a little space i call my own

when you don't want to wake up

yup. today's the day. the day when i don't want to wake up. haha. don't know about you people out there. but it's me. for some unknown reasons, i just don't want to wake up this morning. but i did. i woke up like 11am? actually i stood up and went for a pee at 9am. but i just couldn't be bothered with those ''eh? so early today?'' and i just went back to sleep till 11am.

yes. those sms are fantastic sleep killers. haha. kill off your sleep. or is it mine ain't polyphonic? so they sound rather sharp to the ear. and that's it. i've been awaken. haha.

did nothing much today. or. should i say. nothing at all. haha. well, played games the whole day. in front of the television and maybe sometimes the computer. at times i went out for a quick lunch. so, it is almost equivilant to nothing at all being done. haha.

but! yes. but! yesterday was a great day. yes. it's a great day yesterday. hang out with my buddy ya~ haha. walk alot. or rather. stand alot. legs ain't tired at all. i don't know why. haha. don't ask me. just not tired. had fun. at least. better than being at home. home can be fun only if i miss it. haha. that's it.

it rained today. the rain that caused me several troubles. first, i had to eat my lunch under a block. alone. haha. great? nah. it was a shitty lunch. at first was planning to go home to have it. but the rain. so just finish it up under the block. what an experience i must say. haha. then what a coincidence. saw my sister with her heavy luggage. haha. guess it's the last day of school and she had to carry whatever she put in school back home. and gosh~ i had to help her carry her stuffs home. luckily, i had my lunch already. haha. goodness~ those things are heavy.

loners ain't loners. they just thought they are lonely. however, if they actually took the effort to think. yes. i mean really. think. squeeze those juices and think. they have alot alot alot of people around them. but how many of them are loners willling to talk to? interract. haha. maybe loners just ain't not ready to make friends. that makes them loners. and it is not other people doesn't wish to be their friend. everyone has friend and everyone need one. loners just condemned themselves from this world. and that sucks. haha. loners sucks.

i suck too.

=)

it's just... i'm missing you...