Saturday, February 02, 2008

free. normal. simple.

raining. cooling. chilling.
sitting. typing. thinking.

events, i hate, happened.
events, i hoped, happened.

replies, i have recieved.
replies, i have hoped.

i had to let you go.
i had to let you free.

i can't do a thing, helpless.
i was feeling lonely, useless.

i understand, i had to.
i figured it was the kind of release you need.

i just need to know, really. honestly.

i heard those things you said,
i don't really them.

i wondered about those things you didn't,
i wondered, a punishment? or plain sympathy?

i just did what i had to.
i had to let go.

i wished i never had such thoughts.
i didn't dare.

i can't go on.
i realised this is just me, "i".

i don't need any of this.
i just need to know.

...

you'll never walk alone. me... you... let's just, walk together...