feeling bo liao
litted up a cigarette. put it there. and watch the smoke rising aimlessly. am i like the smoke? it stinks. and float around endlessly. without any aims. without any goals. nobody would want to notice it. it's harmful. nobody wishes it to exist. and eventually. *poof* it just disappeared.
hais.
=....(
let's just say, i didn't touch it.
Thursday, October 30, 2003
it's a new post
wah. finally can come in here and type something man. just now this web is down man. some maintenance.
today whole day at home. so sian de wor. haha. experienced all sorts of weather today man. rain, sunshine etc etc. haix.. making me feel so sick.
studied today. 1 day rest 1 day study. so today study. i studied Macroeconomics today. damn sickening already. haha.
don't what to type liaox... how? haha. should i just stop now ?
some people ask questions seeking for answers. some people ask questions just for the sake of asking. some people love to ask questions that has no answers. what for? what is the reason behind ? i also not sure.
questions that made people think. that's what i love to ask? haha. questions that i don't wish to recieve any answers. i want them to know the answers themselves. and not tell me about it. why ? i also don't know. haha.
somethings are better not to be spread around. just listen. just see. and then just remember. there's no point spreading around things. sometimes, things might just get out of control and gets things sour.
haha.
take care.
watch tv le.
=)
you know? sometimes you just suck. suckor
wah. finally can come in here and type something man. just now this web is down man. some maintenance.
today whole day at home. so sian de wor. haha. experienced all sorts of weather today man. rain, sunshine etc etc. haix.. making me feel so sick.
studied today. 1 day rest 1 day study. so today study. i studied Macroeconomics today. damn sickening already. haha.
don't what to type liaox... how? haha. should i just stop now ?
some people ask questions seeking for answers. some people ask questions just for the sake of asking. some people love to ask questions that has no answers. what for? what is the reason behind ? i also not sure.
questions that made people think. that's what i love to ask? haha. questions that i don't wish to recieve any answers. i want them to know the answers themselves. and not tell me about it. why ? i also don't know. haha.
somethings are better not to be spread around. just listen. just see. and then just remember. there's no point spreading around things. sometimes, things might just get out of control and gets things sour.
haha.
take care.
watch tv le.
=)
you know? sometimes you just suck. suckor
Wednesday, October 29, 2003
it's within you
woke up this morning. with the sun shining in. it's morning already. the image of the nightfall and the cold breeze is still fresh in my head. how time flies. it's wednesday and it's a wednesday morning. the weather seems warm today. maybe it's the sun.
10.30am. woke up. wash up. and sent a few sms. haha. nothing much. deciding whether to study today. toast a couple slices of bread and a couple of sausages. haha. brewed a cup of coffee. what a breakfast. the meal of the day, which professionals consider it as the most important, which i will have a very very high tendency to miss it.
11am. replay of guess x 3. missed it yesterday night due to some reasons. haha. but was glad mediacorp slotted in a replay. thanks. but i still bear some grudges against mediacorp. some time slots are really. i must say. really shouldn't be. haha. but they are the pros at work. =)
why did no.5 win? gosh~ i still persist it should be no. 2. haha. don't you think so ? the elegance. man~ close to being geogerous (gorgeous). haha.
1pm. decided to touch on the subject/module named Business Accounting. great~ what i don't know is still a blur image. haha. must get them clear and done in one and a half hours time.
2.30pm. stopped for lunch. hearing your stomach growling ain't healthy at all. trust me. anyway, i got my stuffs sorted out. mostly. so, i guess it shouldn't be too big a problem from the start. though there are much more uncertainty.
3.30pm. back to my books! haha. feeling abit out of the normal already. or am i already out? i feel weird. strange.
4.30pm. had a break. actually it's more due to me not wanting to continue. haha. so, played some games, etc etc.
5.40pm. had a nap. ~"~
7.15pm. had a dream. haha. woke up and watch tv. nothing else matters.
7.35pm. dinner is back! haha. i didn't remember ordering anything. did i ? haha. but dinner sure smells great.
from then, i watched tv till 10pm. and decided to type www.blogger.com and do something about it.
the air smells funny. the fan turning. everything seems normal.
Zhang Shan Wei - Shi Xing Feng
red.
black.
rain?
perhaps.
good luck ya?
take care.
wo zhi dao ni hen nan guo...
