Saturday, September 13, 2008

phew, finally a catch of my breath

things have been, you know,
like the multitudinous multiple shots of digital cameras,
snap snap snap
that fast, till now then i caught my breath.

most naturally, it would be school,
the big thing in my mono life
cannot get into the momentum
and it's already half past semester 1!

so many, many, many pages of readings
that i eventually cultivate a habitual sleeping pattern
so many, many, many deadlines
that i just need to get organized.

school ain't what it used to be
polytechnic studies is really... something
university, is another
i just look forward to working... where they say life goes wrong when you're working

so now i am in troubles

troubles of unable to study properly
troubles of being cut off financially
troubles of having to wake up at five plus am for merely an eight am lesson
troubles of coping with reading and sleeping and not reading but still sleeping

pessimistically, I'm a problematic student, with a tired mind, and endless of troubles...

optimistically, i'm a occupied life form, being pushed around with meaningful tasks, thus a more meaningful world.

bleahs.

good night.

i'm going for 2B... am i not?

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