a little space i call my own

woah, strong body mist

he's tuned to perfect ten.

yeah. today is saturday. what's supposed to happen on saturday? mystery shopper, soccer betting, and saturday is my supposedly unofficial skiving day. that is, sit around and do nothing. okay. that's out. i'm working. for what? for money loh.

yeah. work for money. *laugh~

today i went to work. i noticed something different. it's either me or them. them as in people. any people. and well, i'm starting to notice the beauty in everything, and everyone. that's nice. haha. it just seems that the world is beautiful. and yes, i hate ugliness. although i may not have the rights to say this, but yes. i do hate it.

time will heal all wounds, clear all misunderstandings.

i can't believe how tired i am right now. and it's my A shift. and wow. am i tired. maybe mentally. i think i have enough of something. not to be named. and of course, i've missed you today. not saying i didn't any other day. it's just that. ESPECIALLY TODAY. oh god~

okay, maybe i've found the reason why i'm not myself today. i need to get myself out of the "missing you" thingy. haha.

"after work, you'll wanna go home and think of nothing but home." thanks brother. haha. you are the next most sensible person i've ever met so far today.

yup.

i guess alot of people around me is feeling very vexed. things are occuring very fast. but well, people can handle their own things very well. so take care. need me, dial my number.

okay. i'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO sorry. flew ya aeroplane ya. i need to say this out. so i might just feel better. i am really sorry. that's it. i'm so sorry.

i just had to go, help my dad.

and yes, i'm tired.

so ciao.

catch me if you can.

tata~

it's so strange, the blood gushing up to the head, the heartbeat turning faster and faster, upon see-ing you...