( i know you feel terrible...)
woke up this morning. with the sun shining in. it's morning already. the image of the nightfall and the cold breeze is still fresh in my head. how time flies. it's wednesday and it's a wednesday morning. the weather seems warm today. maybe it's the sun.
10.30am. woke up. wash up. and sent a few sms. haha. nothing much. deciding whether to study today. toast a couple slices of bread and a couple of sausages. haha. brewed a cup of coffee. what a breakfast. the meal of the day, which professionals consider it as the most important, which i will have a very very high tendency to miss it.
11am. replay of guess x 3. missed it yesterday night due to some reasons. haha. but was glad mediacorp slotted in a replay. thanks. but i still bear some grudges against mediacorp. some time slots are really. i must say. really shouldn't be. haha. but they are the pros at work. =)
why did no.5 win? gosh~ i still persist it should be no. 2. haha. don't you think so ? the elegance. man~ close to being geogerous (gorgeous). haha.
1pm. decided to touch on the subject/module named Business Accounting. great~ what i don't know is still a blur image. haha. must get them clear and done in one and a half hours time.
2.30pm. stopped for lunch. hearing your stomach growling ain't healthy at all. trust me. anyway, i got my stuffs sorted out. mostly. so, i guess it shouldn't be too big a problem from the start. though there are much more uncertainty.
3.30pm. back to my books! haha. feeling abit out of the normal already. or am i already out? i feel weird. strange.
4.30pm. had a break. actually it's more due to me not wanting to continue. haha. so, played some games, etc etc.
5.40pm. had a nap. ~"~
7.15pm. had a dream. haha. woke up and watch tv. nothing else matters.
7.35pm. dinner is back! haha. i didn't remember ordering anything. did i ? haha. but dinner sure smells great.
from then, i watched tv till 10pm. and decided to type www.blogger.com and do something about it.
the air smells funny. the fan turning. everything seems normal.
Zhang Shan Wei - Shi Xing Feng
red.
black.
rain?
perhaps.
good luck ya?
take care.
wo zhi dao ni hen nan guo...
( i know you feel terrible...)
Tuesday, October 28, 2003
wind and shadow
down the orange litted street, leaves are scattered. there's the wind. the soft little wind. close to a breeze. yet, somehow, it brushes through the long, the very modern, the straight hair. it felt the smooth texture. it felt the fragrance. chanel? gucci? very close. not there yet.
the wind continued on its very path. bringing the scent across the road. right to the very moment of a breath being taken in. a sniff? eyes casted on the direction of the fragrance. wow...
hand ran down the hair. she could felt the wind's presence. but not him. her fingers running about the nine keys. focusing on the bright screen. a sms? a thank you ? a sorry? a complain ?
blink hard. rub twice. and again. the back is astonishing. the fragrance is ... one brilliant attention grabber. if only .. he thought... if only... she could just turn around...
the pace was slow. getting slower. the orange lights never dim. the moon held high. the wind still blowing. from her to him. irritates that of her, kept him cool. makes her graceful, what a feast to the eyes. make her fragrance known, a blessing to the nose. but... chanel? gucci? he could only scratched his head.
she turned in. he wanted to held out his hands. but his eyes was on the road. like a painting. close to a painting. as their shadows met. the eyes met. the mouth met...
good day. today was study day. haha. manage to study something. at least something. nothing much to talk about today. so, i shall keep this short. haha.
what a view.
red.
black.
*yawn*
i'm here, always...
down the orange litted street, leaves are scattered. there's the wind. the soft little wind. close to a breeze. yet, somehow, it brushes through the long, the very modern, the straight hair. it felt the smooth texture. it felt the fragrance. chanel? gucci? very close. not there yet.
the wind continued on its very path. bringing the scent across the road. right to the very moment of a breath being taken in. a sniff? eyes casted on the direction of the fragrance. wow...
hand ran down the hair. she could felt the wind's presence. but not him. her fingers running about the nine keys. focusing on the bright screen. a sms? a thank you ? a sorry? a complain ?
blink hard. rub twice. and again. the back is astonishing. the fragrance is ... one brilliant attention grabber. if only .. he thought... if only... she could just turn around...
the pace was slow. getting slower. the orange lights never dim. the moon held high. the wind still blowing. from her to him. irritates that of her, kept him cool. makes her graceful, what a feast to the eyes. make her fragrance known, a blessing to the nose. but... chanel? gucci? he could only scratched his head.
she turned in. he wanted to held out his hands. but his eyes was on the road. like a painting. close to a painting. as their shadows met. the eyes met. the mouth met...
good day. today was study day. haha. manage to study something. at least something. nothing much to talk about today. so, i shall keep this short. haha.
what a view.
red.
black.
