Friday, July 31, 2009

it was gloomy with a drizzling rain...

a couple of days back then actually
riding along singapore road in such weather can be
quite a hazard
the evil sky and it merciless tears

there was enough light
however
in that weather
to see things clearly around me

but that was not the point

it is this weather that made me ponder
about academic stuffs
the timetable i've made
and the modules i've bidded for

yes, you bid modules in NUS
using the points bidding system
you know, like COE
quota, no. of bidders, every one pays the lowest successful bid

timetable for the upcoming semester ain't pleasant
school is an everyday thing
which for the past two semesters, is an uncommon thing
and modules i've bidded for

would require tons of self motivation
more than 44 hours of self preparation for the modules
oh yes
i'm a full time student afterall

but anything would have its balance
its ying and its yang, its black and its white
optimistically, everyday is just 3 to 5 hours of school
and it somehow fits nicely into life's routines

then again
maybe the whole idea is not good afterall
and just as perfect as the weather
gloomy

and i've got another huge worry on my mind
one that would cause this weather to turn into
a sudden fury of thunderstorms
so hard it crashes hearts

and it is almost forbidden to voice my views out...

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