woah, strong body mist

he's tuned to perfect ten.

yeah. today is saturday. what's supposed to happen on saturday? mystery shopper, soccer betting, and saturday is my supposedly unofficial skiving day. that is, sit around and do nothing. okay. that's out. i'm working. for what? for money loh.

yeah. work for money. *laugh~

today i went to work. i noticed something different. it's either me or them. them as in people. any people. and well, i'm starting to notice the beauty in everything, and everyone. that's nice. haha. it just seems that the world is beautiful. and yes, i hate ugliness. although i may not have the rights to say this, but yes. i do hate it.

time will heal all wounds, clear all misunderstandings.

i can't believe how tired i am right now. and it's my A shift. and wow. am i tired. maybe mentally. i think i have enough of something. not to be named. and of course, i've missed you today. not saying i didn't any other day. it's just that. ESPECIALLY TODAY. oh god~

okay, maybe i've found the reason why i'm not myself today. i need to get myself out of the "missing you" thingy. haha.

"after work, you'll wanna go home and think of nothing but home." thanks brother. haha. you are the next most sensible person i've ever met so far today.

yup.

i guess alot of people around me is feeling very vexed. things are occuring very fast. but well, people can handle their own things very well. so take care. need me, dial my number.

okay. i'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO sorry. flew ya aeroplane ya. i need to say this out. so i might just feel better. i am really sorry. that's it. i'm so sorry.

i just had to go, help my dad.

and yes, i'm tired.

so ciao.

catch me if you can.

tata~

it's so strange, the blood gushing up to the head, the heartbeat turning faster and faster, upon see-ing you...

OH YA!

back from work. not bad a feeling. very hyper just now. but that's just now. no more. haha.

that's it.

was asked. is there any song that, when you hear, you might feel a feeling of sadness swelling up.

though i answered. hmm maybe no.

but well, i know the answer clearly myself.

selena - dreaming of you

god bless all.

i don't know how.
so i just do it here.
happy bithday girl.
=)

lalalaa... bring it on, da rhythm and blues...

let's go!

i'm tuned. to www.yes933.com.sg

awhile ago, lying on my bed. or mattress. looking through the window. looking at the sky. blue sky. with patches of white. keep staring at it... my surroundings turn greyish. then, not long later. grey clouds floated into the picture. god. this spells. d-i-s-a-s-t-e-r.

fine weather i suppose. nothing better to do so far. haha.

WHY am i not to get my OT. sian. claim hours. then now at home. haha. supposedly to go to work already. but well, five means five. that's it. work is history.

let's say. know others and know yourself. which one is more important. not knowing yourself is bad? knowing alot about others is bad too ? haha. trouble some la. but well, know strangers is good. they don't go with your current company. that would most likely mean that things won't go out of hand. yup.

so today, one third day of work. not bad. no comments on it too. haha.

a few days back. work work work. and of course, am still hooked to the games. WE ya? addicted. don't know why. maybe because of the ever changing happenings. but well, yes. it's nice.

hold on. one message recieved.

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okay back, haha. actually just needed to get this post longer. but well, with the small fonts. it's gonna take more than 1000 words.

congratulations to everyone. those taking results. those exam finished. and what so ever. haha. just be glad. ya.

just let it out will ya. no point just repeating things to yourself. share. just share. of course. pick the correct party to share things ya. no point playing music to a cow. main point is that, once you share. perhaps things will change a little. perhaps. you might be able to view the whole situation from another point. perhaps things doesn't look as bad as you think. perhaps you just have the situation under control. there's nothing to worry about. and of course, be yourself. know yourself well.

some reactions to particular situations are deem as eye sore to people. some people just ain't happy with the things it seems. you get caught in a situation and you ain't handling it well. people gets upset. you get upset. that's it. CUSTOMER COMPLAINT. argh. dumb right.

and staffs say "haiya, customer gei gao la"

okay. not staffs. is jin yi say.

just trying to make one feel better. just ... trying...

people seeking love out there. cool it. haha.

