fallen into a trap

yup. just wake up today. haha. what a surprise. i was actually awaken by the rain. it's pouring kinda hard now. the air is damp. the weather is cold. but comfortable for me. haha. i can withstand coldness by mother nature, yet not by spieces of my kind. i mean. who can? haha.

what happen? why did i wake up so late? haha. actually i slept early. as early as about 9am today. yes. 9am today. haha. so i guess it is more or less expected of me to sleep till now. yup. about 6 hours of deep sleep, without any slight of disturbance. haha. everyone went out ya. it's me alone in this house. awww~

went to this chalet thingy near the pasir ris park to find you. haha. it was kinda last minute decision i suppose. playing game half way. the tv is on. and my handphone is just being deserted by me. just when i took a good look at my handphone, it rang. 1 message recieved. haha. yup. and it goes on. and i went out. and everything as follows. overnight stay eventually. no sleep. haha. abandoning the game, the tv, the supper, the bed, if you were to ask me if it's worth it. *no hesitation* absolutely worth the sacrifice. =)

i was just wondering. "when you are with someone, and you still misses this particular, that might be a sign that you are in love with this particular" is it true? haha. i don't really know. but i guess it's just another can't-be-explained feeling. yup.
if you were to ask, what did i learn for sacrificing my sleep? what did i learn when i just dash out of my house? did i eventually learn something? or i was just doing things blindly. i think i did learn something.

it's very very fortunate and a blessing to be able to see someone when you just do not know when it's the next opportunity that you can see her. every minute suddenly counts.

so i'm now here. still feeling the fatigue and the pain from my knees. the pain is nothing. yup. it's just another injury from the past. haha. no point talking about it.

guess i'm now going to get some food.

why?

realising that i did not have dinner and anything afterwards. haha.

so

ciaox~

the darkness expresses the feelings...

come on

HEY! watch it there. haha. in a dark room with only lights from the monitor. trying to press the keys on the board as soft as possible. closed several applications for faster performance. haha. not sure whether if it is working but i do hope so. had enough of slow things. yup.

playing soccer later. *pray* nothing happen to me. haha. dangerous play is there always. never a fair play. don't know why. is it me? or is it the others? haha.

if got time, planning to go for an interview for a job. guess maybe not. abit late. haha. the holidays are ending ya. and got to check out the timetable to see my schedule. how busy or how relax will it be.

need a little motivation. need a little boost of morale. in need to search for something. what thing? hmm.

sigh

ciaoz~

if i never ask, would you pretend and leave?

it's nothing

YOH! today supposed to go somewhere. but didn't make it. reason is unknown. perhaps i just don't want to go. yup. haha. anyway. today is major bad hair day. maybe that's the reason why i don't want to go out. haha.

okay.

ciaoz~

if i can't have you...

HEHE


Which HP Kid Are You?

this is ...

a new month, a new "feel"

yo! afternoon peeps. haha. didn't manage to wake up by morning. wasn't sure of the reason. but. erm. just didn't want to wake up i guess. didn't have dream either. just slept through and then when i open up my eyes. didn't see the person i want to see. haha. but the clock. it showed 12.10pm. haha. great~ missed the morning.

yup. 011203. felt nothing special. haha. this day ain't special at all. no reason for it to be special. nobody's birthday. no occasion. a few regrets for the previous month. haha. but. a new beginning. isn't that great? a new beginning for things. but. sadly. some doesn't change. sob. yup. some things just don't change, do they?

you know? there's nothing on the television right now. everyone's out. me's in. haha. everyone around me is busy, yet again. on the rightful monday. what to do? monday. the start of the week. everyone should be busy. but sad. i'm not. yup. should i be glad? that i have nothing to do? nothing to look forward to. but tons of things to think about. haha.

the tables's empty. the refrigerator is empty too. nothing is there for me to whipped up a good lunch. or breakfast. or both. haha. having these problems lately. waking up in between times. haha. that's me. when i have a good sleep, or a bad one, it's always like this. what should i do today? hmm. i'm thinking really hard.

haha. recieved comments about this new skin. what to do? I LIKE IT. haha. okok. i will do a change real soon. perhaps NEXT MONTH. haha. at least now i got the motivation to type le. haha.

hey!

yup.

you!

thinking of you right now.

take care horrrrr!

yup.

=)

somethings just NEVER change...