a little space i call my own

i've gave half of everything away

how to start? hmm. nothing to motivate me to blog today. never mind. i'll just start.

haha.

just wake up. droopy feeling. abit of a headache coming up. i don't care. haha. what's the point? i don't know how to prevent it from coming. if it feels like coming, i'll just ignore it.

the weather,now, abit of warmth amongst the coldness. maybe it ain't that cold. but i've just woke up. so i felt the cold. haha. but the sun is shining out there. i think it will be a hot day. a wonderful day to stay indoors, in a mall perhaps. but it's saturday. or maybe an air con room.

reviewed through those emails sent to me and those i've kept. nice emails i must say. haha. my selections. yup. and mostly were about love, about friends, about your attitude and stuffs. kind of helped me with reflecting on myself through these emails. sounds spastic. haha. but really. make me realise how full of shit i am. and far from being this saint we ought to be. haha.

yup. thanks for the email. grateful.

need to go get breakfast already. no breakfast, how to go on with the rest of the day? haha. hmm. the headache's coming. 'cause there's no breakfast. haha. okie okie. i'll go get something. geeezx.

this battle, i've lost.

and i'll never win again.

this is wrong.

this is not right.

radio is a nice companion.

almost perfect if there's no hissings.

haha.

anyway.

the clouds today are nice.

haha.

i love clouds.

so nice!

heard on the radio yesterday.

a song.

with this particular lyrics.

bei ai shi xing fu, ai ren shi tong ku.

(being love by someone is a blessing, loving someone is hell of a pain.)

yup.

thought i saw it on someone's web but can't remember who's.

so i just put it here. so i can refer to it again.

sometime later.

breakfast here i come!

ciaozx~

you are everything...