a little space i call my own

sigh

have been really sighing these few days. don't really know the reason. just feel like doing it. sigh. it helps relieve my body tension perhaps. haha. i don't know. hmm. is it unhealthy? i also don't know. seems like i don't know a lot of things in this world. but one thing's for sure. i am sighing really hard.

went out these couple of days. can't really stay at home. haha. actually, staying at home can be done. but having received requests to go out and i am not strong in rejecting people so i went out. broke. yes. broke i am. haha. but still went out. at least i still have pride. man's killer. one's killer. pride.

played pool today. felt really long since i actually held a cue stick. this long long thing you hold to strike the balls into the designated pockets. the rules is too long. haha. suddenly, lost interest in it. but i still win. haha. the skills never left me. but i was merely more like distracted by the people of the next table. haha. guess. make a brilliant and smart guess. you can do it. *winks*

you know? you had any idea? how boring is life. or rather. ever wondered how to make it interesting? haha. not saying i am thinking of this right now. this question just flashed past my brain. while i am typing. it shot past. not leaving a trace of its own as i forget about it as i end this sentence.

wondering how is everybody. wondering how is she. haha. is she doing fine? is she okay? is she hanging out with her friends? is she having problems? is she working? is she doing well? is she sick? how is she? just in the world. how is she? haha. okok. how are you then? are you doing well? i am not bias. HEHE.

it's a story about a boy and his mother and his father. okay. the whole family. haha. the moral of the story is there. never give up that kinda thing if you know what i mean. haha. this stupid turtle story is getting right there into my brain. never will i forget it. but i think i will by tomorrow. haha. so no point right? but. at least i did bother to think through it for a few hours. haha. so there's still point in doing so.

thanks for the emails ya. thanks for almost everything. this is a good place to thank anybody, everybody without having to give a present. haha.

you know?

you are nice.

you know?

the sky today is nice.

you know?

i doubt.

you know?

you never know.

you know?

going to miss you so.

you know?

i love clouds.

HEHE.

take care.

=)

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