*yawn*
i'm here, always...
Monday, October 27, 2003
let's just say i got myself a really good mi shu(secretary)
haha. dubbing is really a good album. this album is proudly brought to you by Zhou Chuan Xiong, otherwise know as Qing Ge Jiao Fu or rather the spine of 5566. not really sure how to actually spell it but i think it should be like this. haha. his songs are nice. definitely. if not, why did i bother to get it at a cost of 17.90 singapore bucks? haha. actually thought of getting shi xin feng by zhang shan wei. but i concluded that i like the appearance of zhou chuan xiong. haha. zhang shan wei is cute. too cute. not for me. haha.
yup yup. got a new keyboard. eventually spotted by you. thanks ya. my keyboard is now classified as spill proof. haha. how did my last keyboard spoil? well, i was drinking root beer. cold can. and then, i spilled the whole can onto the keyboard. tragically, the keyboard gone hay-wire. the keys are mixed up. so i get this cheap and good keyboard from challenger. but too bad, couldn't find one that is dust proof and spill proof. but it is statisfactory. haha.
yep. it's raining out there. however the sky is dim yellow. did i recall that when it's raining and there's light... a rainbow would appear? haha. but i guess that's abit untrue. i see no rainbow towards the right. but the rain, well, is just another nice scene accompanied by the blues music i'm enjoying. haha. bringing out the feeling to cry man.
they say you can talk. they say you like to bullshit. they say you cheat. that's what they say. truth? just for demoralising? i'm not sure. but usually i take them as the truth. i can talk? haha... i doubt... but i do lie... who doesn't? at least i never lie that i was late because the lift broke down.
shhh. listen around you. what can you hear? voices? the rain? the chirpping? the Er Hu? the loud karaoke? or just a mixture that you, yourself can't decipher. it's just that sometimes you wish you were deaf. not that deaf. but you are able to choose what you want to listen and what you do not. beethoven? great musician. deaf? but still, great.not saying so and so want to be a great musician. it's just that. sometimes you hear things that pricks. not the ear. but the heart. you felt it. did the person felt it too? consideration? definitely a no-no in this case.
don't worry about your studies. i have absolute, a hundred and one percent that you are on the right track and you are doing great. do not fear as fear brings you below your potential. ( heard that somewhere. don't know where. ) as long as you keep it going, i believe you can do it. just keep the momentum going. enquires? clear them. never never hesitate. but if you were to ask me if i fear, if i ever clear my doubts. NO. haha.
yup.
i hear the rain.
evening.
the day is ending.
=) not =...(
wo zai zhe bian, zhe me... ni kan bu jian....
( i'm here, but... somehow... you can't see me )
haha. dubbing is really a good album. this album is proudly brought to you by Zhou Chuan Xiong, otherwise know as Qing Ge Jiao Fu or rather the spine of 5566. not really sure how to actually spell it but i think it should be like this. haha. his songs are nice. definitely. if not, why did i bother to get it at a cost of 17.90 singapore bucks? haha. actually thought of getting shi xin feng by zhang shan wei. but i concluded that i like the appearance of zhou chuan xiong. haha. zhang shan wei is cute. too cute. not for me. haha.
yup yup. got a new keyboard. eventually spotted by you. thanks ya. my keyboard is now classified as spill proof. haha. how did my last keyboard spoil? well, i was drinking root beer. cold can. and then, i spilled the whole can onto the keyboard. tragically, the keyboard gone hay-wire. the keys are mixed up. so i get this cheap and good keyboard from challenger. but too bad, couldn't find one that is dust proof and spill proof. but it is statisfactory. haha.
yep. it's raining out there. however the sky is dim yellow. did i recall that when it's raining and there's light... a rainbow would appear? haha. but i guess that's abit untrue. i see no rainbow towards the right. but the rain, well, is just another nice scene accompanied by the blues music i'm enjoying. haha. bringing out the feeling to cry man.
they say you can talk. they say you like to bullshit. they say you cheat. that's what they say. truth? just for demoralising? i'm not sure. but usually i take them as the truth. i can talk? haha... i doubt... but i do lie... who doesn't? at least i never lie that i was late because the lift broke down.
