a little space i call my own

it's not about being good

it's about being the best seller
yes, i've been wondering
is it more important to sell well?
or to do well...

i guess it's all up to our...
principles? of living?
gosh, sounds like some polytechnic subject
but i guess you'd see more of "#1 best seller"

than "#1 best writer" ... ... ...
and so i guess that's how you differentiate things/blogs
commercial  / non-commercial
and not public / private

although there are some blogs that are for invited readers only
but i don't know how it works
i never got invited
and i guess they don't even know i exist

lots of thinking nowadays
mindless actions doesn't account for anything
since i'm out of army
but there is a difference between ORD and ORNS

but to hell with them both anyway
doesn't really matter now
don't look too far ahead
or rather, i have a 10 year plan to keep to

so if everything goes smoothly, (usually it doesn't)
and if everything is accordingly as planned, (again, it won't)
or everything i hope happens as planned, (false hopes)
i will be stable and a good man 10 years from now

note: not a  "best seller"
but a good one

good night! sweet dreams!
and take care... ... ...

if everything's in place, i just want to live for the ten year plan...