a little space i call my own

"jia liat" july

not the kind of 1st july i was hoping for (since it's ORD month)
was reminded, seventeen more days to official ORD
still in that slumber-ing mood
and spoilt every possible plan

could have been better
could have been nicer
could have been satisfactory
just a little bit...

woke up on the wrong side of the bed
"mabbe"
thinking back of 1st july
"hai"

next money that is dropping from the sky
due on october? (correct me if i am wrong)
i usually am
and still is

maybe i should be more positive
maybe i should be more bright(brighter)
maybe i should be more sensitive
maybe, this world just shouldn't have me

no more...

(psst, my 299th post -_-)

i tried to write a will, saw that it's blank, worthless life...