a little space i call my own

i can't help it

it's raining all day long, and i just can't help it
can't help but to stay indoors whole day today
can't help but to rot at home today
can't help but to realize i'm so free to post something

it's crazy how one can actually find the time, to tidy up one's bed.
put a pillow behind the neck, sit in a not really uptight position, listening to whatever the laptop has to offer and just look out of the window.
only to realize that the rain seems to be falling from the sky, forever, today.
guess the sky can't help it either.

then again, it's not like because of the rain that i have to stay indoors.
it's also because i've been plagued by this really dumb virus.
it has successfully invaded my body since friday, somehow.
and i am still feeling abit down, today, like i said, i can't help it.

but it is because of this illness, if i may call it, that i find the time to really sit down and think.
think about the past, the today, and a little of tomorrow.
moods really switching fast, just like how the tracks jumps to the next on windows media player.
might be the rain, but i can't help it.

i guess if today is monday.
lots of working people would have been suffering.
lots of accidents might have happened.
lots of unhappy events may unfold, as if they can help it.

been surfing around the world wide web.
world cup, taiwan stuff, new york, almost everything that i can think of.
and also specific and random blogs.
it's good to know that people are living their life, as i sit still on my bed.

so, perhaps, maybe, one would like to fall sick one day.
just sit and laze around.
but probably, one do not have to succumb to such method.
can just take leave, time off, MC, and whatever stunts left to pull.

or just sleep in.

till then, dread work and enjoy life!

miss you.