shhh. listen around you. what can you hear? voices? the rain? the chirpping? the Er Hu? the loud karaoke? or just a mixture that you, yourself can't decipher. it's just that sometimes you wish you were deaf. not that deaf. but you are able to choose what you want to listen and what you do not. beethoven? great musician. deaf? but still, great.not saying so and so want to be a great musician. it's just that. sometimes you hear things that pricks. not the ear. but the heart. you felt it. did the person felt it too? consideration? definitely a no-no in this case.
don't worry about your studies. i have absolute, a hundred and one percent that you are on the right track and you are doing great. do not fear as fear brings you below your potential. ( heard that somewhere. don't know where. ) as long as you keep it going, i believe you can do it. just keep the momentum going. enquires? clear them. never never hesitate. but if you were to ask me if i fear, if i ever clear my doubts. NO. haha.
yup.
i hear the rain.
evening.
the day is ending.
=) not =...(
wo zai zhe bian, zhe me... ni kan bu jian....
( i'm here, but... somehow... you can't see me )
Saturday, October 25, 2003
with a swift movement
looking out of the windows rightwards. the first colour i thought of is yellow. haha. drizzling currently. the smell of the drizzling has been defeated by the smell of the shampoo used by ''someone'' above. the scent so nice. abosolutely. this scent won't change a thing. the rackets hanging wouldn't shift. everything is still. this room does and only will contain the swift and smooth typing and the continuous, rapid movement of the Philips blade.
oh ya, not forgetting the blinking line that accompanied the typing as the letters becomes words almost, magically.
today's great. not too warm. not too cold. most of the periods was alright. recalling things as the drizzling gets heavier. haha. rainy weathers are great for one to recall stuffs. while seeing the water drop heavier, faster and harder, it almost resembles that of a movie screen, movie entitled ''memories''
tales were told. smiles were seen. kindness goes a long way. jokes just come and go. tales just leave an impression. smiles are just adjectives to the jokes. it sometimes makes you think furthur than you are supposed to. is the joke, really a joke? will my kindness eventually pay out? are tales lies, truth or just a quick snap of the fingers? haha.
ate KFC. look. whatever, KFC promises that the drumsticks are hot and spicy? forget about it if you are craving for some drastic increase of temperature in your mouth. it will only be spicy if you dip them into chilli sauce. and then, you will feel the heat. haha.
'' hi, may i just take a few minutes? ''
*nod* '' hmmm? ''
'' okay, i'll like to ask you a question... ''
'' yeah ? ''
'' oh ya! by the way, how old are you? are you studying or working ? ''
'' erm, 17 and erm, studying... ''
'' oh~ then never mind. have a good day. ''
walk a few steps...
'' hi, how old are you? are you working or studying? ''
'' erm, i'm 17 and erm, i'm studying... ''
'' oh~ then never mind. have a good day. ''
=)
oh god~
today, feeling okay.
nothing much lers.
the rain stopped.
i think.
haha.
from nowhere, i heard a distinct voice... is it you?
looking out of the windows rightwards. the first colour i thought of is yellow. haha. drizzling currently. the smell of the drizzling has been defeated by the smell of the shampoo used by ''someone'' above. the scent so nice. abosolutely. this scent won't change a thing. the rackets hanging wouldn't shift. everything is still. this room does and only will contain the swift and smooth typing and the continuous, rapid movement of the Philips blade.
oh ya, not forgetting the blinking line that accompanied the typing as the letters becomes words almost, magically.
today's great. not too warm. not too cold. most of the periods was alright. recalling things as the drizzling gets heavier. haha. rainy weathers are great for one to recall stuffs. while seeing the water drop heavier, faster and harder, it almost resembles that of a movie screen, movie entitled ''memories''
tales were told. smiles were seen. kindness goes a long way. jokes just come and go. tales just leave an impression. smiles are just adjectives to the jokes. it sometimes makes you think furthur than you are supposed to. is the joke, really a joke? will my kindness eventually pay out? are tales lies, truth or just a quick snap of the fingers? haha.
ate KFC. look. whatever, KFC promises that the drumsticks are hot and spicy? forget about it if you are craving for some drastic increase of temperature in your mouth. it will only be spicy if you dip them into chilli sauce. and then, you will feel the heat. haha.
