faint of heart
warning. this is going to be long and very narrative.
if i'm going to start on the weather, it's going to be rather hard. but if it's the weather at this point of time, it will have to be the reddy sky up there with some breeze that actually carries the smell of rubbish.
what have i done today?
Today's class is scheduled from 10am to 12 noon. that's all. yup. no more lessons for the rest of the day. so what do you do after 12 noon? or rather 11am~ that dumb teacher teaches so fast that the lesson incredibly ends at 11am. so went to library to "nua". it just so happens that i am feeling cooler in there. the weather at that time is extremely irritating. any longer with the sun out there, i might just scream off my top. at anyone at anywhere at any time.
my mood today is definitely lousy.
waited for my buddy aka nan xiong nan di aka "you-know-it-yourself" from 1pm to maybe 1.45pm? look. i am not complaining here. just trying to let it go off. manage to read through the Business Accounting 2 notes 1 time through. at least i did something. it pays off to actually sit alone in the canteen with the unbearable heat and just stare.
had lunch and more waiting to come. went to photocopy things. and soon found our way to Toa Payoh.
TPY. Bustling with life on a friday. and saw this girl running towards us -- me and my buddy -- with arms wide open. like wow~ she wants a hug? like no~ i don't want. she's waiting for her boyfriend. (god~) so, having nothing to do, we naturally accompanied her to wait. also partly interested to see this Mar... of hers.
Am i just surprised to see this guy approximately same height as my buddy coming along? and they held hands. we were stopped when we walked off, there was this short introduction. merely shaking hands and "hi". i think he squeezed my hand. it's been sometime i actually shook hands with someone. but sure enough, this guy is a thumbs up. definitely pass. great smile. great style. just nice. look compatible. just like any other couples on the streeet. and awww, ain't they sweet? their hands never left each other. okay~ except for hugs. or just being seperated by crowds.
bottomline. her boyfriend is friendly. each deserves another. don't even think about them breaking up. it's nonsense. and i am being nonsensical.
we couldn't "tahan" Toa payoh any longer. Let's head odwn to Jurong Point. yup. Jurong point. it's like so, Bonkers III has already started.
the bus ride was a thrill. Except the one from Temasek Polytechnic to Toa Payoh. Saw a lot of greenery. i mean really greenery. the weather turned too. from the sun to the rain. coooling. i chilled off. the mood is getting alot alot alot better.
haha. it's hard to control the bladder. the long bus ride from Toa Payoh to Boon Lay, can kill. TOILET~~~
walked around Jurong Point. it's like wow~ many many many people. i mean MANY. so crowded. i like. haha. don't know since when i like crowded places. so crowded. it was hard to get a seat for dinner. so we ended up having to grab a bite at macdonalds. it's like why always macdonald? close to. what the fuck?
saw this puma shoes which is soooo attractive. it's like. Puma? lol. why puma? i also don't know. the colours are nice. pretty neat.
hey, we'll find that chain soon okay? keep finding.
there are things which i am definitely looking forward to.
today, i bought a little something.
this feeling is so different. so much better. it's best to tell the truth than to lie. even if the truth is so not pleasant to the ear, but do you think i care? i just love to tell the truth now. liar is my past profession.
and now i am being prowled by fatigue. the long bus trip home is terrific. i like it. don't ask me why. i don't know. i just like it.
i've been really slacking nowadays. i never do my homework and such. i did projects and some revision duh~ but i still think i am not putting in effort for the upcoming tests or even the exams that is going to take place in April.
if there's anyone that can make a difference, do you think that "anyone" is you?
what if one fine day something so abrupt happen, how are you going to face it?
how easy is it to actually go into a shop and tell those people in there that you want to get something?
is it really that hard to talk to people?
do i look unpleasant to the eye?
Yellow shop woman are eyeing at my buddy. good luck.
for each drop of rain that falls...
Thursday, March 25, 2004
You are a normal angel. Innocent and pure. Full of
light and hope. You love to be around others,
and really know how to have a good time. You
enjoy hanging around with mortals. You like ti
sing, which you are great at, and like to have
others near you. People are naturally attracted
to your bubbly personaliy, and love to be
around you. Normal angels are always popular,
and have lots of fans. You are happy go lucky,
with an interesting out look on the world.
Though you have experienced pain, that is all
behind you now. You see the bright side to
things, and are always there to help a person
in need. You are quite pretty, with a childish
air, though you know more than others think.
You are a really friendly person. But can be a tad
selfish at times.
You are bright and full of energy.
Better get my shades!
What Type Of Angel Have You Become?
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As if you were born into a world of tears, you
always tend to look at the darker things in
life. Inside you crave attention yet push away
society, and you're a hopeless romantic. Drawn
to things like the occult and mysteries, you
spend your time daydreaming.
What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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Dark magician. You love the dark because of it's
beauty and just the life that no-one else sees.
Mysterious, calm, quiet... But that doesn't
mean you're not friendly!
Please rate ^^
What kind of dark person are you?
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You're chocolate. You're the old soul type, people
feel that they have known you their entire
life. Many often open up to you for they view
you as thoughtful and trustworthy. Although
people trust you, you have a hard time trusting
them. You prefer to keep your feelings bottled
up inside, or display them very quietly. It is
alright to open up every once in a while.
Which kind of candy are you?
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Peace. You Truly Desire Peace. Just relaxing
somewhere calm with a light breeze against your
cheecks is our ideal of pefect. You don't like
to start fights, but instead, end them without
using violence.
PLEASE RATE
What Do You Truly Desire? *PICS*
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Don't get blood splatters on you when you shoot
your victim. Your methods are a bit uncouth but
your finesse and sense of style is impeccable.
With a bit of guidance you could live among us
in the world of vampires.
How would you Murder?
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Sandals- peaceful, daydreamy, and thoughtful, you
often find yourself staring into space. When
you aren't out volunteering you are often just
dreaming away. You enjoy the company of
friends sometimes but enjoy peace and quiet.
[please vote! thank you! :)]
What Kind of Shoe Are You?
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You are Walt Whitman! Champion of the
Transcendentalist American Ideal, Walt Whitman
is one of the first poets to use the "free
verse" form in America. He has been
imitated, but will never be duplicated, just
like you! Except for by everyone else who gets
Walt Whitman ;)
Which famous poet are you? (pictures and many outcomes)
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Ghost or spirit: You are a lost soul. Very calm and
sweet, you are often the one who asks: What if?
With a clever mind, you want to explore the
world on a different level. Without the
answers, you aren't ready to move on. You are
most likely very creative and find yourself
thinking things through on a different level.
