Friday, May 30, 2008

counting down

it's always about counting down
counting down to your ORD date
counting down to your next travel date
counting down to your "whatever" date

the point?
it's almost like an excuse to do something
counting down to ORD, slack
counting down to traveling, join the sales figures
counting down to dates, go doll up

lots of important dates coming up
forms to be mailed
checkups to pass
notes to note
and tests, exams to prepare

seriously, why must polytechnic graduates
take the QET
it's like so hard, can
starting to hate this institute/campus/graveyard

but oh well
for the value that can be added
i must take it, or leave it, which coincidentally is not an option
so study for it

it's friday
study can wait
relax will come and work soon follow
i'm not moon lighting but just considering

thanks guys for the help
thanks guys for not helping as well
this is gonna be a one man show
this is all so random

this post has no objective
really, very random
but i don't care
and why should you?

ignorance is bliss
elegance is attitude
be blessed with attitude
start living elegantly and ignorantly

so i shall go play my game
just like the good old young me
the youth needs to be maintained
and you're still beautiful

enjoy the weekends!

to realise the value of friends, is to start losing one,
to start losing one, ask me, i've sincerely realised the value of friends
some you can live without
some you definitely must miss and remember

you are the one...

Sunday, May 25, 2008

tranquil night life

away from the buzz
clear of the dud-doom-dud
cleanse of ah-ooh-ahhhh
free from all burdens

good morning
sunday's looking worse than saturday
saturdays are stressful, tired and warm
it is always about fulfillment

but everything's quiet now
everything's silent
stress has gone away
but will come back anyway

so let me enjoy this moment
surfing around
typing away
just let me be

sometimes you would really enjoy this
just u, yourself and whoever is in your mind
you don't need the waves, too drama
you don't need the shoooosh, too shoooosh

it's like jogging and listening to your favourite tune
just the tempo you need, just the pace you like
just the shoes you fit, just the exertness you prefer
just the speed of you, just the thoughts of you

GSS started, what are you waiting for?
if not now, then when?
even 2nd hand goods looks damn good
even stress needs to shun away

so good luck, have fun
all be well
all be good
all be sleeping safe and sound

love you

don't read me, there is no other meaning...

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

stop second guessing

my ass.
no i am not in a bad mood.
it's just that i am beginning to realise what is paranoia
quite big a word, you know what that means, don't suspect

just back from this "Life Beyond Army" kinda thing
telling us how singapore has shaped up when we're cooped up
oh well, basically telling us which industry to slog your life for
and how, to successfully be one of the many

nothing much to look forward
except the biggest day of the year, this year
been waiting and waiting and waiting
some of you are already past it, ORD lor...

can't really do much
tired after hours of PSP-gaming
abit dumb, but it's fun
so don't cast me out

oh well, hungry liao
dinner's serving
donuts coming
and i am waiting

best wishes :)

i don't want a PS3, i want a Mazda 3...

Friday, May 02, 2008

labour day

was yesterday.
a terribly horrifying start to the month.
totally cannot describe it in words, but tears only.
today's a nightmare.

thought for much to type
but i'll just leave it in my head
read happy things
and feeling better already

the world is turning
everyone's moving around
doing things, creating things
making things happen

but i am just here
doing nothing
thinking of nothing
feeling so empty

i guess i have an ego but what backs that ego?
i guess i claim i read but what have i read?
i guess i feel empty but what have i done to fill it up?
i guess i make things happen but what have i done to prevent the stupid and bad things from happening?

yeah, so just face it
money don't drop from the sky
or it just did?
Govt. just did?

well, sadly, it's gone
woosh just like that
BHG got sales, new movies are out
games are out, see? the world's moving

but i'm not, the money's still in
hate crowdy sales,
seeking alternatives to movies and games
i'm stagnant, im-potent, resist changes, and please pardon my tactlessly crudeness

good off day to those on off
take care, rest well for those on MC
happy days ahead for those whom enjoyed their previous
top grades for those in studies

:)

don't quote me, don't bring up my past, 'cos i hate them all...