a little space i call my own

this is what i get for hours of studying

i believe i studied. i screwed it up. haha! *PooF* instantaneous combustion. i think i'm dead.
everything i remembered, everything i memorised, i wrote the opposite. i have lost every inch of confidence for this particular subject, and maybe for the rest of the things i intend to do. someone lend me a helping hand! i desperately need one. *PiaKz* wake up ? nope, i definitely haven't do so. Hate this subject? maybe not... just hate that lecturer, tutor etc. doesn't matter right now, feel so fucked up. first time so screwed up for an exam! haha! whatever.
anyway, cmsy? fuck you! kekeke...

for the other subjects, i don't dare to think. maybe fail all maybe pass all maybe fail two or more. i don't really care right now. currently, i just want to give this body a break. maybe a blog or 2 may help. changing the graphic interface of my blog may do some good. black doesn't seem healthy at all. but white does. and here it is. however, i like a black, blue and brown. and tada! here it is... white with a touch of black, blue and brown. nevertheless changed the theme though. simplicity doesn't suit me no more, i more to a complex nature already.

oh gosh~ fatigue's catching up with me~ need bird nest! and maybe some moon cakes. *SIGH*

and my mood is damn spoilt right now. you wanna know why? it's because i que for my lunch and there were two indians right infront of me. nothing big? okay. picture this. you got your food. you wanna get your sauces. the 2 indians were standing beside you. they are waiting for their food as well but i got mine first! and they have damn big asses! great~ they won't budge. you reach full arm's length for the sauces. they didn't help. and furthur more! they stink. i won't doubt it if i lost my appetite. hopefully i didn't. i was starving. and worse to come, i need to walk across two big fat black asses just to get a knife and a fork! why must they be there? freaking idiots. damn freaking things that shldn't exist at all! and surprise surprise, they talk english! but after i reach over to get the sauces, they talk gibberish! well, maybe i am that influential after all... GRrrRrrrR...

don't talk to me!

# oh ya... added a guestbook, do sign if u see this ! if not i wouldn't know the beautiful people that has read my stuffs. #

~*ignorance is bliss*~
_|_ indians_|_
always look on the bright side of life? _|_ it too!
no offence. i prayed. and it suck, like totally....