(please rate my quiz)
**Where will you go when you die?**(now with pics)
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Handling Brainteasers and Logic Questions in an Interview
Tell me about yourself. Why does this job interest you? How many quarters would you have to stack to reach the top of the Empire State Building?
Those were the questions Liz Kostak was asked during a phone screen with a major investment bank. Caught off guard, Liz didn't make the cut. But today, her interview preparation includes not only examining a company's 10-K and checking for the latest news, but sitting down with a book of brainteasers to sharpen her puzzle-solving skills.
Ever since Microsoft made headlines in the mid-1990s for using brainteasers to identify the best and brightest, other companies have adopted this practice.
Designed to measure candidates' intelligence, creativity and analytical skills, brainteasers and logic questions often involve obscure subjects. For example:
- How many piano tuners are there in the world?
- How many golf balls can you stuff into a Boeing 777?
- What's the size of the market for disposable diapers in China?
For these types of the questions, the trick is to start big and take it one step at a time. For example, to determine China's market-size for disposable diapers, you might:
1. Estimate the population of China.
2. Pick a percentage of that number to represent Chinese people of childbearing age.
3. Divide that number in half to get the number of Chinese women.
4. Estimate what percentage of those women has children.
5. Then, knowing that Chinese families tend to have just one child, assume what percentage of those children are younger than three years old.
Use round numbers you can calculate on the spot. Your answer may not be exact, but the idea is to show your problem-solving skills as well as your ability to think on your feet. And don't get hung up on not knowing the population of China or how many cubic inches are in a Boeing 777.
"We know you can easily look those numbers up later," says a recruiter for a major consulting firm who asked not to be named. "We're not that concerned with whether a candidate comes up with the precise answer. We're looking for insight into their thought process and whether they work thorough problems in a logical manner."
In fact there may be no single correct answer for some questions. Questions like: "How many ways can you think of to find a needle in a haystack?" "How would you design a bathroom for the CEO of the company?" and "If you could remove any one of the 50 U.S. states, which would it be?" serve as platforms for candidates to demonstrate their creativity and mental agility.
Companies use the approach to cut through the pat, rehearsed answers many candidates give. "We want to know what you're like. Not what you think we want you to be like," says a partner at a major international consulting firm.
"The only sure-fire way to fail at these questions is to be stumped," she adds, advising candidates to "offer up your ideas even if they seem bizarre."
Successful candidates also recommend talking your interviewer through your thought process as you tackle the questions, to display your analytical ability. This also keeps you and the interviewer engaged in dialogue, which may give you some cues that could help you down the right track.
The best advice according to Kostak, however, is to be prepared. Even though these types of questions are meant to make you "think on your feet," there are resources you can use to make sure you put your best foot forward.
this is truly a job of a interviewee
Tell me about yourself. Why does this job interest you? How many quarters would you have to stack to reach the top of the Empire State Building?
Those were the questions Liz Kostak was asked during a phone screen with a major investment bank. Caught off guard, Liz didn't make the cut. But today, her interview preparation includes not only examining a company's 10-K and checking for the latest news, but sitting down with a book of brainteasers to sharpen her puzzle-solving skills.
Ever since Microsoft made headlines in the mid-1990s for using brainteasers to identify the best and brightest, other companies have adopted this practice.
Designed to measure candidates' intelligence, creativity and analytical skills, brainteasers and logic questions often involve obscure subjects. For example:
- How many piano tuners are there in the world?
- How many golf balls can you stuff into a Boeing 777?
- What's the size of the market for disposable diapers in China?
For these types of the questions, the trick is to start big and take it one step at a time. For example, to determine China's market-size for disposable diapers, you might:
1. Estimate the population of China.
2. Pick a percentage of that number to represent Chinese people of childbearing age.
3. Divide that number in half to get the number of Chinese women.
4. Estimate what percentage of those women has children.
5. Then, knowing that Chinese families tend to have just one child, assume what percentage of those children are younger than three years old.
Use round numbers you can calculate on the spot. Your answer may not be exact, but the idea is to show your problem-solving skills as well as your ability to think on your feet. And don't get hung up on not knowing the population of China or how many cubic inches are in a Boeing 777.
"We know you can easily look those numbers up later," says a recruiter for a major consulting firm who asked not to be named. "We're not that concerned with whether a candidate comes up with the precise answer. We're looking for insight into their thought process and whether they work thorough problems in a logical manner."
In fact there may be no single correct answer for some questions. Questions like: "How many ways can you think of to find a needle in a haystack?" "How would you design a bathroom for the CEO of the company?" and "If you could remove any one of the 50 U.S. states, which would it be?" serve as platforms for candidates to demonstrate their creativity and mental agility.
Companies use the approach to cut through the pat, rehearsed answers many candidates give. "We want to know what you're like. Not what you think we want you to be like," says a partner at a major international consulting firm.
"The only sure-fire way to fail at these questions is to be stumped," she adds, advising candidates to "offer up your ideas even if they seem bizarre."
Successful candidates also recommend talking your interviewer through your thought process as you tackle the questions, to display your analytical ability. This also keeps you and the interviewer engaged in dialogue, which may give you some cues that could help you down the right track.
The best advice according to Kostak, however, is to be prepared. Even though these types of questions are meant to make you "think on your feet," there are resources you can use to make sure you put your best foot forward.
this is truly a job of a interviewee
Wednesday, March 24, 2004
this scent
Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and
your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and
as many say "Your head is in the
clouds."
What type of eyes do you have?
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so familiar, it smells like...
Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and
your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and
as many say "Your head is in the
clouds."
What type of eyes do you have?
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so familiar, it smells like...
Monday, March 22, 2004
________________________Welcome Home
Upon entering your very cozy and tasteful pad, you take her coat and offer her some wine. While you're getting that and putting on some soft jazz, she looks around a little. This prompts you to offer her an "official tour," which ends back in the living room.
You dance with her to the soothing tunes, running your hands and then just your fingers over her back, then neck, while you take in her scent. A kiss follows as surely as day follows night.
You move to kissing her neck, behind her ears, and under her chin, then you bite her neck gently. You compliment a body part of hers that you find especially attractive, then give it lots of attention with your lips and tongue. You suggest you finish the apartment tour, leading her into your bedroom, where you light some waiting candles.
You undress, caress and impress...
Her breathing speeds up, you remove your shirt, then, after a while, hers. Having moved the music to your bedroom stereo, you continue to dance for a while, until moving on to the bed seems natural.
