a little space i call my own

noone knows, noone cares

usual, the weather is still as warm. it has something got to do with the season changes perhaps? summer time.

it's a time before lunch break. it's a time before i start on my study. it's a time when i just need to be this little independent again.

doesn't the title sounds a bit pathetic? haha.

it's been sometime since i last have no clue what i am studying about. alright. in those secondary school days, i've been living in such situation. not knowing what i am studying about. but i thought in poly it would change. now i am facing it again. how? i got good grades because of luck, is that what i can conclude? damn. how pathetic.

people enjoys after 4pm in the afternoon tomorrow. i still have one more paper to go. yet feeling pathetic again. but what to do, gotta pass it. the 3 CUs mean something. have to at least pass it.

heh heh heh, my bill came. and for the first time. it reached its peak. definitely gotta be the peak. haha. was scolded by everyone in the family. great~ and my dad says something so nasty that i don't want to post it right here. it hurts. without him knowing. of course. and i have that attitude of his, right here in my body flowing through the vessels.

it was haunting enough. but these i consider, little setbacks of life. what are big big setbacks? it's defined by me when you are facing dialysis. it's a very big issue to me.

anyway, i'm free always. and from now on.

take care people.

drink lots of water.

go suntan. it's the right period of time to absorb Vitamin D.

ciaoz~

love love love~