nice song to end my day, today :)
it's like life's a fairy tale, no more.
it's like noone's a prince, nor a princess anymore.
everyone is just everyone.
it's always nice to read and know
that people are doing well and doing fine
and that people are actually living each day
doing the best they can
it really feels good to know
that everyone's okay
although it maybe just superficial
but yeah, at least it's something, to begin with
then perhaps i should be okay too.
sadly, unfortunately, as always, i am not.
but won't get to that.
just leave it as that.
anyways, the vicious cycle continues
learning phase has ended
and exams are coming!
time for the mugging period
time to realise the honours dream
before i really start to feel so worthless
so helpless in what i can only do now
or really? is that all i can do?
people are facing pressures from everywhere, everyday
how do they deal with it?
how do they actually deal with the craziness stress always provide?
how do they deal with the anxiety, the sweaty palms, the constant pressure?
perhaps i can do read-ups on that
and share with people
but then, it's the worthless, useless me
me? advising people to cope with stress? bullshit.
oh well.
i'm crazy.
i should just go jump.
and not harm people.
:)
tata.
personal emotion disorder is not a crime...
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