You massage her shoulders and neck with a scented, edible oil that lets you kiss and lick her on sensitive zones that don't usually get the attention they deserve: her ankles, the backs of her knees, the nape of her neck.
You start to tease the undersides of her breasts with your fingertips, then her nipples with your tongue and a slight nibble. You gradually hone in on her butt, then her inner thighs, brushing across her vaginal lips as you move from one side to the other and back.
You suck her vaginal lips, penetrate her with your tongue, and then move your finger inside her as your tongue moves to her clitoris. Inside, your index finger hooks upward toward her belly button, moving back and forth as you massage her G-spot, while you gradually increase your intensity on her clitoris in response to her reaction.
Now that she's beyond "warmed up" and has actually reached "hot and bothered," you fetch some ice cubes and let them melt as you trace them across her body.
The suspense has peaked and she can't stand it anymore. You tease her vagina with your member, and then finally enter her. In keeping with the mood, you keep it slow for a while, occasionally changing positions from front to rear to side entries. After so much warming up, you enjoy an extensive session of lovemaking.
Now let's examine what you did to make her so hot.
1- You arrive groomed
Before you ever have sex, make sure you're properly groomed and smell good. It all starts there and frankly, none of what follows will work if you stink. If you've just come from work or aren't feeling 100% about the odors you're emitting, you can always suggest that you start things off with a shower (this is not recommended on the first sexual encounter).
2- You set the mood with music
Music is key, and jazz or trance music are generally your best bets. These musical genres make you look both cultured and sensitive, and you can vary the type depending on the woman and the particular evening's mood. In general, don't choose anything too jarring: some Billie Holiday or soothing sax from the swing era (Lester Young, Ben Webster, Coleman Hawkins) are general lady pleasers, as are any of the CDs from the Serve Chilled series. The music will not only put her in the mood, it will muffle her moans, making her feel less shy to do so and enjoy the experience even more.
3- You compliment her
An original physical compliment is very powerful, but mean what you say.
You lit those candles, used your hands and ate your pie...
4- You caress her with your palms and fingertips
The back and neck are very sensitive areas and great erogenous entry points. Caressing and massaging such entry points is key to being a gentleman and heightening sensitivity in more explicitly sexual areas.
5- You dim the lights/light candles
This will help her if she's self-conscious about her body, not to mention that candlelight is just plain romantic any way you slice it.
6- You undress slowly
By this I mean that you pull articles of clothing off slowly (socks first), and you don't rush to do so. There's something very sexy about being all worked up but still partly clothed. Also, she'll be much more comfortable removing clothes that seem to be getting in the way rather than acting as protection.
7- You massage her
Like caressing, massaging proves you like her body so much that you want to touch it all over -- not to mention that it feels great.
8- You give her oral pleasure
Women love guys who love to give them oral. Move in to the area gently and softly, and make sure to respond to her. It's okay to ask her about her preferences, especially for less demonstrative women.
9- You get kinky
Blindfolds, ice cubes over her nipples (or wherever you want to excite her), feather tickling, and tying her up are all options. Be your intriguing self and you'll pique her interest to try out new things.
10- You keep intercourse interesting
While you obviously know there's much more than just the missionary position, don't be too eager to try every position in rapid succession and record time. Remember that women get turned on by repetitive rhythm -- just like men, but more so. If you change positions too frequently, she'll never have the chance to get into it.
It often turns out that a position that's good for one partner is good for the other -- the physical sensations and excitement are mutually stimulating. You'll know when you've found that sweet spot. Go with it for a while.
One such position that I've found often leads to a sweet and intense spot is the Supported Doggy Stretch. To get into this position, your woman starts off in the doggy position. Place your hands on her waist and lift her legs up so that she can wrap her feet around your butt (for a picture of this position and many others, sign up to The Player's Lounge).
Although this may be difficult at first, the sensations this position provides are enough to keep you going, or coming, as the case may be. In this position, I recommend that you penetrate her slowly and deeply.
11- You make her orgasm
Remember that for women, the mind is the biggest erogenous zone. Compliments or comments that show her desirability, such as: "I've wanted to do this since I first saw you/all evening" will turn her on.
If she doesn't orgasm from penetration alone (and of course many women don't), you can always manually stimulate her clitoris while you penetrate her from behind.
in the end
All of this is just one possible scenario, and obviously you have to be able to improvise. Those who cannot are simply not player material. But the underlying message is that, just like investing, if you give a lot at the beginning, the interest will come easily enough. Remember; givers get asked back and often end up getting their fair share too.
this is all nothing but emptiness...
Upon entering your very cozy and tasteful pad, you take her coat and offer her some wine. While you're getting that and putting on some soft jazz, she looks around a little. This prompts you to offer her an "official tour," which ends back in the living room.
You dance with her to the soothing tunes, running your hands and then just your fingers over her back, then neck, while you take in her scent. A kiss follows as surely as day follows night.
You move to kissing her neck, behind her ears, and under her chin, then you bite her neck gently. You compliment a body part of hers that you find especially attractive, then give it lots of attention with your lips and tongue. You suggest you finish the apartment tour, leading her into your bedroom, where you light some waiting candles.
You undress, caress and impress...
Her breathing speeds up, you remove your shirt, then, after a while, hers. Having moved the music to your bedroom stereo, you continue to dance for a while, until moving on to the bed seems natural.
You massage her shoulders and neck with a scented, edible oil that lets you kiss and lick her on sensitive zones that don't usually get the attention they deserve: her ankles, the backs of her knees, the nape of her neck.
You start to tease the undersides of her breasts with your fingertips, then her nipples with your tongue and a slight nibble. You gradually hone in on her butt, then her inner thighs, brushing across her vaginal lips as you move from one side to the other and back.
You suck her vaginal lips, penetrate her with your tongue, and then move your finger inside her as your tongue moves to her clitoris. Inside, your index finger hooks upward toward her belly button, moving back and forth as you massage her G-spot, while you gradually increase your intensity on her clitoris in response to her reaction.
Now that she's beyond "warmed up" and has actually reached "hot and bothered," you fetch some ice cubes and let them melt as you trace them across her body.
The suspense has peaked and she can't stand it anymore. You tease her vagina with your member, and then finally enter her. In keeping with the mood, you keep it slow for a while, occasionally changing positions from front to rear to side entries. After so much warming up, you enjoy an extensive session of lovemaking.
Now let's examine what you did to make her so hot.
1- You arrive groomed
Before you ever have sex, make sure you're properly groomed and smell good. It all starts there and frankly, none of what follows will work if you stink. If you've just come from work or aren't feeling 100% about the odors you're emitting, you can always suggest that you start things off with a shower (this is not recommended on the first sexual encounter).
