a little space i call my own

labour day

was yesterday.
a terribly horrifying start to the month.
totally cannot describe it in words, but tears only.
today's a nightmare.

thought for much to type
but i'll just leave it in my head
read happy things
and feeling better already

the world is turning
everyone's moving around
doing things, creating things
making things happen

but i am just here
doing nothing
thinking of nothing
feeling so empty

i guess i have an ego but what backs that ego?
i guess i claim i read but what have i read?
i guess i feel empty but what have i done to fill it up?
i guess i make things happen but what have i done to prevent the stupid and bad things from happening?

yeah, so just face it
money don't drop from the sky
or it just did?
Govt. just did?

well, sadly, it's gone
woosh just like that
BHG got sales, new movies are out
games are out, see? the world's moving

but i'm not, the money's still in
hate crowdy sales,
seeking alternatives to movies and games
i'm stagnant, im-potent, resist changes, and please pardon my tactlessly crudeness

good off day to those on off
take care, rest well for those on MC
happy days ahead for those whom enjoyed their previous
top grades for those in studies

:)

don't quote me, don't bring up my past, 'cos i hate them all...