Monday, January 31, 2005

oh god...

yes, when fish posts one too many in a day.

it has gotta mean that the day is terrible for him.

he's not enjoying today.

and of course, today sucks.

monday blues.

haiz.

good night.

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this wouldn't hurt a bit

and what were you thinking? *grins

yeah, one little teeneeee weeeneeee post before i leave my home for the day.
oh my god. did i say MY? i'm so sorry. my dad's home for the day. and hmm, won't be home till midnight? oh come on. who really cares about me and my time of home-arrival.

gosh. thanks buddy. you've reminded me that if i took the term tests, i have to take back those term tests. and hokay. results then.

i might get good results. i might get bad. it's the latter that i'm expecting. WHY? 'COS THIS FISH HERE IS SO DISTRACTED DURING THE TERM TEST. that's why. oh well, heck it lah. like they say. there's always other components to cover up the term test. look on the brighter side. seems dim though.

did i say i was distracted? distracted with what? by what? hmmm. friends and some other nonsense shit.

oh my god.
i'm starting to regret that i didn't study well for my term test. regrets eh. too late lah brother. *pat pat*
*sit at one corner*
BOOO HOOOOOO~

today is such a short day. like i'm left with half a day to rot. no life. and the temperature ain't making things any better. looks hot out there. is it? i don't know. haven't step out of the enclosure. oh well. what to do.

time to enjoy some water sprinkling.
time to go to schooooooooooooooool.
time to search for new pictures.......

so yeah.

good luck.
good day.
good bye.

do you love him, or me...

Monday, January 24, 2005

yes? no?

if all decision making consists of only two options, things might be easier. life can be simpler. and of course, it's either the correct decision or the wrong one.

we make decisions. often, we disappoint others. okay. not "we". shall use the term "i". i disappoint people. *nods head* i see alot of people doing that already. hokay. i'm sorry.

i thought ya, one post before i go to bed, one post after i bathe. one post after i keep my books. and one post, before the sun comes out.

it's has just came to me that, everyone has their own shit in their lame life. it's not how you handle the shit. it's how you flush the shit away. get this clear. even if you flush the shit away, the toilet bowl may still carry stains. those little brown dots? yeah, the imperfections of life. smelly eh ? nope. IT STINKS.

so yeah. tomorrow or rather 10 hours from now, i'll be sitting for some call-it-open-book test that is only 30%. give me one good reason why i should study for it and not work harder on my project.

reason?

'cos i might fail my project. hell knows.heaven knows. everyone knows that i don't do good in this kind of subject call 100% COURSEWORK.YAY!!!!!!. fish chen is there, sighing his way out, oh hell no~

why? 'cos i hate consistency. that's why.

perception error? whatever you call it. fuck it.

so how? if you failed you start from the beginning.

find your true love.
true love rejects you.

go back.

find your true love.

failed

find your true love.

gone.

find your true love.

realising that you're reaching the peak.

last words..

live each day, as if tomorrow never comes.

and last question.

earn so much money for what? tomorrow may not come also WHAT.

zo lor, wo men zhou XIAN.

sounds so cool.

ba da da da da aaaaaa

i'm loving it.

=D

good night ladies and gentlemen...

things always gets complicated...

Saturday, January 22, 2005

and you just don't understand, do you?

sounds familiar eh? maybe not to you. but to me, definitely. i've been hearing this from several people and yes, at different occassions, and it just occur to me, what is it that i simply don't understand? you tell me, now.

the weather's a killer. my brain hurts, my stomach aches and i feel ton of a shit head. just turn and look out of your window. there's plenty of sunlight. unhealthy. they kills. they suck the water out of your body, which you need. and no. i'm not going out to face the sun.

but there's many people out there. i could be the lucky one being sheltered from the sun. but who cares. i need to go out and complete my stuffs.

that's the negative side of my life. the positive? i am able to give myself some time to type here while the world is rotating.