2- You set the mood with music
Music is key, and jazz or trance music are generally your best bets. These musical genres make you look both cultured and sensitive, and you can vary the type depending on the woman and the particular evening's mood. In general, don't choose anything too jarring: some Billie Holiday or soothing sax from the swing era (Lester Young, Ben Webster, Coleman Hawkins) are general lady pleasers, as are any of the CDs from the Serve Chilled series. The music will not only put her in the mood, it will muffle her moans, making her feel less shy to do so and enjoy the experience even more.
3- You compliment her
An original physical compliment is very powerful, but mean what you say.
You lit those candles, used your hands and ate your pie...
4- You caress her with your palms and fingertips
The back and neck are very sensitive areas and great erogenous entry points. Caressing and massaging such entry points is key to being a gentleman and heightening sensitivity in more explicitly sexual areas.
5- You dim the lights/light candles
This will help her if she's self-conscious about her body, not to mention that candlelight is just plain romantic any way you slice it.
6- You undress slowly
By this I mean that you pull articles of clothing off slowly (socks first), and you don't rush to do so. There's something very sexy about being all worked up but still partly clothed. Also, she'll be much more comfortable removing clothes that seem to be getting in the way rather than acting as protection.
7- You massage her
Like caressing, massaging proves you like her body so much that you want to touch it all over -- not to mention that it feels great.
8- You give her oral pleasure
Women love guys who love to give them oral. Move in to the area gently and softly, and make sure to respond to her. It's okay to ask her about her preferences, especially for less demonstrative women.
9- You get kinky
Blindfolds, ice cubes over her nipples (or wherever you want to excite her), feather tickling, and tying her up are all options. Be your intriguing self and you'll pique her interest to try out new things.
10- You keep intercourse interesting
While you obviously know there's much more than just the missionary position, don't be too eager to try every position in rapid succession and record time. Remember that women get turned on by repetitive rhythm -- just like men, but more so. If you change positions too frequently, she'll never have the chance to get into it.
It often turns out that a position that's good for one partner is good for the other -- the physical sensations and excitement are mutually stimulating. You'll know when you've found that sweet spot. Go with it for a while.
One such position that I've found often leads to a sweet and intense spot is the Supported Doggy Stretch. To get into this position, your woman starts off in the doggy position. Place your hands on her waist and lift her legs up so that she can wrap her feet around your butt (for a picture of this position and many others, sign up to The Player's Lounge).
Although this may be difficult at first, the sensations this position provides are enough to keep you going, or coming, as the case may be. In this position, I recommend that you penetrate her slowly and deeply.
11- You make her orgasm
Remember that for women, the mind is the biggest erogenous zone. Compliments or comments that show her desirability, such as: "I've wanted to do this since I first saw you/all evening" will turn her on.
If she doesn't orgasm from penetration alone (and of course many women don't), you can always manually stimulate her clitoris while you penetrate her from behind.
in the end
All of this is just one possible scenario, and obviously you have to be able to improvise. Those who cannot are simply not player material. But the underlying message is that, just like investing, if you give a lot at the beginning, the interest will come easily enough. Remember; givers get asked back and often end up getting their fair share too.
this is all nothing but emptiness...
japan call it just-in-time
the end of sunday marks the beginning of monday. it's not even significant anymore.
more words down there. but usually my main point is a few lines down. the rest you need not bother. haha.
i am free.
i just took a long refreshing bath. noone notices though.
tomorrow's yet another school day. perhaps it's normal. but my sister is definitely grumbling over it. that happens when you are studying at somewhere so far. you have to wake up so early and you might just think that you are still dreaming.
and for us? we just sleep too much and get so engrossed with dreaming.
Has been quite a week i must say. happening is not appropriate in this case i guess. my life is not happening at all. haha. or maybe i don't want it too.
buy things just for the sake of buying. does that mean you're wasting your money?
for everything that happens, there must be a reason. A reason, of course, need not make any sense.
i thought i recalled someone tell me that letting go takes a lot of something. haha. don't really remember it. do tell me.
you never like to see people wearing the same thing as you on the streets. you, alone, is nice. one whole bunch? rejects.
if you have the guts, try being alone. really alone.
for those who thinks you are already alone, make friends. you have the guts.
for things that you believed in, continue to believe in it. it's definitely right. if it's wrong, try believing in something else.
if you think that words means power, you are only half correct. words accompanied with actions is the power.
are you hot? or not? being in shape means you are hot. being cocky means you are not? how about having a "fuck-me" look?
for a split second, stop whereever you are. take a look around you. are you sure you are going SOMEwhere?
girls are nothing but trouble? isn't that what life is all about?
i'm not busy. i'm not away. i'm just waiting.
try making someone happy. it's easier than making yourself happy. however, it's different in some cases.
making someone sad/hate you is as easy as writing the letter C. in just one stroke.
friends are hard to come. girl/boyfriends are hard to get. parents are hard to forget. enemies are meant to be forgotten. let's just say. we should forgive and forget.
if a secret admirer just happen to be in your life, don't try to get this person identified. it defeats the whole purpose.
it only takes a ponytail, believe it or not.
it's so typical of people to say i don't know. some people hates "i don't know". think about it. why do the others doesn't hate the some when the some says " i don't know".
always have the mindset. "i need to give in in order to achieve harmony". if it's a must, lose.
what is this crap~
the end of sunday marks the beginning of monday. it's not even significant anymore.
more words down there. but usually my main point is a few lines down. the rest you need not bother. haha.
i am free.
i just took a long refreshing bath. noone notices though.
tomorrow's yet another school day. perhaps it's normal. but my sister is definitely grumbling over it. that happens when you are studying at somewhere so far. you have to wake up so early and you might just think that you are still dreaming.
and for us? we just sleep too much and get so engrossed with dreaming.
