Thursday, October 30, 2003

feeling bo liao

litted up a cigarette. put it there. and watch the smoke rising aimlessly. am i like the smoke? it stinks. and float around endlessly. without any aims. without any goals. nobody would want to notice it. it's harmful. nobody wishes it to exist. and eventually. *poof* it just disappeared.

hais.

=....(

let's just say, i didn't touch it.
it's a new post

wah. finally can come in here and type something man. just now this web is down man. some maintenance.

today whole day at home. so sian de wor. haha. experienced all sorts of weather today man. rain, sunshine etc etc. haix.. making me feel so sick.

studied today. 1 day rest 1 day study. so today study. i studied Macroeconomics today. damn sickening already. haha.

don't what to type liaox... how? haha. should i just stop now ?

some people ask questions seeking for answers. some people ask questions just for the sake of asking. some people love to ask questions that has no answers. what for? what is the reason behind ? i also not sure.

questions that made people think. that's what i love to ask? haha. questions that i don't wish to recieve any answers. i want them to know the answers themselves. and not tell me about it. why ? i also don't know. haha.

somethings are better not to be spread around. just listen. just see. and then just remember. there's no point spreading around things. sometimes, things might just get out of control and gets things sour.

haha.

take care.

watch tv le.

=)

you know? sometimes you just suck. suckor

Wednesday, October 29, 2003

it's within you

woke up this morning. with the sun shining in. it's morning already. the image of the nightfall and the cold breeze is still fresh in my head. how time flies. it's wednesday and it's a wednesday morning. the weather seems warm today. maybe it's the sun.

10.30am. woke up. wash up. and sent a few sms. haha. nothing much. deciding whether to study today. toast a couple slices of bread and a couple of sausages. haha. brewed a cup of coffee. what a breakfast. the meal of the day, which professionals consider it as the most important, which i will have a very very high tendency to miss it.

11am. replay of guess x 3. missed it yesterday night due to some reasons. haha. but was glad mediacorp slotted in a replay. thanks. but i still bear some grudges against mediacorp. some time slots are really. i must say. really shouldn't be. haha. but they are the pros at work. =)

why did no.5 win? gosh~ i still persist it should be no. 2. haha. don't you think so ? the elegance. man~ close to being geogerous (gorgeous). haha.

1pm. decided to touch on the subject/module named Business Accounting. great~ what i don't know is still a blur image. haha. must get them clear and done in one and a half hours time.

2.30pm. stopped for lunch. hearing your stomach growling ain't healthy at all. trust me. anyway, i got my stuffs sorted out. mostly. so, i guess it shouldn't be too big a problem from the start. though there are much more uncertainty.

3.30pm. back to my books! haha. feeling abit out of the normal already. or am i already out? i feel weird. strange.

4.30pm. had a break. actually it's more due to me not wanting to continue. haha. so, played some games, etc etc.

5.40pm. had a nap. ~"~

7.15pm. had a dream. haha. woke up and watch tv. nothing else matters.

7.35pm. dinner is back! haha. i didn't remember ordering anything. did i ? haha. but dinner sure smells great.

from then, i watched tv till 10pm. and decided to type www.blogger.com and do something about it.

the air smells funny. the fan turning. everything seems normal.

Zhang Shan Wei - Shi Xing Feng

red.

black.

rain?

perhaps.

good luck ya?

take care.

wo zhi dao ni hen nan guo...
( i know you feel terrible...)
bored

Tuesday, October 28, 2003

wind and shadow

down the orange litted street, leaves are scattered. there's the wind. the soft little wind. close to a breeze. yet, somehow, it brushes through the long, the very modern, the straight hair. it felt the smooth texture. it felt the fragrance. chanel? gucci? very close. not there yet.

the wind continued on its very path. bringing the scent across the road. right to the very moment of a breath being taken in. a sniff? eyes casted on the direction of the fragrance. wow...

hand ran down the hair. she could felt the wind's presence. but not him. her fingers running about the nine keys. focusing on the bright screen. a sms? a thank you ? a sorry? a complain ?

blink hard. rub twice. and again. the back is astonishing. the fragrance is ... one brilliant attention grabber. if only .. he thought... if only... she could just turn around...

the pace was slow. getting slower. the orange lights never dim. the moon held high. the wind still blowing. from her to him. irritates that of her, kept him cool. makes her graceful, what a feast to the eyes. make her fragrance known, a blessing to the nose. but... chanel? gucci? he could only scratched his head.

she turned in. he wanted to held out his hands. but his eyes was on the road. like a painting. close to a painting. as their shadows met. the eyes met. the mouth met...

good day. today was study day. haha. manage to study something. at least something. nothing much to talk about today. so, i shall keep this short. haha.

what a view.

red.

black.

*yawn*

i'm here, always...