'' hi, may i just take a few minutes? ''
*nod* '' hmmm? ''
'' okay, i'll like to ask you a question... ''
'' yeah ? ''
'' oh ya! by the way, how old are you? are you studying or working ? ''
'' erm, 17 and erm, studying... ''
'' oh~ then never mind. have a good day. ''
walk a few steps...
'' hi, how old are you? are you working or studying? ''
'' erm, i'm 17 and erm, i'm studying... ''
'' oh~ then never mind. have a good day. ''
=)
oh god~
today, feeling okay.
nothing much lers.
the rain stopped.
i think.
haha.
from nowhere, i heard a distinct voice... is it you?
Friday, October 24, 2003
a goal, not too many
woke up @ 7.45am ? haha. somewhere there lors. need to go for soccer @ ard. 8am. the place near near, can wake up late late. haha! then reach there lers, everybody late lors. good game everybody. appreciate it. :) but my blisters are back. sob!
blisters sux. hehe.
went home at 11am. slack around and had something to fill my growling stomach. then bathe lors. woooo... damn nice a feeling. i always love baths. haha. who doesn't ?
the weather's shining today man. the sun isn't showing any bit of mercy today. goodness~ although just now got a bit of a water dropping down, it is just not sufficient! now the weather is warm, yet, again~ hais...
looking out of the window. the clear blue sky. not even a twitch of dark cloud is visible. hopes held high. haha. for a downpour! but science told me. maybe at night then will have rain lors. hehe.
just packed up my lecture notes, tutorials etc etc. woah. was surprised at the amount. haha. suddenly got a fright of what i need to study. today's deepavali.
and my mum's birthday! haha. well, my mum fell sick. and now she's on the bed. hais. what a way to spend your birthday. sick and birthday. memories. haha! anyway... happy birthday mum! ( i told her oreadi =PpPp )
the sun is still shinning brightly up in the sky.
should i study? god~ headache man~
good luck to you =)
today feeling abit touchy... *scOwL*
from somewhere, i hear the soft tingles of the bells...
woke up @ 7.45am ? haha. somewhere there lors. need to go for soccer @ ard. 8am. the place near near, can wake up late late. haha! then reach there lers, everybody late lors. good game everybody. appreciate it. :) but my blisters are back. sob!
blisters sux. hehe.
went home at 11am. slack around and had something to fill my growling stomach. then bathe lors. woooo... damn nice a feeling. i always love baths. haha. who doesn't ?
the weather's shining today man. the sun isn't showing any bit of mercy today. goodness~ although just now got a bit of a water dropping down, it is just not sufficient! now the weather is warm, yet, again~ hais...
looking out of the window. the clear blue sky. not even a twitch of dark cloud is visible. hopes held high. haha. for a downpour! but science told me. maybe at night then will have rain lors. hehe.
just packed up my lecture notes, tutorials etc etc. woah. was surprised at the amount. haha. suddenly got a fright of what i need to study. today's deepavali.
and my mum's birthday! haha. well, my mum fell sick. and now she's on the bed. hais. what a way to spend your birthday. sick and birthday. memories. haha! anyway... happy birthday mum! ( i told her oreadi =PpPp )
the sun is still shinning brightly up in the sky.
should i study? god~ headache man~
good luck to you =)
today feeling abit touchy... *scOwL*
from somewhere, i hear the soft tingles of the bells...
Wednesday, October 22, 2003
definitely not what i want to remember
day started off early. as early as 7am. woke up, dressed in formal wear, hais, and then went to school. why formal wear? 'cos got presentation lors... then reach sch, presented my stuffs. realised how i can screw myself up. hais. really... *sigh* hais.
know nothing about accounting. need help. but. where? i also don't know. till i figure. that i will be facing this alone ba. nowhere to go for help except do it myself. hais.
nothing great happened today. just a bit moody perhaps? hais.
it's a great feeling to be able to sit together and talk. topic? almost anything that is acceptable. realise how time flies. hais.
didn't manage to press the send button. hais.
let's face it man. the exams are coming. i'm not ready. people are scattering. i'm not fast to catch them. people are talking. i'm not ready to listen. people are leading. i'm not able to follow. truth that hurts. i'm not ready to accept them. hais.
no life? i don't know. loner? i'm not too sure. wishes? goals? dreams? i've never thought of them before. Priorities? does opening a pub consider as one? hmmm... time is running past me fast. hais.