Has been quite a week i must say. happening is not appropriate in this case i guess. my life is not happening at all. haha. or maybe i don't want it too.
buy things just for the sake of buying. does that mean you're wasting your money?
for everything that happens, there must be a reason. A reason, of course, need not make any sense.
i thought i recalled someone tell me that letting go takes a lot of something. haha. don't really remember it. do tell me.
you never like to see people wearing the same thing as you on the streets. you, alone, is nice. one whole bunch? rejects.
if you have the guts, try being alone. really alone.
for those who thinks you are already alone, make friends. you have the guts.
for things that you believed in, continue to believe in it. it's definitely right. if it's wrong, try believing in something else.
if you think that words means power, you are only half correct. words accompanied with actions is the power.
are you hot? or not? being in shape means you are hot. being cocky means you are not? how about having a "fuck-me" look?
for a split second, stop whereever you are. take a look around you. are you sure you are going SOMEwhere?
girls are nothing but trouble? isn't that what life is all about?
i'm not busy. i'm not away. i'm just waiting.
try making someone happy. it's easier than making yourself happy. however, it's different in some cases.
making someone sad/hate you is as easy as writing the letter C. in just one stroke.
friends are hard to come. girl/boyfriends are hard to get. parents are hard to forget. enemies are meant to be forgotten. let's just say. we should forgive and forget.
if a secret admirer just happen to be in your life, don't try to get this person identified. it defeats the whole purpose.
it only takes a ponytail, believe it or not.
it's so typical of people to say i don't know. some people hates "i don't know". think about it. why do the others doesn't hate the some when the some says " i don't know".
always have the mindset. "i need to give in in order to achieve harmony". if it's a must, lose.
what is this crap~
Sunday, March 21, 2004
DONT's
The Uninspired Opening
Pay particular attention to your headline and photo. Poor choices keep people from looking any further. The headline, "Check me out, I'm not that bad." doesn't exactly exude confidence.
And while this headline, "Big man needs love." isn't horrible, a photo of a large man displaying his belly leaves nothing to the imagination — and a lot to be desired. Being big isn't bad, but there are better ways of presenting it.
The Cookie Cutter
Your personal should reflect what makes you uniquely you. Describe yourself and your match in distinctive terms.
Avoid broad terms that are basically meaningless and could describe anyone. Like this: "I am a warm, honest and caring gal who enjoys spending time with that special someone. I'm looking for someone who's honest, down to earth, supportive, affectionate, giving and loyal."
The Cliché
If you read enough personals, you know there are some universal truths. They're clichés, like Miss America wanting world peace.
These are the most pervasive: "I love to hold hands and walk on the beach on moonlit nights or cuddle up in front of a fireplace," and "I look gorgeous in a gown or jeans. You should look hot in a tux or khakis."
Resist the temptation to add any of these lines to your ad. Using them makes you seem lazy at best, insincere at worst.
The Red Flag
Everyone has issues and hot buttons. While honesty is good, you CAN have too much of a good thing. Instead of attracting people who won't trip these triggers, ads like this will likely repel them:
"Hoping against all odds to find the woman who is holding the key to my heart. I denounce liars and will not tolerate frauds. Please don't waste my time."
"Currently, my daughter's father and I live together. A bachelor/hermit of 42 years, he says he loves me 'as much as he can.' I'm looking for a rich man who will spoil me and my two angels."
The List-maker
It's good to be specific about what you're looking for, but be careful you don't end up posting a litany of requirements like this:
"I can't stand pianists, cyclists (I do not think spandex is masculine), musicians or wanna-be artists. Skinny men are repulsive and I do not like white trash with beards and dirty-looking clothes. If beautiful women aren't routinely attracted to you, don't bother me."
Who would want to date someone so demanding?
One final tip: Correct spelling and good grammar show an attention to detail, so type up your personal in a word processing program and use the spelling and grammar checker. Then, read it out loud (you'll get a feel for the rhythm AND catch more errors), and run the checkers one more time.
whatever~
The Uninspired Opening
Pay particular attention to your headline and photo. Poor choices keep people from looking any further. The headline, "Check me out, I'm not that bad." doesn't exactly exude confidence.
And while this headline, "Big man needs love." isn't horrible, a photo of a large man displaying his belly leaves nothing to the imagination — and a lot to be desired. Being big isn't bad, but there are better ways of presenting it.
The Cookie Cutter
Your personal should reflect what makes you uniquely you. Describe yourself and your match in distinctive terms.
Avoid broad terms that are basically meaningless and could describe anyone. Like this: "I am a warm, honest and caring gal who enjoys spending time with that special someone. I'm looking for someone who's honest, down to earth, supportive, affectionate, giving and loyal."
The Cliché
If you read enough personals, you know there are some universal truths. They're clichés, like Miss America wanting world peace.
These are the most pervasive: "I love to hold hands and walk on the beach on moonlit nights or cuddle up in front of a fireplace," and "I look gorgeous in a gown or jeans. You should look hot in a tux or khakis."
Resist the temptation to add any of these lines to your ad. Using them makes you seem lazy at best, insincere at worst.
The Red Flag
Everyone has issues and hot buttons. While honesty is good, you CAN have too much of a good thing. Instead of attracting people who won't trip these triggers, ads like this will likely repel them:
"Hoping against all odds to find the woman who is holding the key to my heart. I denounce liars and will not tolerate frauds. Please don't waste my time."
"Currently, my daughter's father and I live together. A bachelor/hermit of 42 years, he says he loves me 'as much as he can.' I'm looking for a rich man who will spoil me and my two angels."
The List-maker
It's good to be specific about what you're looking for, but be careful you don't end up posting a litany of requirements like this:
"I can't stand pianists, cyclists (I do not think spandex is masculine), musicians or wanna-be artists. Skinny men are repulsive and I do not like white trash with beards and dirty-looking clothes. If beautiful women aren't routinely attracted to you, don't bother me."
Who would want to date someone so demanding?
One final tip: Correct spelling and good grammar show an attention to detail, so type up your personal in a word processing program and use the spelling and grammar checker. Then, read it out loud (you'll get a feel for the rhythm AND catch more errors), and run the checkers one more time.
whatever~
Wednesday, March 17, 2004
Be a great kisser
10 ways to sweeten your smooches
By Kelly Flatley
A Kiss He Won't Forget
You've had a great date, and now you want to end it on a memorable note. Leave him with a passionate kiss, and he won't be able to get you out of his mind. To become a kissing queen, check out these tips from William Cane, author of The Art of Kissing (St. Martin's Press):
1. Create ambiance. Try embellishing a room with warm hues by installing peach- or pink-colored light bulbs, or putting on a red lamp shade.
2. Gently hold his ears in your fingertips as you kiss. This tender move shows your true affection. A practical benefit: It allows you to tilt his head up or down to the position you prefer.
3. Whisper sweet nothings. Just because you're lip-locked doesn't mean you have to be silent. Saying something sweet right into your partner's mouth is a passionate way to communicate your feelings.
4. Don't be a statue. Add motion to the moment by moving your hand gently up and down his back.
5. Banish bad breath. One easy way: Eat an apple before you head out to meet your date. The fruit will freshen your mouth with a natural flavor. Or, if your plans involve dinner, ingest a bit of parsley post-meal (when he's not looking) to freshen from the inside out.
