a little space i call my own

not as simple as it seems

yesterday was saturday. today is sunday. tomorrow will be monday. the day before saturday is friday. and i've start counting my days. definitely not going to like tomorrrow. why? simply because it's monday. mondays sucks. they never rules or rocks. unless there is something nice going on. something really nice, close to exciting would be great. haha. not saying watching movie is nice. but who you watch with that creates the whole new feeling. and of course, the movie itself must be good to bring out the feeling. haha.

saturday? oh. yesterday. it's okay. watched The Matrix: Revolutions. Kinda crappy. or it is really that crappy. not sure though. it has a journey to the west fighting scenes and a jesus christ ending. yesh. neo died like jesus. although the cross wasn't obvious. haha. good day. great day.

sunday is today. my mother making a superbly great fuss about the mess in my room. it's not messy to me. but it is to her. insisting to wake me up from the sleep and asking me to shift here and there. as the irritating vacuum cleaner sucks, i am still not willing to accept all these changes. haha. i just went out of the room. watch tv. and grab my breakfast. guess nothing is going to happen today. it's going be like this. no going today. not using no money as an excuse. just that i'm feeling out today. wierd. haha.

it looks like it will rain. the clouds. the smell of the air. no difference though. but still, i think it will rain. not because my leg hurts. haha. but my head hurts abit. giddy. haha. hmm. it just like one of those days. that you don't want to get up. you want to stay down. and perhaps. lying on the bed. if. there's a window. just look out. look at how the clouds float past the grids of your window. think. how did the clouds manage to do that? did they chose to do that? or is it because of the wind above? am i the cloud? waiting to be moved? or am i the wind. moving people. haha.

i love clouds...