love is in the air, definitely not my air
day started off early. as early as 7am. woke up, dressed in formal wear, hais, and then went to school. why formal wear? 'cos got presentation lors... then reach sch, presented my stuffs. realised how i can screw myself up. hais. really... *sigh* hais.
know nothing about accounting. need help. but. where? i also don't know. till i figure. that i will be facing this alone ba. nowhere to go for help except do it myself. hais.
nothing great happened today. just a bit moody perhaps? hais.
it's a great feeling to be able to sit together and talk. topic? almost anything that is acceptable. realise how time flies. hais.
didn't manage to press the send button. hais.
let's face it man. the exams are coming. i'm not ready. people are scattering. i'm not fast to catch them. people are talking. i'm not ready to listen. people are leading. i'm not able to follow. truth that hurts. i'm not ready to accept them. hais.
no life? i don't know. loner? i'm not too sure. wishes? goals? dreams? i've never thought of them before. Priorities? does opening a pub consider as one? hmmm... time is running past me fast. hais.
love is in the air, definitely not my air
Tuesday, October 21, 2003
in search for...
let's just say today's a normal day. wore red today and realise many wore red too. haha. such a coincidence. does that mean something's going to happen? haha.
had lecture after lecture and then went for lunch. and then had lab session. normal right? lol... told you from the start.
went challenger and check out prices and bought a USB/AS2 mini adaptor. haha. it worked. thanks for the windows 2000 CD too. it helps.
hehe.
stories told, jokes being laughed at...
tomorrow is one day i never looked forward too...
... you
let's just say today's a normal day. wore red today and realise many wore red too. haha. such a coincidence. does that mean something's going to happen? haha.
had lecture after lecture and then went for lunch. and then had lab session. normal right? lol... told you from the start.
went challenger and check out prices and bought a USB/AS2 mini adaptor. haha. it worked. thanks for the windows 2000 CD too. it helps.
hehe.
stories told, jokes being laughed at...
tomorrow is one day i never looked forward too...
... you
Monday, October 20, 2003
what's up?
nothing's up people. everything is down, all the way down, perhaps... upside down.
there's nothing today. nothing in particular. school ended early. went home early. went out early. bought a new mouse and it's crap. needed a connector in order to use it. so i have to get a connector tomorrow i guess... hais...
ooo.. ya... saw you on the bus today... still so little hair ar... haha... just joking... glad time has sorted out all the possible and impossible disputes... i guess.. when things just don't go your way... go alongside with time... it helps... not always... but it does... helps...
whole body aches when i wake up... haha... not worrying about it though... i've a strong feeling that all will be well... or maybe it's because i simply don't have time to care? woke up a little later than usual with a cold tingling down my spine ya~... my feet hurts... my chest hurts... and okay~ maybe my heart hurts a little...
but do i really have time for these? nope. i decided. exams are coming... better deal with them before i do anything stupid or which i should not be doing... haha!
glad to know you are going to score for your test. hehe! hard work does pay off ya?
tomorrow will be a better day~
your hair was once that long?
nothing's up people. everything is down, all the way down, perhaps... upside down.
there's nothing today. nothing in particular. school ended early. went home early. went out early. bought a new mouse and it's crap. needed a connector in order to use it. so i have to get a connector tomorrow i guess... hais...
ooo.. ya... saw you on the bus today... still so little hair ar... haha... just joking... glad time has sorted out all the possible and impossible disputes... i guess.. when things just don't go your way... go alongside with time... it helps... not always... but it does... helps...
whole body aches when i wake up... haha... not worrying about it though... i've a strong feeling that all will be well... or maybe it's because i simply don't have time to care? woke up a little later than usual with a cold tingling down my spine ya~... my feet hurts... my chest hurts... and okay~ maybe my heart hurts a little...
but do i really have time for these? nope. i decided. exams are coming... better deal with them before i do anything stupid or which i should not be doing... haha!
glad to know you are going to score for your test. hehe! hard work does pay off ya?
tomorrow will be a better day~
your hair was once that long?