6. Be a tease. Introduce variety with the "Teasing Kiss": Tell your partner not to kiss you for one minute while you take charge of the exchange.
7. Discard timidity. Don't be shy! Open your mouth wider while kissing to really express your passion.
8. French kiss. Men rank it the number one as their preferred type of kiss. To make it magical, be more active with your tongue. Move it in a circular motion, flick your partner's with it, or play tongue-chase.
9. Try Lip-o-suction. Let him kiss your lower lip while you kiss his upper lip, and then switch.
10. Break the kissing monotony. Pleasantly surprise your partner with a change-up in the intensity, tempo, or duration of your kisses.
just good morning...
10 ways to sweeten your smooches
By Kelly Flatley
A Kiss He Won't Forget
You've had a great date, and now you want to end it on a memorable note. Leave him with a passionate kiss, and he won't be able to get you out of his mind. To become a kissing queen, check out these tips from William Cane, author of The Art of Kissing (St. Martin's Press):
1. Create ambiance. Try embellishing a room with warm hues by installing peach- or pink-colored light bulbs, or putting on a red lamp shade.
2. Gently hold his ears in your fingertips as you kiss. This tender move shows your true affection. A practical benefit: It allows you to tilt his head up or down to the position you prefer.
3. Whisper sweet nothings. Just because you're lip-locked doesn't mean you have to be silent. Saying something sweet right into your partner's mouth is a passionate way to communicate your feelings.
4. Don't be a statue. Add motion to the moment by moving your hand gently up and down his back.
5. Banish bad breath. One easy way: Eat an apple before you head out to meet your date. The fruit will freshen your mouth with a natural flavor. Or, if your plans involve dinner, ingest a bit of parsley post-meal (when he's not looking) to freshen from the inside out.
6. Be a tease. Introduce variety with the "Teasing Kiss": Tell your partner not to kiss you for one minute while you take charge of the exchange.
7. Discard timidity. Don't be shy! Open your mouth wider while kissing to really express your passion.
8. French kiss. Men rank it the number one as their preferred type of kiss. To make it magical, be more active with your tongue. Move it in a circular motion, flick your partner's with it, or play tongue-chase.
9. Try Lip-o-suction. Let him kiss your lower lip while you kiss his upper lip, and then switch.
10. Break the kissing monotony. Pleasantly surprise your partner with a change-up in the intensity, tempo, or duration of your kisses.
just good morning...
Monday, March 15, 2004
to like or to dislike?
there is a strong feeling.
imagine yourself in a hut near a farm.
every morning.
you will be able to breathe in air.
so different from the city.
so clean.
so refreshing.
this is all, but only a dream.
there is nothing close here.
nothing close to it here.
in Singapore.
maybe there is in your backyard.
but it is only an area just behind your property.
everything need not be so complicated.
they can be simple.
things need not be so complex.
they can be simply natural.
take care.~
ciaoz~
if i say it again, would you be mad...
there is a strong feeling.
imagine yourself in a hut near a farm.
every morning.
you will be able to breathe in air.
so different from the city.
so clean.
so refreshing.
this is all, but only a dream.
there is nothing close here.
nothing close to it here.
in Singapore.
maybe there is in your backyard.
but it is only an area just behind your property.
everything need not be so complicated.
they can be simple.
things need not be so complex.
they can be simply natural.
take care.~
ciaoz~
if i say it again, would you be mad...
Sunday, March 14, 2004
let it burn
went out for a soccer session at 9am. reached home at 5pm. skin is hot. the weather better remain this cold.
you just shut the fuck up can or not? talk to you is worst than being stung by a blardy mosquito you know or not? i don't care my attitude is irritating you or what. don't talk to me lah. stupid enough. in another words. just scram. get out. get lost.
and you. damn irritating leh. you know mah? you don't know i tell you larh. worst than the bee fly here fly there. and simply because you stink, doesn't mean you rocks. i'm telling you right here that you stink worst than a pink pig. you lamer. in another words. go take a bath and shut up.
what program is this. stupid lar. it's so freaking laggy and it sucks big time. the creator must be hiding in a well or whatever that is so small he can't breathe. how can he make something like this? stupid lors. not saying i can do better. but after seeing this product i believe i can. in another words. shut it down and stick it up your ass.
if you are the one, i will tell you.
just making myself clear, i am not angry. =)
tell me why. why. why.
it's just another hot Sunday.
Don't talk to me unless you feel like it.
I will talk to you if i want to.
If you talk to me, i don't want to talk to you. Just keep talking to me.
anyone believes any thing that i have typed above?
shoot down the sun, replace it with clouds, wind, moon, stars and total darkness...
went out for a soccer session at 9am. reached home at 5pm. skin is hot. the weather better remain this cold.
you just shut the fuck up can or not? talk to you is worst than being stung by a blardy mosquito you know or not? i don't care my attitude is irritating you or what. don't talk to me lah. stupid enough. in another words. just scram. get out. get lost.
and you. damn irritating leh. you know mah? you don't know i tell you larh. worst than the bee fly here fly there. and simply because you stink, doesn't mean you rocks. i'm telling you right here that you stink worst than a pink pig. you lamer. in another words. go take a bath and shut up.
what program is this. stupid lar. it's so freaking laggy and it sucks big time. the creator must be hiding in a well or whatever that is so small he can't breathe. how can he make something like this? stupid lors. not saying i can do better. but after seeing this product i believe i can. in another words. shut it down and stick it up your ass.
if you are the one, i will tell you.
just making myself clear, i am not angry. =)
tell me why. why. why.
it's just another hot Sunday.
Don't talk to me unless you feel like it.
I will talk to you if i want to.
If you talk to me, i don't want to talk to you. Just keep talking to me.
anyone believes any thing that i have typed above?
shoot down the sun, replace it with clouds, wind, moon, stars and total darkness...
Saturday, March 13, 2004
the radio is silent
hey, i'm back.
just finished a couple of webpages, based on the ultra boring topic "Osteoporosis", for the submission next week. Wednesday to be exact.
the rain is falling. really hard. and the thunder roar like nobody's business. it's really crazy out there. people out there if you get to read this. better bring along an/a umbrella next time.
hmm. i guess it's that day again today. when whatever i say to anyone, they are sure to be angry at me. it's just that day again.
realise what a mess my room can be now. worst than last month's. haha. so better do some cleaning up.
rain rain go away.
let the weather be only cloudy and windy.
take care~
ciaoz~
i realise, that i have only a memory of 3 seconds...
hey, i'm back.
just finished a couple of webpages, based on the ultra boring topic "Osteoporosis", for the submission next week. Wednesday to be exact.
the rain is falling. really hard. and the thunder roar like nobody's business. it's really crazy out there. people out there if you get to read this. better bring along an/a umbrella next time.
hmm. i guess it's that day again today. when whatever i say to anyone, they are sure to be angry at me. it's just that day again.
realise what a mess my room can be now. worst than last month's. haha. so better do some cleaning up.
rain rain go away.
let the weather be only cloudy and windy.
take care~
ciaoz~
i realise, that i have only a memory of 3 seconds...
