the taste of defeat, ain't sweet
today, is full of defeats,
lost in life,
lost in studies,
lost my purpose.
just shut up.
the monitor, gleefully staring at me
my eyes, for once
was filled with tears
as they read between the lines.
just shut up.
i looked at the teacher
his hands ain't trembling with the paper
my friends passed me the yellow sheet
i trembled upon meeting the marks.
just shut up.
hopes seem far
facts seem near
i'm losing it
losing almost everything
just shut up.
lee hsien long talk for three hours
filled with nothing but empty claims
i talk for three hours
fill with empty claims that are nothing
just shut up.
thinking back, how long was it.
how long was it since i felt her.
i needed to.
i wanted to.
just shut up.
money don't come by easy.
work means money.
laziness is the killer.
mind you, lonliness kills too.
take care.
i might just go on.
but since the rain has stopped.
i see no reason.
so well,
good night.
i am afraid of responsibilities...
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