i've been keeping things to myself at a very extreme level. i don't tell things to anyone now. and it kinda hurts my emotional ability. it really does. so if i don't tell anyone, i just type it out here?

words ain't gonna describe what my thoughts are. words describe what my actions are, and my actions will be.

emotionally? how do you feel emotionally? empty? filled with love and things liddat? awwww~ man.. if i go on like this, i'll never achieved what i want. so yeah, i guess i have to skip all this phases.

when you're feeling like one of a shit head, you'd love to play some games and let it out. recalling, i do have fun times. it's not about who wins or who loses. it's about how much you've let out.

of course, winning will be a factor of how much you've let out.

do you understand me ?

really.

buaiz.

rather awkward, it really needs two hands to clap...

Saturday, January 15, 2005

no, i don't want to study

yes! i'm looking forward as the lions conquers the mouse.

that is, Singapore vs Indonesia tomorrow. Live at 7.30. i'm there to watch it. muahahaha. people, pray for me, i might be killed by indonesians, given my uncontrollable "hao lian". and i said, i'm proud? haha.

so whatever.

just whack hard hard on indonesia, confirm win.

eat your pork chops.

hokay, enough of that. today the sun is once again merciless, tell me why...but then, as i'm typing this. super cooling "leh". so ya, forgive the sun. =)

I LOVE HER. SHE DON'T LOVE ME. HOW. I AM GOING TO DIEEEEEE. HOW HOW HOW.

sob sob.

how touching.

but wait!

I LOVE HIM. I DON'T THINK HE KNOWS. HOW?!!!!

hokay. so who's at fault?

haha.

did anyone watch tian cai go go go? should watch it people. really is dumb. are you dumb? haha.

so yeah, watching zhong yi da ge da. better. always got the "babes". freaky.

it's the term test! and i'm gonna study on monday!
YAY!

why? 'cos, today, busy writing out new-year-list and helping my mother do household chores.

"AWWWWWWWWWWWWW~ so sweeeet" yes i heard you say it. some where deep in your heart. i know i know.... =D

and tomorrow? all out to support the lions people!

so yeah, i'm left with monday morning. freaky.

what about now?

i'm TURNING in.

good night

good bye.

you don't need good command of english to let him know your feelings...

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

http://users.skynet.be/marc-lam/


i'm proud


and yes, i love to boast. muahahahaha.

if anyone believe that, do please drop a comment at the comment(0) there, at the end of this post.

i'd really like to find out. s-e-r-i-o-u-s-l-y

oh yah. let's get back to work.

oh ya! btw, that was the first thought i woke up with today.

hokay hokay, back to the main thing.

look at the sun man. no mercy. for today lah. if i'm going to heaven somehow, when i die, i am bound to slaughter the sun. for the good of man kind. alright, on days as such. hooray! cheers! i'm beginning to hear them. *bow* thank you thank you.

oh well, it wouldn't have been made possible without you all. *smoooooch*

correct huh? there will be no good without the bad, understand this, master this, and you will be like me. make people feel good. don't feel good yourself. be bad. real bad. so that you can help ALOT of others to be really good people. =)

so, be a bad ass today. and yup. if you're SO smart enough from the beginning.

MAKE ME A GOOD PERSON. muahahahaa.

oh well, projects projects projects.

after that? term test, term test term test.

holy shit.

every semester it's always liddat. i kinda miss PBL. but NO~~~ PBL sucks.

so hokay, i'm alright with the routines.

we're all slaves to routines, aren't we?

hehe.

note.

if you're a chinese, i'm your friend. do say hi to me. if not, i'll say hi to you.
if you're a malay. i won't say hi to you. but if you know me, being nice, please say hi to me.
if you're a indian. i will try to look for you. even if i found you, i wouldn't say hi. and OH PLEASE COME ON, if you know me, DON'T TALK TO ME. you're perfect by doing that.

and just in case, you're in the middle of nowhere. you're my best friend =)

ciao~

take care peeps.

drink lotsa water today.

buaiz.