Thursday, March 11, 2004
loneliness, what is it
it's that point of the day again. where all the lights are off. almost all. the street lights are on though. my hair is wet. my eye lids are closing. there's hardly any sound, except this keyboard of mine, the techno from the headphones to my ears and perhaps, the blades of the fan. everything else stood still. too still.
it's the wee hours of a thursday morning. thinking. should i catch the "LIVE" coverage of Real Madrid v Bayern Munich? or maybe not. lesson don't start as early. but i was hoping to be able to get up early and complete something perhaps. anything.
but i can't sleep now. the hair's wet. watching as the minutes ticked past. listening to some lame dj playing their technos.
thinking. how's the day today? bitched around? haha. filled with crap. had to face some people's attitude, facial expressions and of course, their tone of speech. didn't do much except to complete my Economics project which was relatively easy.
just closed several msn chat boxes and the beeping of the msn messenger stopped. was rather not used to it. but it did stopped. and i had to get used to it. somehow. saw a couple of people still there. but there was this "busy", "away", or "be right back". i don't know if it's true. but i felt that it would be better if i just kept quiet. haha.
of all the things i chose to do now is to look through my msn and hear my technos. haha. stupidity it may seem. indeed.
a couple of nicks caught my attention. i felt like talking to them. but i didn't. instead i do it here. i don't know why. but just hope that those people might see it here. i just didn't want to type to a "real" person. this is just nice. perhaps when i am in one of those "chatty" mood, i'd talk.
sometimes, i wanted to talk to you. but you were always offline, busy or simply away for whatever reason which i don't care. if not, i would type a "hihi", "hey", and of course, no response. and i waited. damn dumb right?
perhaps i should just go find something better to do. go fly a kite or something. haha.
vrrroooom. a motorbike just went past the expressway just beside the block which i have been taking refuge in.
i need to get things done. i want to do things i am not capable of doing. but too bad, everyone know i am a loser. i don't do things well. and i lack of this element, confidence.
simply, i suck with a capital S.
i am going to die on the 12th September, 2007. =)
haha.
whatever "lah".
nitez.
take care.
ciaoz~
if things weren't so complicated, why must the opposite be simple?
it's that point of the day again. where all the lights are off. almost all. the street lights are on though. my hair is wet. my eye lids are closing. there's hardly any sound, except this keyboard of mine, the techno from the headphones to my ears and perhaps, the blades of the fan. everything else stood still. too still.
it's the wee hours of a thursday morning. thinking. should i catch the "LIVE" coverage of Real Madrid v Bayern Munich? or maybe not. lesson don't start as early. but i was hoping to be able to get up early and complete something perhaps. anything.
but i can't sleep now. the hair's wet. watching as the minutes ticked past. listening to some lame dj playing their technos.
thinking. how's the day today? bitched around? haha. filled with crap. had to face some people's attitude, facial expressions and of course, their tone of speech. didn't do much except to complete my Economics project which was relatively easy.
just closed several msn chat boxes and the beeping of the msn messenger stopped. was rather not used to it. but it did stopped. and i had to get used to it. somehow. saw a couple of people still there. but there was this "busy", "away", or "be right back". i don't know if it's true. but i felt that it would be better if i just kept quiet. haha.
of all the things i chose to do now is to look through my msn and hear my technos. haha. stupidity it may seem. indeed.
a couple of nicks caught my attention. i felt like talking to them. but i didn't. instead i do it here. i don't know why. but just hope that those people might see it here. i just didn't want to type to a "real" person. this is just nice. perhaps when i am in one of those "chatty" mood, i'd talk.
sometimes, i wanted to talk to you. but you were always offline, busy or simply away for whatever reason which i don't care. if not, i would type a "hihi", "hey", and of course, no response. and i waited. damn dumb right?
perhaps i should just go find something better to do. go fly a kite or something. haha.
vrrroooom. a motorbike just went past the expressway just beside the block which i have been taking refuge in.
i need to get things done. i want to do things i am not capable of doing. but too bad, everyone know i am a loser. i don't do things well. and i lack of this element, confidence.
simply, i suck with a capital S.
i am going to die on the 12th September, 2007. =)
haha.
whatever "lah".
nitez.
take care.
ciaoz~
if things weren't so complicated, why must the opposite be simple?
Wednesday, March 10, 2004
lai ar lai, blog ar blog
it was terrible man. the Business Statistics tutorial is getting from this hard to so hard. goodness. does the problem lies in me? haha.
why like that...
it's me that is going "i don't know, i don't know, i don't know" ... i don't seem to know everything already. why?
don't tell me, there are lots more people like me out there. i don't want that. simply because i don't care. haha. *BAD*
okay okay, i've been slacking. Never do my revisions. =(
sian nor...
poly life is getting sick already. what could be worse. haha. especially on wednesdays. they just suck like one of a hell kind. stupid.
O_o, holiday must reach faster. Examinations must end faster. but at such a pace which i am learning, i think i'm not going to make it. (did i say that last semester?) =P
whatever lah,
*notice the chatbox available*
just abuse it.
"no time" is just an excuse, just look at how you are wasting your time...
it was terrible man. the Business Statistics tutorial is getting from this hard to so hard. goodness. does the problem lies in me? haha.
why like that...
it's me that is going "i don't know, i don't know, i don't know" ... i don't seem to know everything already. why?
don't tell me, there are lots more people like me out there. i don't want that. simply because i don't care. haha. *BAD*
okay okay, i've been slacking. Never do my revisions. =(
sian nor...
poly life is getting sick already. what could be worse. haha. especially on wednesdays. they just suck like one of a hell kind. stupid.
O_o, holiday must reach faster. Examinations must end faster. but at such a pace which i am learning, i think i'm not going to make it. (did i say that last semester?) =P
whatever lah,
*notice the chatbox available*
just abuse it.
"no time" is just an excuse, just look at how you are wasting your time...
