a little space i call my own

let's just say i got myself a really good mi shu(secretary)

haha. dubbing is really a good album. this album is proudly brought to you by Zhou Chuan Xiong, otherwise know as Qing Ge Jiao Fu or rather the spine of 5566. not really sure how to actually spell it but i think it should be like this. haha. his songs are nice. definitely. if not, why did i bother to get it at a cost of 17.90 singapore bucks? haha. actually thought of getting shi xin feng by zhang shan wei. but i concluded that i like the appearance of zhou chuan xiong. haha. zhang shan wei is cute. too cute. not for me. haha.

yup yup. got a new keyboard. eventually spotted by you. thanks ya. my keyboard is now classified as spill proof. haha. how did my last keyboard spoil? well, i was drinking root beer. cold can. and then, i spilled the whole can onto the keyboard. tragically, the keyboard gone hay-wire. the keys are mixed up. so i get this cheap and good keyboard from challenger. but too bad, couldn't find one that is dust proof and spill proof. but it is statisfactory. haha.

yep. it's raining out there. however the sky is dim yellow. did i recall that when it's raining and there's light... a rainbow would appear? haha. but i guess that's abit untrue. i see no rainbow towards the right. but the rain, well, is just another nice scene accompanied by the blues music i'm enjoying. haha. bringing out the feeling to cry man.

they say you can talk. they say you like to bullshit. they say you cheat. that's what they say. truth? just for demoralising? i'm not sure. but usually i take them as the truth. i can talk? haha... i doubt... but i do lie... who doesn't? at least i never lie that i was late because the lift broke down.

shhh. listen around you. what can you hear? voices? the rain? the chirpping? the Er Hu? the loud karaoke? or just a mixture that you, yourself can't decipher. it's just that sometimes you wish you were deaf. not that deaf. but you are able to choose what you want to listen and what you do not. beethoven? great musician. deaf? but still, great.not saying so and so want to be a great musician. it's just that. sometimes you hear things that pricks. not the ear. but the heart. you felt it. did the person felt it too? consideration? definitely a no-no in this case.

don't worry about your studies. i have absolute, a hundred and one percent that you are on the right track and you are doing great. do not fear as fear brings you below your potential. ( heard that somewhere. don't know where. ) as long as you keep it going, i believe you can do it. just keep the momentum going. enquires? clear them. never never hesitate. but if you were to ask me if i fear, if i ever clear my doubts. NO. haha.

yup.

i hear the rain.

evening.

the day is ending.

=) not =...(

wo zai zhe bian, zhe me... ni kan bu jian....
( i'm here, but... somehow... you can't see me )