a little space i call my own

it's out there

everything is out there. yup. everything. haha. what i have in here is so freaking limited. really. very limited. haha. what i need is forever out there in that big world. it's up for me. and only me. to grab hold of things out there. okok. maybe i need a help from all of you beautiful people. but where are you guys? gosh~

today's okay okay. the sun rise. i woke up. ate breakfast and stuffs. watch tv. and just simply rest on the chair. haha. woke up suddenly. me, do not know the reason. maybe it's the scorching sun. maybe it's the neighbour. freaking neighbours. haha. hmm. don't know. but the bottomline is. it's just another day.

i never think today. i hardly moved today. this body is aching with the two enormous hurting blisters. haha. haiya. nvm la. no one cares also. and i mean. NOONE. yes. =)

sometimes i just lost track of what i am typing and i just go on and on and on. this is bad. i ain't thinking when i am typing. or i am thinking too much when i am typing. i typed testimonials. and i've lost track of what i typed. and i just clicked ''add''. what is wrong? haha. maybe it's because of the stupid box being so small or just another lack of focus of me. i don't know.

the blisters are still there. bloody red. and they hurt. haha.

the mp3s are playing. i don't know the songs. but i know i enjoyed them. music with no heavy drums or cymbals. just music. no vocals. just music. haha. dum dum dum...

it's been recently. and i mean recently. i found out i carried such enormous attitude problem. sigh. i didn't even realise that until someone told me. haha. i looked like i deserve a wacking or just beat me to death kinda thing when i make comments or when i say something. true enough. i take it. and i swear. i will try to improve this lousy attitude of mine. haha. but really. sorry. haha. i really didn't know.

well, typed so much. not saying i need a rest. but the tv's show on.

still, no job.

hardly speak a word today. but typed thousands of them.

in need of help.

painful.

they say you are full of attitude, i think i am full of SHIT...