of studying. looking forward to 7.30pm when there is this Singapore Hit Awards 2003 showing at channel 8. though i know the results, but i still wanna see how flat steph sun and how jay zhou smile. haha!
towards me, you are still cold...
i tried hard...
let the blinking line stops here.
Saturday, September 06, 2003
yep yep
today is the day, i won't be able to do my own stuffs. why? simply because i have to go down to my dad shop's opening ceremony. got to go help him ya... it's gonna be a great day~~~
yet, i have no appetite for breakfast. ponders, why am i skipping my most important meal of the day ? *sigh*
anyway, got to go now. blog again later? perhaps perhaps perhaps...
aim for perfection. even if it's going to be hard on myself.
yet, towards me, you are cold...
today is the day, i won't be able to do my own stuffs. why? simply because i have to go down to my dad shop's opening ceremony. got to go help him ya... it's gonna be a great day~~~
yet, i have no appetite for breakfast. ponders, why am i skipping my most important meal of the day ? *sigh*
anyway, got to go now. blog again later? perhaps perhaps perhaps...
aim for perfection. even if it's going to be hard on myself.
yet, towards me, you are cold...
Friday, September 05, 2003
What is marketing?
You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and say, "I am very rich. Marry me!"
That's Direct Marketing
You're at a party with a bunch of friends and see a gorgeous girl. One of your friends goes up to her and pointing at you says,"He's very rich. Marry him."
That's Advertising.
You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and get her telephone number. The next day you call and say,
"Hi, I'm very rich. Marry me."
That's Telemarketing.
You're at a party and see a gorgeous girl. You get up and straighten your tie; you walk up to her and pour her a drink. You open the door for her, pick up her bag after she drops it, offer her a ride, and then say, "By the way, I'm very rich "Will you marry me?"
That's Public Relations.
You're at a party and see a gorgeous girl. She walks up to you and says, "You are very rich..."
That's Brand Recognition.
You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and say, "I'm rich. Marry me" She gives you a nice hard slap on
your face.
That's Customer Feedback
You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and say, "I am very rich. Marry me!"
That's Direct Marketing
You're at a party with a bunch of friends and see a gorgeous girl. One of your friends goes up to her and pointing at you says,"He's very rich. Marry him."
That's Advertising.
You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and get her telephone number. The next day you call and say,
"Hi, I'm very rich. Marry me."
That's Telemarketing.
You're at a party and see a gorgeous girl. You get up and straighten your tie; you walk up to her and pour her a drink. You open the door for her, pick up her bag after she drops it, offer her a ride, and then say, "By the way, I'm very rich "Will you marry me?"
That's Public Relations.
You're at a party and see a gorgeous girl. She walks up to you and says, "You are very rich..."
That's Brand Recognition.
You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and say, "I'm rich. Marry me" She gives you a nice hard slap on
your face.
That's Customer Feedback
Thursday, September 04, 2003
sigh
i am not sure what has gotten over me. i actually slept at around 2am and woke up at 6.30am. and worse still, i went to jog! the last time that i jog was so long ago. so long, that i couldn't even remember. i guess i am really troubled. i just could not get to sleep. whenever, i am unhappy or troubled or plainly just confused, i will go and jog. keke...
bon appetite! bleah... i am not interested in my breakfast. i merely stared at the two words printed on the brown bag '' burger king '' and i walked away. i took out '' SKIPPY '' and start applying on my bread. gosh~
went for some graduation ceremony at Temasek Convention Centre ( TP ). and there is this particular speech that caught my attention:"when the EZ-link technology started, i boarded the bus and pressed my wallet against the device. it went '' beep beep''. now, i pressed my wallet against the device yet, there was no '' beep beep ''. it went '' beep '' ... '' and the speech continues. wonderful start for a speech i must say. grabbed my attention successfully. took me awhile to realise what he is trying to say. haha.
went for my class representative's chalet. i shall not make any comments on that event. but! Thanks for everything! Great food!
that's my day, sigh...
tired arhs, shall stop here. bad mood.
if i never spoke a word, would you think i am a mute ?
everything i do, there must be a perfect reason behind it.
always think before saying something. it hurts even when i don't feel it.
towards me, you are cold...
i am not sure what has gotten over me. i actually slept at around 2am and woke up at 6.30am. and worse still, i went to jog! the last time that i jog was so long ago. so long, that i couldn't even remember. i guess i am really troubled. i just could not get to sleep. whenever, i am unhappy or troubled or plainly just confused, i will go and jog. keke...
bon appetite! bleah... i am not interested in my breakfast. i merely stared at the two words printed on the brown bag '' burger king '' and i walked away. i took out '' SKIPPY '' and start applying on my bread. gosh~
went for some graduation ceremony at Temasek Convention Centre ( TP ). and there is this particular speech that caught my attention:"when the EZ-link technology started, i boarded the bus and pressed my wallet against the device. it went '' beep beep''. now, i pressed my wallet against the device yet, there was no '' beep beep ''. it went '' beep '' ... '' and the speech continues. wonderful start for a speech i must say. grabbed my attention successfully. took me awhile to realise what he is trying to say. haha.
went for my class representative's chalet. i shall not make any comments on that event. but! Thanks for everything! Great food!
that's my day, sigh...
tired arhs, shall stop here. bad mood.
if i never spoke a word, would you think i am a mute ?
everything i do, there must be a perfect reason behind it.
always think before saying something. it hurts even when i don't feel it.
towards me, you are cold...
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