people seeking money out there. you're in DA club. yep.

people seeking company out there. c'mon. friends are everywhere. (not for me)

well, do enjoy...

god bless you.

all.

taTA~ =)

she's the one...

mai hor wah xia lan

reached home not long ago. now raining. was thinking. "something lucky today happened. it rained after i reached home". don't wanna be drenched. but well, if it happen again tomorrow night. it's disastrous. yup. D. sigh

today is just another day. went for work. off work. go home. auntie say i should go somewhere. hmm. somewhere is where? no place to go. go home lor

you know. if you have golden or near to yellowish white spikey hair. you do not need to stare at someone like saying "my gosh, your hair's black" come on. please

oh ya. 9 more days to go before i finish up the entire month of work. not bad right. haha. even if you don't think so, i think so. so ya. something to look forward

that's it. for now.

buaiz.

is saying out "i love you" the only way to say i love you...

I want to complain!

firstly, about work, dreadful.

okay. maybe a friendly start.

muahaha.

i'm glad today's my off day. haha. alone at home not bad one wor. but then.. haha.. sian. the weather's so freaking hot ! @#$!$#@% i don't need a heater already. though i wanted one ten thousands years back. that's how hot it gets. argh. can't wait for my pay to come. so i can earn more money. YOU SEE. money do grow.

ok. COMPLAINS.

this stupid blogger. the counter for my number of posts DON'T work. they make me count myself. manually. oh god. am i stupid? haha. to realise. that i can ask someone to count for me. BUT. who wants to read my postings. except me, myself and fishhhhh.

food. where's my food at home? why no biscuits? why no maggi? why no cookies? why no soft drinks? why no this why no that... argh...

water. soft drinks not nice! fattening. why must boil water then drink. why tap water taste so awful. why leh. huh .. you tell me LAH...

accessories. computer too slow la. how? dun wan to upgrade LEH. totally. sian. come to think of it.. my pc almost four years old. haha. virus also don't want to attack ar. attack for what. they might just sleep in there. yawn

work. haha glad ar. good thing is manager not around. supervisor not around. worse thing is they are not around. everything you do. every blame u take. tell me lah. is this the way to treat staff. yawn. wad robinsons very good to staff. promote add raise. wah lau eh. why i cannot get breast cancer. fuck it. why get money for an illness at work? join robinsons LOR.

muaahaha.

okie. feel better. already. haha.

2005 june initial D movie will be showing. let's see. Edison Chen as Ryosuke. Jay Zhou as Takumi. Huang Qiu Sheng as Bunta. Chen Xiao Chun as Koichi. and one more Yu Wen Le i dun noe who is he in the movie. but well. enjoy

ho seh. i'm gonna spread my love. NAH give you.

muahaha.

ciaoz~

*wipe sweat* bow. waves.

teach your kids about money and send them to school...

indeed, i am feeling shallow, maybe, empty...

14th november, it's up there right. well, never mind. it's a sunday. it's sunny when i leave for work. it's dark now outside when i return. heard it rained. oh well, i missed it. today, i ain't feeling at my best. something troubled me from deep within. i don't know what. ok. rephrase. i feel troubled. yup.

away from the bustling living room, i'm in my untidy room. everything seems still. i know if i were to open the door. i will have to enter the noise. noise in this context, is something that makes me irritated. well, i realised i don't keep my cool like i usually do.

feeling no life? lifeless? c'mon. there's someone here typing away feeling the same as you do. dare to share. dare to tell. tell it to a stranger or whatever, let it out somehow. play pool, play soccer, play basketball. anything ya. definitely will make you feel better somehow.

like i keep saying today, "yo! give me a smile!"

the laughter will never fail to wake me up alittle.

feeling a little disheartened at work already. dude, you said i'm losing my confidence. i don't know. maybe you're right. maybe i am. well, that's it.

the cup is half empty.

let it out will ya? i won't choose. i let it come.

haha.

screamed, and heard the echo "i'm missing youuuuuuu..."

