i typed as i think about you



the rose's for you.

it's getting really windy nowadays. i wonder what's wrong. the smell the wind carries, is not nice. but nevertheless, the wind came, passed by, and went away. similarly, as the globe rotates, events happened, passed by me, and went away.

opportunities came by, passed by me and went away. regret.
questions came by, passed by me and went away. unanswered.
answers came by, passed by me and went away. undiscovered.
you came by, passed by me and went away. blinded.

today i woke up, with sweat on my brow
it must have been a dream, explained the sweat
yesterday, i saw the stars as i talked to you
this morning, i heard the birds sing as i replied to you
i then realised it wasn't a dream
it's all so true



look at it, would you believe it's the same flower?

as this flower blooms, just like you
i can not yet admire your beauty, your glamour, your glow
till it is that day i've decided to keep you to myself
i've decided, again, to precious you as long as i can
till the day it comes i grow old and withers with you
as i age
as i die
with you.

sometimes, you just can't help. but really feel for the other. i mean, you just had to. humans. we changed. environments changed. keep up. change. and let it out when you had to.

oh well.


sigh.

good night.

take care.

i don't fear loneliness, i fear the distance between each other...

how wonderful life is, now you're in the world

this is precisely what i meant. really. truly. and yeah, sincerely meant.

as the wind blows through my new window panes, my hair swayed a little. as i swayed them back to position. my fan turned and blow them out of position. two solutions. cut my hair. off the fan. oh yeah. one more wear a cap. i mean, what can an eighteen year old boy think of?

haha. crap.

that's what happen when you have nothing to do except to ponder about when to actually study for the semester exams. guess what. no more projects already! but. i'm not happy. 'cos i made her angry. 'cos i made her sad. so, i'm not happy. but i'm happy with my friends around. but i'm not happy when i'm alone and out.

i hope you don't mind that i put them in words...

enough with that.

besides, i've checked www.gv.com.sg and realise i've covered most of the movies. right. so... i've got the right to say that. hitch is the good movie around. so yeah, catch it if you can. if you can't, ask me. i'll tell you.

the tips from hitch will work. that is, if you're earning $30,000 singapore dollars.

for just $300 ? consult me.

movies like white noise, closer ain't worth your time. but. i'm so glad i watched those two. it's definitely worth my money and time. i mean, what else can i ask for? lalalalaaa...

a series of unfortunate events? nah. turn off. total bore by my buddy.

so what should we be looking forward to? people. it's spongebob squarepants. no. not robots. but the yellow sponge. sexy.

and yeah, best show on tv this week? moulin rouge. no questions asked.

ar~ there goes the wind. blowing my cupboard door open, doors to slam shut and the skirt to fly off. oops. did i mention skirt? haha...

okay "lah", really "loh", some questions no need to ask "one", 'cos answer "bery" clear "de". so yeah, leave it. the answer will be clear. oh come on~

no descriptions of what is going on around me yet, but i promise. real soon, you'll see updates like what other bloggers do. yak and yak on about this babe that hunk and the food they eat and the things they actually remember of doing.

gotta go busy. time to check out.

good bye.

freedom, love, beauty, truth, and something else which i forgot...