a little space i call my own

in fear, i presume

yup. finally got over the resume and application letter. done with it. finished with it. haha. although i understand that it's only for the good of me, i still can't help but grumble about it. haha. typical ain't i?

today's a freaky day. it was bright and shiny in the morning when i woke up. was going to school and a wonderful prediction of mine came true. it rained. haha. actually not so much of a prediction. but a forecast. the dark clouds were hovering above. haha.

school was fine. although i walk around and people commenting that how slack that i was wearing. ok fine. indeed. a tee, shorts, and slippers. like wow. so slack. haha. i don't even give it a shit.

you know. it's so funny. when someone says something. anything. a word, a phrase, a sentence, anything. it just strikes deep into your heart. how would you feel? fun right? the feeling of the pain in your heart. the heart bleeds. how does it feel? nice? shiok? haha.

so when that someone say that something. what on earth is that someone thinking? i tell you. that person actually is seeking some fun. he hopes to make people HURT. he's like a jerk. an asshole. a piece of black cow dung. shit him. do you know what he has done? he has just hurt someone. HURT someone. where? right in the HEART? who gives a damn. no one. pathetic.

does it applies to being too straightforward? do people like being straight to the point? or prefer beating around the stinky bush.

tell me about it. go find out. (i'm sounding like my law lecturer.)

haha.

take care ya peeps.

cool it...

an anger, so hard to let it out...