Sunday, March 07, 2004
i might not talk to you
hey,
dum dum. it's sunday. tomorrow is monday. haha.
came back from outside not long ago. kinda tired right now. haha.
hmm. today i brought my "wire" of my handphone out. then i understood the importance of it for long distance journey. haha. somehow, it became a necessity.
listening to da radio, closed my eyes and wonder. am i late? haha. nvm. i know that the other party will be late too. i've timed myself.
i was being asked today. the question. "why didn't you took up nursing?" haha. people now know i like nurses. great. why didn't i took up nursing then?
i am totally out of it today. ya. just out. haha. not normal. don't know why. got a couple of people just keep passing by my mind. see? told you. it ain't normal. i don't have such thoughts.
some thoughts.
i think we are capable of playing it the real way. no turbo. nothing. just step on it and go.
my attitude is which one should not pick up.
cheat is the only way to win.
being a cheater won't get you far.
i'm sorry for the disappointments i have done.
i'm sorry for all the lies. it wasn't on purpose. although some are.
i suck at pool.
Chicken Mcnuggets are nice.
i am going to buy "Euro, Techno, go!"
i don't know anything.
i'm a boring person.
if happiness is created by two people,
why is it that only you are doing the job?
oh my~ what am i thinking today. haha.
that's all~
take care~
ciaoz~
i'm such a loser, by nature...
hey,
dum dum. it's sunday. tomorrow is monday. haha.
came back from outside not long ago. kinda tired right now. haha.
hmm. today i brought my "wire" of my handphone out. then i understood the importance of it for long distance journey. haha. somehow, it became a necessity.
listening to da radio, closed my eyes and wonder. am i late? haha. nvm. i know that the other party will be late too. i've timed myself.
i was being asked today. the question. "why didn't you took up nursing?" haha. people now know i like nurses. great. why didn't i took up nursing then?
i am totally out of it today. ya. just out. haha. not normal. don't know why. got a couple of people just keep passing by my mind. see? told you. it ain't normal. i don't have such thoughts.
some thoughts.
i think we are capable of playing it the real way. no turbo. nothing. just step on it and go.
my attitude is which one should not pick up.
cheat is the only way to win.
being a cheater won't get you far.
i'm sorry for the disappointments i have done.
i'm sorry for all the lies. it wasn't on purpose. although some are.
i suck at pool.
Chicken Mcnuggets are nice.
i am going to buy "Euro, Techno, go!"
i don't know anything.
i'm a boring person.
if happiness is created by two people,
why is it that only you are doing the job?
oh my~ what am i thinking today. haha.
that's all~
take care~
ciaoz~
i'm such a loser, by nature...
Saturday, March 06, 2004
one day off
exceptional.
was looking through the list of FM radio stations that Singapore have. quite a surprise by the list. though i only frequent three or four of them only.
Symphony 92.4fm - no idea why i would tune in to this. but i do. and i do it when i am feeling kinda down. in da blue mood.
Perfect 10 98.7fm - english. totally. tune in to this when i had the urge to expose myself to english songs.
yes 93.3fm - chinese. hmm. this is somewhere i listen most often too. they play songs that i know.
love 97.2fm - chinese. the only place where i need to feed myself with oldies.
ufm 100.3fm - chinese. one which i am listening to right now. great. nice songs played. though the dj are usually sucky ones.
wkrz 91.3 - english/chinese. one which i would go just for techno. euro, techno, go!
88.3fm - don't know what is this all about. it's chinese. tune in just to hear if they are playing my fav. if not. no chance.
i don't know about the rest. i just didn't bother.
why is it that one would hate the other? . . .
exceptional.
was looking through the list of FM radio stations that Singapore have. quite a surprise by the list. though i only frequent three or four of them only.
Symphony 92.4fm - no idea why i would tune in to this. but i do. and i do it when i am feeling kinda down. in da blue mood.
Perfect 10 98.7fm - english. totally. tune in to this when i had the urge to expose myself to english songs.
yes 93.3fm - chinese. hmm. this is somewhere i listen most often too. they play songs that i know.
love 97.2fm - chinese. the only place where i need to feed myself with oldies.
ufm 100.3fm - chinese. one which i am listening to right now. great. nice songs played. though the dj are usually sucky ones.
wkrz 91.3 - english/chinese. one which i would go just for techno. euro, techno, go!
88.3fm - don't know what is this all about. it's chinese. tune in just to hear if they are playing my fav. if not. no chance.
i don't know about the rest. i just didn't bother.
why is it that one would hate the other? . . .
Thursday, March 04, 2004
Wednesday, March 03, 2004
i'm having this serious problem
heh, school today was just like a trip from tampines to boon lay. boring, waste of time, take a few peeks at the scenery that flew past, hear someone talking and best of all, it takes up an hour. that's school.
so i decided to head straight home. i choose to. not because i want to. but i knew i wanted to be at home.
i guess the theory with regards of the germs hanging around in your room is rather true. i sense the germs revolving around. and i think i caught it. damn the germs. giving the stupid problems.
things have gotten from bad to worse, and keep worsening. somethings just stays and refuse to change. while some other things just keeps on getting better.
there's this strange things going around me. i hear discussion abouts failing and passing and of course, queries about results for tests. i think these are things that just refuse to turn better.
what is it that is stopping people from going to jc? are there still people interested in going to a jc?
yea poly's definitely a better choice. but, which poly? people advices me that distance doesn't matter. but personally, distance is a big matter. it's sickening and makes one wants to cry.
i don't know what i am blogging here. it just comes right out from my fingers, not my heart, not my mind. but my fingers.
nitez people.
ciaoz.
take care...
he doesn't deserve another chance...
heh, school today was just like a trip from tampines to boon lay. boring, waste of time, take a few peeks at the scenery that flew past, hear someone talking and best of all, it takes up an hour. that's school.
so i decided to head straight home. i choose to. not because i want to. but i knew i wanted to be at home.
i guess the theory with regards of the germs hanging around in your room is rather true. i sense the germs revolving around. and i think i caught it. damn the germs. giving the stupid problems.
things have gotten from bad to worse, and keep worsening. somethings just stays and refuse to change. while some other things just keeps on getting better.
there's this strange things going around me. i hear discussion abouts failing and passing and of course, queries about results for tests. i think these are things that just refuse to turn better.
what is it that is stopping people from going to jc? are there still people interested in going to a jc?
yea poly's definitely a better choice. but, which poly? people advices me that distance doesn't matter. but personally, distance is a big matter. it's sickening and makes one wants to cry.
i don't know what i am blogging here. it just comes right out from my fingers, not my heart, not my mind. but my fingers.
nitez people.
ciaoz.
take care...
he doesn't deserve another chance...
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