MacDonald has a way around gamers, too

just something before christmas

(listening to: 梁文音 - 三个愿望)



and maybe something on christmas or after christmas
and hope that santa may be so kind as to provide me with three wishes
so that i can pass it on
it's always good to share the love a.k.a sharing is caring
so if you want good mandarin voices this christmas, she may be suitable
for other occasions
i don't know
perhaps, and just perhaps
joeeeeeyyyyyy?
canto?
rayyymonnnddddd?

and the rain keeps falling
big, then small, then big again, then small again
with sunshine, without sunshine, with clouds, without clouds
clear blue sky also can rain, wonderful weather isn't it?

my life is an empty sheet
tabula rasa
it seems blank
with no stories, no labels or titles to identify it

i cannot tell someone how my life has been
as if i haven't lived any
but i'm fine with the way it is
i'm not happy, i'm just empty

but that's okay
i still have goals in life
and love being random
just randomly typing what i can ever think of

no specifics
no details
no strings attached
just thoughts
super random thoughts
perhaps that's not what the internet blog spaces desires
but here it is

just a little bit of me

i'm not allowed to be disappointed
because not one hundred percent effort has been put in
but effort i admit, i had put in
and results ain't that bad, but not satisfying either

when you look below you
you feel better
because you see people worse than you

when you look above
you feel inferior
people are up there above you
pushing their way upwards
and making you feel smaller

and one must do something about it

like i am feeling cold just in my grey army vest and black shorts
with the gentle drizzle just right outside
the fan spinning at number three
i pull the blanket towards me
and that's all the effort i put in
others may walk to the kitchen, a cup of hot tea, then cuddle in the blanket
and if that's one hundred percent, i'm far far away

that's how i feel...

(i did make the effort)

(i'm not afraid of challenges)

(i'm afraid of failures)

it may sound girly
it may sound gay
it may sound like the estrogens taking over
but really, that's how it really is

isn't it?

and i'm drowning myself inside these shows
no offence
but i really prefer
海派甜心

life of a student
and i want everything to change
for the better of course
and perhaps also my two front teeth, santa

please...

good luck to all of you out there
business boomz!
study boomz!
life boomz!

:)

it's cold

it is the month of low temperature
just hoping and praying
that the weather just stays cool
not wet, hate the rain nowadays

exams are over
and one semester is over as well
that means six weeks of holidays
six weeks is short
after some canto and taiwan fever, and hopefully pick up a skill (one is good, i know myself)
and then it's school again

seems like a vicious cycle
but i'm one semester nearer to graduation
and there are some who are one semester away from graduation
and they are really worried about how is it going to be after graduation

i don't know
i just want to graduate smoothly
no need to be like elite (i know myself)
just make it through smoothly

i don't know how the future looks like
future here is define as after graduation
but i do see the happenings for a couple of months

it's going to be colder
for the place i'm going to be in
my wallet's going to thinner
by alot, but it's all worth it

it's all the "i" in this post
so i should make some space for people that i know
all the best!
to me, to you, and to everyone

good luck for those waiting for results

:)

take a look! it's HIM with specs!
if you can even identify him in the first place...
still handsome not?


:P

happiness is not a possession to be prized, it is a quality of thought, a state of mind...