it's strange, the weather these days
sunshine with rain
rain with sunshine
so singapore. not taipei.
carry out my morning routine
then lie on my bed for some winks at maybe 8.30am
had two strange nightmares in a row
and i wake up, only to find the alarm clock shows 9.30am
how can one normal person
have two nightmares
in a matter of an hour?
scary and i fear i am not normal anymore
and i don't remember any of them
that's the good thing :)
just up and feeling scared
really sweaty too
oh well, life goes on
and i hope i won't be a loser
cos' i'm starting to feel like one
again
you know, those depressed feelings
of not having any worth
of not doing enough
of not achieving enough
perhaps school can help
or make it worse
i kinda want to go back taipei
once i step foot on Singapore Changi Airport
i know i need to go back
haha, i don't like it here
perhaps, just avoiding
but i do really want to be somewhere else
just like sis
an entire month in Nihon-koku
envy... really envy...
and parents going off too
leaving me the four walls
but i still have my girl
to warm things up a little
:)
make someone happy today, for you
make you happy everyday, for me
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