Sunday, October 19, 2003
where are the pictures?
haha. don't ask me. me myself is not too sure either. but one thing's for sure. the link to the pictures are down.... so... that leads me to getting them out of this thing... no pictures... sob!
today's cool man... went soccer early in the morning... had breakfast before i go... with the mindset i will not vomit them all out halfwa through... haha! soccer was fun! 1st match 2nd match and so on....
until a tragic happened! i was knocked out by the opponent's knee... collapse onto the ground and had trouble breathing. it was like... his kneee sink into my chest right between the rib cage... woah~ terrible feeling... i must have looked dreadful... haha. i was involved in some more accidents later on... so that explains the bruises... keke... what to do~ hais... i am weak.
yup yup... new specs on the way... crazy sunday...
during that very particular moment when i collaspe, i thought of you. =)
a pathetic cliche?
haha. don't ask me. me myself is not too sure either. but one thing's for sure. the link to the pictures are down.... so... that leads me to getting them out of this thing... no pictures... sob!
today's cool man... went soccer early in the morning... had breakfast before i go... with the mindset i will not vomit them all out halfwa through... haha! soccer was fun! 1st match 2nd match and so on....
until a tragic happened! i was knocked out by the opponent's knee... collapse onto the ground and had trouble breathing. it was like... his kneee sink into my chest right between the rib cage... woah~ terrible feeling... i must have looked dreadful... haha. i was involved in some more accidents later on... so that explains the bruises... keke... what to do~ hais... i am weak.
yup yup... new specs on the way... crazy sunday...
during that very particular moment when i collaspe, i thought of you. =)
a pathetic cliche?
Wednesday, October 15, 2003
hehe
test just over. i'm glad it's over. written alot of crap. thinking back, it's been quite soem time since i write so much things, english stuffs. hehe...
from the day i last posted until now. it's been a hectic period i must say. projects presentation projects presentations projects presentation projects presentation
but one subject is down. hehe.
one more to go.
the thing now is i must start revising before i might just get things out of control ya... if you know what i mean... haha... it's strange how things can be so not to your control when you lose the hang of it... i wan to grab hold of the things i want!!!
anyway... go do my stuffs liao... dun noe when i will post again... maybe tml maybe later... maybe... 1 week... maybe i won't even get the chance... HEHEEEEEE
a promise, i promised to keep
test just over. i'm glad it's over. written alot of crap. thinking back, it's been quite soem time since i write so much things, english stuffs. hehe...
from the day i last posted until now. it's been a hectic period i must say. projects presentation projects presentations projects presentation projects presentation
but one subject is down. hehe.
one more to go.
the thing now is i must start revising before i might just get things out of control ya... if you know what i mean... haha... it's strange how things can be so not to your control when you lose the hang of it... i wan to grab hold of the things i want!!!
anyway... go do my stuffs liao... dun noe when i will post again... maybe tml maybe later... maybe... 1 week... maybe i won't even get the chance... HEHEEEEEE
a promise, i promised to keep
Wednesday, October 08, 2003
slacking, more than what it should be
so slack sia! finally i typed www.blogspot.com and decided to post something. before this blog just rots. haha
no mood to do anything today. almost deciding upon waking up this morning that. i shall touch no project. touch no work. touch no book. i know this is not facing up to reality. i must do my project. blah blah blah. irritating shit. grRrR... hate it.
goodness gracious. my sore throat is back! gotta grab some fisherman... u noe u noe?
hais...
yep i know. my archive's gone crazy. i decided to leave it. till something inspires me to do something about it. i need inspirations in my life.
turning and tossing
so slack sia! finally i typed www.blogspot.com and decided to post something. before this blog just rots. haha
no mood to do anything today. almost deciding upon waking up this morning that. i shall touch no project. touch no work. touch no book. i know this is not facing up to reality. i must do my project. blah blah blah. irritating shit. grRrR... hate it.
goodness gracious. my sore throat is back! gotta grab some fisherman... u noe u noe?
hais...
yep i know. my archive's gone crazy. i decided to leave it. till something inspires me to do something about it. i need inspirations in my life.
turning and tossing
Friday, October 03, 2003
simple lerthargic
phew. woke up with a heavy head this morning. at first, i didn't want to go to school. but i still made it because of some reasons. haha.
october is the month where i have lots of memories within. it's the month i always fall sick without fail, serious. and now i've just taken my medicine. yup, that's right. i am sick.
