a little space i call my own

Good heavens, did you know

that you had robbed me of my one and only little self esteem. i do have a little bit just in case you didn't know. and i do cherish it, until now it's all gone. admittedly, i am slowly developing a phobia, one i don't dare to face. but i can only face it alone. it wasn't meant to be this way. it was the technical me at fault. things that i should have done, but left it behind my tiny brain. things that i shouldn't have done, i've done it with little regret. now things have happened, and less i want it to be known. god, i've been robbed. and what do you know.

that it was so packed every morning. but i guess you wouldn't care, cos' it's not you who's in the sardine-packed. and fabulous people cramp in. fabulous people, judging from the very superficial facts. ironed clothes, cufflings, polished shoes, nails, korean-style make up. japanese-style hair dye, victoria secrets lingerie, The iPhone, The iPod, The iPod touch, Today newspaper, MyPaper, mp3 players which plays downloaded mp3 files, leather bags, clam shell bags, heels, LV, Coach, Gucci, BOSS, perfumes from all flora and fauna. god, i'm in white polo, grey shorts, and grey slippers. and what do you know.

Good night. Take care. Cherish and be cherished. Done and keep doing. Love and hope love finds you back. Kindness begets kindness. Be brave to hug and cry, because that's just the way humans are. you are.

yes, i am exaggerating.