officially, i'm bored.



i realise i will need pictures to motivate me to blog. i would like to express thanks to www.sggirls.com for that's where my pictures came from. (i don't want to be sued in anyway ya.) haha. honesty is, yet, another virtue. another boring principle to follow. but well, thanks.
boredom forever lingers around on my off days. october went past, and now november is here. results also came and now the timetable is going to be here. no idea when. but soon enough. yes. soon enough.

off day off day. yes. off day. what did i do. wake up early today, 8.30am to be exact. went to the bank. god. why must there be such a long queue. there you see a young man grumbling about the long queue. and i walk past him, press the red button, took the white paper. took a peek, 9014. i looked at the counter 9012. i smiled.

and that means, yes, i've managed to lose my ATM card, be it grey or blue, 5 times in two months i think. some sort. think it just want to run away from me. but that's it. i'm going to keep it.
salary came. very little. but well. enough. going to check out the story the figures tell.

starting to hate work. sometimes, those really nice people really turns me off. okay la. not people. it's person. but well, just turns me off. and thus, i might hate work. but well, there're still moments, people that are worth to stay. and okay lor, spare that loathsome person. but seeing that person really makes me sian

what to do when i have ten bucks? well, spent five on dinner another five on betting soccer. yup. make the 5 grow into another ten. haha. that's what i am going to do later.
guess that's it.

anything later then say.
i miss you.

ciaoz.

no worries for the rest of the day...

officially, i'm bored.



i realise i will need pictures to motivate me to blog. i would like to express thanks to www.sggirls.com for that's where my pictures came from. (i don't want to be sued in anyway ya.) haha. honesty is, yet, another virtue. another boring principle to follow. but well, thanks.

boredom forever on off days. october went past, and now november is here. results also came and now the timetable is going to be here. no idea when. but soon enough. yes. soon enough.

off day off day. yes. off day. what did i do. wake up early today, 8.30am to be exact. went to the bank. god. why must there be such a long queue. there you see a young man grumbling about the long queue. and i walk past him, press the red button, took the white paper. took a peek, 9014. i looked at the counter 9012. i smiled. haha.

and that means, yes, i've managed to lose my ATM card, be it grey or blue, 5 times in two months i think. yeah. some sort. think it just want to run away from me. but that's it. i'm going to keep it.

salary came. very little. but well. enough. going to check out the story the figures tell.

starting to hate work. sometimes, those really nice people really turns me off. okay la. not people. it's person. but well, just turns me off. and thus, i might hate work. but well, there're still moments, people that are worth to stay. and okay lor, spare that loathsome person. but seeing that person really makes me sian

what to do when i have ten bucks? well, spent five on dinner another five on betting soccer. yup. make the 5 grow into another ten. haha. that's what i am going to do later.

guess that's it.

anything later then say.

i miss you.

ciaoz.

no worries for the rest of the day...

flipping a book of such brillance, not knowing the true meaning...



"you're going to make it..."
"i'm not. and i know it..."
"no..."
"hush... thank yo...u..."
the sun rose... what a pleasant sight...

if you do not have a strong reason or purpose in life.
don't read on.

no lah. it's not a threat. haha. just a simple reminder. yup. i'm not busy. i'm hardly tired. i just took three days of MC from work. that three days suck. don't even have the strength to on the computer. haha. and that is.. totally.. yuck.

X'mas sales. Expo sales. so many sales. job vacancies filling up on the double. *yawn* i'll be schooling sia. what the heck.

i wonder. who doesn't need to apply perfume and smell good all day in this humid if not hot weather in singapore. even if you stay in the air con twenty four hours a day. surely, there's bound to be some queer smell right?

busy people ar you all. haha. I'M HERE. YOU BUSY PEOPLE.

*bored* as usual. :P

just waiting for work to start.

lalala...

ciaoz~

got to go eat medicine...

enjoy the rest of the day ya..
and the day after today...
and the day after the day...

=)

what if we want to see the world after retirement...