Friday, March 27, 2009

let's try harder

shall we?

listening to Jolin Tsai's butterfly album
at this time of the day
something wrong right?
but then, what to do when you just came out from the shower?

i can't really get myself to continue my 5 pages essay, so yeah...

on hindsight, i think April is hell month for me
i also don't know why
but it just appears so
exams and tests and perhaps, more upsets and scoldings along the way

i guess that's just how life is, for me at least

:)

philosophical stuffs are always needed to motivate oneself into doing something. what "aim for the star, even if you fail, you will still hit the sky." and "begin with the end in mind." and "to prepare is to succeed" oh yes oh yes, my favourite, "the only way to win is to cheat" and the little desk calendar that says for the month of march "if you focus results, you will never change. if you focus on change, you will get results."

often i go "woooo" how true. but really. how often do these little phrases really work their way into lives. not for me for sure. i always end up nowhere near i want to be.

i want my first class hons! (in economics) although i suck in math and english. but that's okay. i have my cheat sheets.

i want my picanto! although i don't know where this thought came from, i just thought picanto might be the best deal in the market at current times.

but really, can it satisfy anyone? that gets "high" with speed. that needs the adrenaline rush everytime he/she enters PIE, KPE, TPE, SLE, BKE, CTE, ECP or AYE ?

i'm really a very very very internationally reowned bad driver. i get honked at everywhere my drive goes. but i don't honk people. good right?

oh well.

time for dreams.
and that's what makes humans noble.

人因想而伟大

dream of my perfect life.
even if i don't hit any stars,
it's still my sky where i land

:)

let's just take a quick peek at "heavenly" month, so hell doesn't seem so bad...