a little space i call my own

buried in a mountain of work
 
no one cares. no one bothers. no one wanna know. this is gonna be a post of hell.
 
today is a mother fucking day. yea. such a short day right. 9am to 3pm specifically. but who knows a fuck? who knows the fuck what happened the day before. who the fuck knows. well, i've forgotten all about it by now. i'm too tired.
 
today is a tired day. not as usual. but just plain tired. yea. late for school. not sure if any one noticed. since it is so damn insignificant. no one knew.
 
who gives a bloody god damn shit about "you reap what you sow" thing. whoever believes in that today is one big asshole. i personally. don't believe in that. if you believe in that, i'm not saying you are one big asshole. or did i?
 
did i ever post that i hate hypocrites? i guess not. who would post something so against himself. i'm not saying that i am one hypocrite in that someone, anyone, everyone's blog, online diary, whatever fuck. i'm just bad at expressing my ideas, suggestions, feelings the proper way. but i guess, no one will believe me.
 
if no one cares, why bother. if no one cares about you, would you give a damn about people? would you? would you? would you? would you? would you? would you? would you? would you? would you? would you? would you? would you? would you? would you? would you? huh? would you?
 
don't get me wrong. i don't mean a thing i typed up there. i'm just not feeling good. and since i'm not under any fucked up obligations to be angry, so i just do it here. sorry blog. sorry people. see? i'm no hypocrite. i do say sorry. when i damn mean it. not like some people. ops.
 
watever.
 
i'm going to throw out every cent i have. yup. be friend with me. since i need more friends.
 
what a disappoinment i've proven to be.
 
totally disgusted.

be nice. be very nice. 
 
i'm sorry that i've hurt you...