*cough*
this year is a bit different. so different. damn the freaking difference. i hate it. hais.
cool it man. i tell myself. i have to cool it. hais hais hais hais hais hais hais hais hais hais hais
you weren't here. i guess you will never be
phew. woke up with a heavy head this morning. at first, i didn't want to go to school. but i still made it because of some reasons. haha.
october is the month where i have lots of memories within. it's the month i always fall sick without fail, serious. and now i've just taken my medicine. yup, that's right. i am sick.
*cough*
this year is a bit different. so different. damn the freaking difference. i hate it. hais.
cool it man. i tell myself. i have to cool it. hais hais hais hais hais hais hais hais hais hais hais
you weren't here. i guess you will never be
Thursday, October 02, 2003
hypertension at ease
felt at ease today. Completed two reports in a row. haha. It's amazing how pressure can make one focus and do their job. It's amazing how pressure can make one jump up and down panicking.
phew.
first half of the day, I must have looked pathetic. haha. Can't be helped. Slept late. But was kinda glad that i watched the match. good play by both teams. game ended 1-3. the away team won. haha. *clap clap*
slashed off two reports. two presentations coming up. but i hope i can take a breather now and tomorrow. at least, now till tomorrow....
pleaseeeeeeeeeee
O_O
Zzz...
into my subconsciousness
felt at ease today. Completed two reports in a row. haha. It's amazing how pressure can make one focus and do their job. It's amazing how pressure can make one jump up and down panicking.
phew.
first half of the day, I must have looked pathetic. haha. Can't be helped. Slept late. But was kinda glad that i watched the match. good play by both teams. game ended 1-3. the away team won. haha. *clap clap*
slashed off two reports. two presentations coming up. but i hope i can take a breather now and tomorrow. at least, now till tomorrow....
pleaseeeeeeeeeee
O_O
Zzz...
into my subconsciousness
Wednesday, October 01, 2003
Where or when
When you're awake
The things you think come from the dreams you dream.
Thought has wings,
And lots of things are seldom what they seem.
Sometimes you think you've lived before
All that you live today.
Things you do come back to you,
As though they knew the way.
Oh, the tricks your mind can play !
It seems we stood and talked like this before.
We looked at each other in the same way then,
But i can't remember where or when.
The clothes you're wearing are the clothes you wore.
The smile you are smiling when you were smiling then,
But i can't remember when or when.
Some things that happen for the first time,
Seem to be happening again.
And so it seems that we have met before,
and laughed before,
and loved before,
But who knows Where or when !
Cooking is often orchestral.
When you're awake
The things you think come from the dreams you dream.
Thought has wings,
And lots of things are seldom what they seem.
Sometimes you think you've lived before
All that you live today.
Things you do come back to you,
As though they knew the way.
Oh, the tricks your mind can play !
It seems we stood and talked like this before.
We looked at each other in the same way then,
But i can't remember where or when.
The clothes you're wearing are the clothes you wore.
The smile you are smiling when you were smiling then,
But i can't remember when or when.
Some things that happen for the first time,
Seem to be happening again.
And so it seems that we have met before,
and laughed before,
and loved before,
But who knows Where or when !
Cooking is often orchestral.
disingenuous
haha. wasn't very clever of me to tell my father that it isn't me that broke his things. and that i am not in any mood and interested to go for a holiday currently. why plan early? when what is planned, usually fails. and the saying goes ' failing to plan is planning to fail' wrong. u asshole.
HAHA
school was alright. duh~ which school day doesn't ? keke. tend to look things on the brighter side now. it won't hurt abit now.
:)
today is one school day that i carry such strong desire to go home as early as i can. tired arhs. they call it buay tong ar... haha. dun noe why also. maybe i slept late? hmm... not sure though...
ah! hungry. got to wait for dinner. hais. i'm tired i'm tired i'm tired i'm tired i'm tired...
to what extent does time distort memory?
haha. wasn't very clever of me to tell my father that it isn't me that broke his things. and that i am not in any mood and interested to go for a holiday currently. why plan early? when what is planned, usually fails. and the saying goes ' failing to plan is planning to fail' wrong. u asshole.
HAHA
school was alright. duh~ which school day doesn't ? keke. tend to look things on the brighter side now. it won't hurt abit now.
:)
today is one school day that i carry such strong desire to go home as early as i can. tired arhs. they call it buay tong ar... haha. dun noe why also. maybe i slept late? hmm... not sure though...
ah! hungry. got to wait for dinner. hais. i'm tired i'm tired i'm tired i'm tired i'm tired...
to what extent does time distort memory?
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