a little space i call my own

yes, let people learn, not teach them

you know what. it really sucks. it seriously sucks. having the feeling of wanting to do a particular thing, yet you can't do it. you know. like a god damn big super duper ultra spikey durian stuck in your throat. yes. that serious. once you move, you are bleeding profusely. you can't speak. you can't move. that feeling sucks.

sigh. how i wish i am able to do the things that i really can do, and i really want to do.

a thrilling day. nevertheless, ended with a fulfilling chat. at least it's one thing i love to do, able to really find someone to sit down and talk to. really great a feeling. you know, those one to one, talking sessions. and both sides feel enriched. okay, i don't know about the other, but yes. i do feel enriched.

yeah, new year resolutions.
- boost those figures upwards stated in my account book
- more friends needed
- watch
- ps2
- a nice PC
- girlfriend?

haha. so far, that's it. the list will go on.

yeah. so how do you spread your love around? haha.

you like someone, you say it out do you? like duh~ of course... and yes, wait for the rejection. argh, i hate this part.

you look into his eyes, nice feeling. it's so amazing. haha. sounds like some "The Bachelor" kinda thing. yup, i'm watching it now.

and yes, i'm going to watch it.

buaiz.

=)

cya people

2005! rock on.

oh yeah, taking da initiatives...