=)

and for all it may seem, the pitcher is full...

Thursday, January 06, 2005

when women rules out man

this calls for cohesiveness. haha.

hokay. not the right way to start my post.

so yeah.

my god! i'm tired today. like anyone does. can sleep anywhere. so yup, just as expected, slept all the way from tampines interchange to bedok interchange. had a really nice rest. and slept all the way back, till simei that is. can you imagine how worn out i am. oh god. pity me.

like any other eight am sessions, i always sit up straight on my "tee lum" and watch out of the window. thinking, yeah, the sun's not out yet. i should lie back down. but. NO~~~ i got to attend RITA's class. for goodness sake. it's a LAB session. cannot afford to be absent. and NO~~~ had to do all the dumb work.

it's not like i don't to do work. but who does work at eight AM ? alright. Fish.Chen.Binte.Ahmad.Sheares.SundraMoothi does his work at eight AM.

hmm long name ain't it? haha.

so ya, that's practically my day. today. till now. don't want to blog when the bachelor's on. funny isn't it? always blog on the day when there's bachelor. and NO~~~ i don't watch the bachelor. my sister does. i sit beside her.

comparison time ! one man watching twenty-five ladies, and one girl watching one man. tell me which group of people is the creator of the bachelor targeting. and yes.. tAAAa dAAA~ the answer. Ladies, of course. =)

if bi equals to two, so that makes Bisexuals having two sexes? okay. then i'm Bisexual. haha. or did i get the terms wrong? hmmmm.... *ponders... think think think... sips a little honey...

fuckerise people, fockerise.

how do you actually tell?

when...

that person's likings is almost similar to yours. be it author of books, genre of cds. whatever. anything.

when a happening five day week, three of which, the top he wears is of the same colour as you.

when, yes, twenty four hours a day, you are still seeing him after eight thirty PM.

and of course, sms crap to each other. and yes of course again, this, most prolly you will know it clearest yourself.

you always argue with him? this is one point, still trying to be proven

he's always smiling around you

you always feel happy around him

you stroke your hair always, and he turns to look at you...

almost there, the rest you people figure it yourself...

i wonder...

if she know,
you're looking from afar.. at her.. (DUH~)
if she know,
you're caring for her... without her knowing..
if she know,
you seem to be around when she's near..
if she know,
you are always thinking about her...

bye.

take care people ! =)

it's gonna be a busy weekend.

taking the extra mile, going the distance...

Tuesday, January 04, 2005

'ma com's down

so yes, that would means i'm disconnected from the world when i'm at home. but who cares right, I CARE. haha. freaking need a repair done soon. by this weekend. definitely.

so yup, i'm now in school. crazy time. like 8:50pm? maybe i should head home. and then i'll feel better. stay in school, also nothing to do. might as well go home, and sleep my ass off.

but being the good 'o me. i stayed back. why. simple 'cos i keep thinking back that i'd have nothing to do. that's why. i'm in school.

okay. i'm going round in circles.

but basically, i don't like to be intruded when i blog.
so you know, try blogging in school, is like letting the Administrator sees this part.
oh ya, she'd better see this part.

asssssss

holeeeee..

if you have any memory of any sort, you'd have tell it came from this movie entitled "meet the fuckers" or fockers. or fuckers. oh nvm. whatever. fuckers fockers. it's one hilarious movie. and of course, happening movie as well.

gayed.

oh well, thought i can get down to do some project stuffs. but no! i can't... i'm starting to feel stupid and loss-of-memory today.
'cos i simply can't remember what thoughts i have for the day.
and therefore, unable to type it down.

but there's one interesting one.

and i'll like to end with it.

tell me.

why do girls wear jeans? =P

oh well, eyes hurting

good night.

bye for now.

take care.

the music of the night....