a little space i call my own

significance

2nd day of the new year.

just tore away the 1st page of the calender.

haha.

a new year. a year to throw away my 2003? haha. i don't know about that. but if a new year means new things throughout. 1 thing that will never change, which i would not want to change to is those people around me. haha. they can change. but they won't change abit in my heart kinda thing. haha. you know what i mean, don't you? haha. so kinda forgive me ok? haha. new year. i can ask for forgiveness right? pleaseeeee.

and my buddy. this paragraph is for you man! haha. everyone needs a buddy right? haha. really appreciate what we have done together, and seperately. haha. yup. thanks for all the help, the words, the advice, the comments and so on and so on. really. thanks. things will worked out smoothly, don't they? don't worry man. keep the drinks going! haha.

people! sorry if my attitude went haywire or whatsoever, if i stepped on your tail and made you mad or angry or even hatred. i'm sorry. >.<

my parents? sorry i didn't help out in the painting of the house! and went out for fun during countdown. and you people were in the house painting! i don't know if my sister feels the guilt, for she, too, went out for countdown. haha. but i'm telling you people, i am guilty. haha. so i must get a wall done myself. and leave the rest to you. haha. you people will do a better job. appreciate it man! yup. :)

5566 - Boyfriend [lyrics/music by: Anders Nilsson]

I'm sorry for me buggin' you
sorry for being such a fool
God knows I've tried but I can't let go
I'm crazy 'bout you know who

I'm sorry for me needing you
sorry girl that you don't feel it too
I get the point, should be a man about it
I've never been good at that - no no

forgive me for being me
I've tried to let go

Chorus:
I know you got a boyfriend - another man
another guy by your side
someone who hopefully treats you right
but you don't know how much I wish that I was

your boyfriend - that other guy
the only one who's allowed
in your room to lay in your arms at night
now you don't know how much I wish that I was your boyfriend

I'm sorry for me wanting you
sorry for not playing by the rules
but what would you do if you were in my shoes
feeling lost and blue Mnn

I'm sorry for me lovin' you
sorry for being such a fool
God knows I've tried but I can't let go
I'm crazy 'bout you know who

Chorus:
another man is by your side
I hope he treats you right
I wish I was the only one
to lay in your arms at night
well you can't blame a guy for tryin'
now what else can I do
and how I wish that my prayers, thoughts and dreams
would become reality

haha. people! it's time to make a impact. in this new year. haha.

i'm now off to create something.

wish me luck. haha.

ciaoz~

take care.

guess how i am feeling right now, yes, this moment...