number 1 in your heart, hopefully

raining.
waited for 2 1/2 , maybe 3 hours.

the rain came. the rain passed.
the sun came. the sun passed.
i sat in the car.
i am outside the car.

basically, that's my day.

i stood and sat across you.
you didn't know, of course.
my ipod shuffle was singing.
tunes only me will know.

i sat there. waited.
looking at the dazzling rain.

i love the rain, don't you?

what happened

good morning to you and you.
just reached home. bathed. and clean.

Happy early early Birthday Han!

yawn. getting sleepy.
took a look around.
nothing. absolutely no beings around.
ghost house.
no parents. no siblings.
only the fan, revolving, ignoring me.
i forgot my existence.

lonliness overwhelmed me.
i'm confused.

but she's probably asleep.
didn't want to send her a message, no more.
knowing there will be no reply.
every action yield no result.
but consequence, only.

where is my helmet?

i hope, and i hope to see her point of view, as well as my own...

make it count

raining. just back from camp.

today had a good sleep during work.
had a sleeping session while waiting to clear my checkup for my driving course later next week.
my queue number was 0084. fell asleep when it was 0060.
woke up, much to my surpise, 2 hours passed. the number. 0072.
so much for being a swift and decisive force.

nevertheless, i cleared the checkup. certified fit.
one more license to the list.
not that i have any. on the list.

oh ya oh ya.
i'm supposed to be in the car to work at 0700.
but i woke up at 0650.
i'm so sorry, guys.

woke up only to find my nokia facing me with a half finished sms.
didn't set the alarm.
didn't send the sms.
argh.

oh well.

wondering...
why things just ain't falling into place...
why things just ain't happening at the right time...
why do people still think they are fat, when told upteen times, they look fabulous...

why ar why?

after ORD,
i'm hoping to wake up,
think through the things that i want to do today...
and ask, "would i have done differently, if today is my last?"...

cherish you. cherish me. cherish him. cherish her.

make it count. make everyday count.

2008

happy new year. world.
it's raining. but sunshine before.

basically, am free.
kinda "missing" from here. my apologies.
new year. new year.
the ang mo's new year. had fun. joy. and laughter.
also a bit of frustrations.

resolutions.
money.
wheels.
sleep.
inspirations.
ORD.
pillow.
electronic devices.

:)

miss my pink ic.
miss you more.

i will be waiting. i will be here.