a little space i call my own

yes? no?

if all decision making consists of only two options, things might be easier. life can be simpler. and of course, it's either the correct decision or the wrong one.

we make decisions. often, we disappoint others. okay. not "we". shall use the term "i". i disappoint people. *nods head* i see alot of people doing that already. hokay. i'm sorry.

i thought ya, one post before i go to bed, one post after i bathe. one post after i keep my books. and one post, before the sun comes out.

it's has just came to me that, everyone has their own shit in their lame life. it's not how you handle the shit. it's how you flush the shit away. get this clear. even if you flush the shit away, the toilet bowl may still carry stains. those little brown dots? yeah, the imperfections of life. smelly eh ? nope. IT STINKS.

so yeah. tomorrow or rather 10 hours from now, i'll be sitting for some call-it-open-book test that is only 30%. give me one good reason why i should study for it and not work harder on my project.

reason?

'cos i might fail my project. hell knows.heaven knows. everyone knows that i don't do good in this kind of subject call 100% COURSEWORK.YAY!!!!!!. fish chen is there, sighing his way out, oh hell no~

why? 'cos i hate consistency. that's why.

perception error? whatever you call it. fuck it.

so how? if you failed you start from the beginning.

find your true love.
true love rejects you.

go back.

find your true love.

failed

find your true love.

gone.

find your true love.

realising that you're reaching the peak.

last words..

live each day, as if tomorrow never comes.

and last question.

earn so much money for what? tomorrow may not come also WHAT.

zo lor, wo men zhou XIAN.

sounds so cool.

ba da da da da aaaaaa

i'm loving it.

=D

good night ladies and gentlemen...

things always gets complicated...