a little space i call my own

a deep sense of hesitation

it's windy out there. might rain. might not. haha. well, no one can accurately tell the weather. at least i don't see ants scattering around which i was told when that happens, rain will pour. but however the weather might change, the earth still spins. events still take place. and the wind still blows.

as usual. just bathed. haha. very fast one too. hair wet wet. the fan blowing at only speed level one. but the wind coming through is strong too. maybe i'll turn the fan's speed up alittle. they call it more "shiok". equip myself with da ear phones. sentimental hits flowing through.

recollections. not really aware how long i haven't told you about my stuffs. i guess i took a little break from this online space i've registered since august. but now. a new layout. and a new update. haha.

briefly, my status has changed a little. my home has become rather, my hotel as suggested. i'm unemployed, and still awaiting for my pay. (they better pay me, heh). that's basically it if ya don't wanna read on.

i've reached home at maybe 12.30am? i don't really know. haha. lost track of the time nowadays. as long as it's after sunset. don't really pay much attention to the time when it's nightfall. who really cares right? haha. okay. maybe those that are eager to get off work or just trying to catch the last bus home and situations like that. i think i reached home at 12.30am for the sake of it. haha.

resigned my job. need rest. haha. can't work always. since school is starting, other things and people have to be taken into consideration too. hopefully the pay will last. if not, must work weekends? or something similar. if ya know what i mean.

hidden meanings within sentences and words. not bad eh?

didn't know i can be such an irritant and annoying one leh. haha. i don't know it myself. but recieved feedbacks on that. haha. i'm going to change. maybe start by saying lesser stuffs. haha.

feelings deep within. abit rocky eh? haha. but it looks wonderful. so... everlasting. serious this time.

no lies. no liars.

trust me.

i'm going to write off portugal's and england's chance for the euro2004.

going to Johor Bahruuuuuuuuu.

take care peeps!

thanks for the Tic Tac Orange =P

no sweet stuffs. plainly, i love you...