it's a rainy day... again

love rainy days

really do

cool and chilly

makes bed activities more encouraging, motivating and exhausting

and enjoying every bit of it

chill people

enjoy the rain

while i still can

...

rainy mid-week

rain rain go away

come again another day

if not rain till i need to fetch my dear can?

if not ar... ride motorbike wet wet and dangerous leh...

holidays coming to an end - for me

but for those coming back from infected countries

probably another seven days of holiday

good or not? i don't know

see whether the student garang or not lah...

but being kids

probably yes :)

who wouldn't want extended breaks?

after being taken off school for 4 weeks

sure have problem going back to school one

like me, after ns 2 years, zzz to school books already

but still able to cope

able to graduate i hope

shouldn't be a problem

unless something wicked happen

oh well

nothing much on the news

and pretty much the same old boring stomps

time to nap

don't want to waste the perfect weather

chilll~

go confidently in the direction of your dreams

live the life you have imagined

but i do not have what it takes...

This drama is currently airing...

It's "The King of Snooker"

picture from Dramawiki.

All i need to know is that it is a drama serial comprising of 20 episodes surrounding the theme of snooker. I don't really watch hong kong drama serials that extensively but i guess this is one of the few that i will complete it.

Only completed 7 episodes and still not falling asleep. Yes, i'm going to admit i sleep when watching drama. But this is keeping me awake. perhaps it's the snooker actions involved in the show. And quite a number of philosophical issues being touched on. Overall, quite a predictable show with a pace that is to my comfort. More comments after i watch on, if i don't sleep or stop halfway.

Sypnosis (Dramawiki)

The all-conquering snooker player Yau Yat Kiu (Adam Cheng) takes everyone by surprise when he suddenly retires from the snooker world. This comes as a huge disappointed to her daughter Yau Ka Kan (Niki Chow), who has always wanted to follow in his footsteps. She feels bewildered too, for although Kiu pretends he does not care about the snooker any more, he has set up an extremely difficult game in his restaurant. His purpose cannot be more obvious: he is waiting for someone to solve the game. Kiu comes to know Kan Tze Him (Patrick Tang) by chance. Noticing his flair for the snooker, Kiu decides to make an exception for Him and teaches him all he knows about the game. Later, Kan manages to persuade her father into taking her in as well.

Him fancies Kan, but she is fond of Lui Kin Chung (Derek Kwok), Kiu's bitter foe. Chung is a crafty person. In order to win the game, he fools around with Him's aunt Chin To To (Joyce Tang), who is also Him's manager. Him falls out with Kiu because of Chung. Both master and disciple come to settle their scores on a snooker-table in the end.

yawn

Charlene Choi - 二缺一

nice song to end my day, today :)

it's like life's a fairy tale, no more.

it's like noone's a prince, nor a princess anymore.

everyone is just everyone.

it's always nice to read and know

that people are doing well and doing fine

and that people are actually living each day

doing the best they can

it really feels good to know

that everyone's okay

although it maybe just superficial

but yeah, at least it's something, to begin with

then perhaps i should be okay too.

sadly, unfortunately, as always, i am not.

but won't get to that.

just leave it as that.

anyways, the vicious cycle continues

learning phase has ended

and exams are coming!

time for the mugging period

time to realise the honours dream

before i really start to feel so worthless

so helpless in what i can only do now

or really? is that all i can do?

people are facing pressures from everywhere, everyday

how do they deal with it?

how do they actually deal with the craziness stress always provide?

how do they deal with the anxiety, the sweaty palms, the constant pressure?

perhaps i can do read-ups on that

and share with people

but then, it's the worthless, useless me

me? advising people to cope with stress? bullshit.

oh well.

i'm crazy.

i should just go jump.

and not harm people.

:)

tata.

personal emotion disorder is not a crime...

let's try harder

shall we?

listening to Jolin Tsai's butterfly album

at this time of the day

something wrong right?

but then, what to do when you just came out from the shower?

i can't really get myself to continue my 5 pages essay, so yeah...

on hindsight, i think April is hell month for me

i also don't know why

but it just appears so

exams and tests and perhaps, more upsets and scoldings along the way

i guess that's just how life is, for me at least

:)

philosophical stuffs are always needed to motivate oneself into doing something. what "aim for the star, even if you fail, you will still hit the sky." and "begin with the end in mind." and "to prepare is to succeed" oh yes oh yes, my favourite, "the only way to win is to cheat" and the little desk calendar that says for the month of march "if you focus results, you will never change. if you focus on change, you will get results."

often i go "woooo" how true. but really. how often do these little phrases really work their way into lives. not for me for sure. i always end up nowhere near i want to be.

i want my first class hons! (in economics) although i suck in math and english. but that's okay. i have my cheat sheets.

i want my picanto! although i don't know where this thought came from, i just thought picanto might be the best deal in the market at current times.

but really, can it satisfy anyone? that gets "high" with speed. that needs the adrenaline rush everytime he/she enters PIE, KPE, TPE, SLE, BKE, CTE, ECP or AYE ?

i'm really a very very very internationally reowned bad driver. i get honked at everywhere my drive goes. but i don't honk people. good right?

oh well.

time for dreams.

and that's what makes humans noble.

人因梦想而伟大

dream of my perfect life.

even if i don't hit any stars,

it's still my sky where i land

:)

let's just take a quick peek at "heavenly" month, so hell doesn't seem so bad...